I have been listless and depressed for as long as I can remember. Sober since age 26. Now at 55, using SRRI (Venlafaxine) but not doing its job (anymore). Was on fluoxetine for over 10 yrs prior. Starting to wean off Venlafaxine without bad comedown. Down from 150 to 75 mg now. I am in ok physical shape, but not more than that. Wish I had more interest in working out and getting into good health. IF I were to look into a steroid and or HGH to kick start me, what would you recommend? Btw, I will be living in Thailand in a few weeks, for the longterm. Got everything to live for. Thanks in advance for all input