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An account of an ICE cold water extraction of actual ergot (claviceps purpurea) from wild barley fields, quite an amazing thread!
http://www.entheogen.com/forum/showthread.php?t=8998
Very powerful lucid open and closed eye visuals--author claims it was his most powerful psychedelic visual experience ever--the dose he took more powerful than mushrooms, MG or HBWR . He also noted the vasoconstriction was very apparent but not at all unpleasant...only mild nausea...there was little to no loss of mental/physical coordination.
Author did the ICE cold CWE of infected wild barley (with some wheat/rye mixed in it?) found in the pacific northwest under the mountain known as Tahoma. Please nobody try this--I can imagine this can be extremely dangerous if the extraction is done improperly. Author claims 1.75 grams of claviceps purpurea was ground up under low light conditions (starlight), soaked for 3.5 hours in ICE cold water in the fridge, filtered through a very thin paper filter, with the ending 6 oz hypothetically consumed.
What do you think of this? I still can't believe it--this is ground breaking...no one (until now?) has been brave or foolish enough to attempt this in modern times. The good alkaloids are cold water soluble but the bad toxic alkaloids are non-polar and not soluble in cold water...but still nobody should ever try this...this could be very poisonous even deadly if extracted improperly.
However, in the book "The Road to Eleusis" there is known a grass called Paspalum distichum L. that grows all over the Mediterranean region--and is often infected with Claviceps paspali, it has only the good alkaloids and none of the bad. Sleepy grass is another possibility.
Burning_Copal who started the thread believes it to now be an infected wild form of barley, or wheat with some wild rye mixed in it as well...these are grain seeds that can sprout and grow...then it is just a matter of it getting infected. What a coincidence...no rye was grown by the ancient Greeks...but wheat and barley did and Claviceps purpurea flourishes on both.
The Mystery of Eleusis that went on for over 2,000 years near Athens talked about in the books "The Road to Eleusis" by Hofmann, Ruck, Wasson..."Sacred Mushrooms of the goddess" by Ruck, "The Elixir" by Shelley, "Pharmacotheon" by Ott, etc...solved? The famous Rarian plain was adjacent to Eleusis.
I don't see any reason that a proper hypothetical extraction of MG wouldn't give you the same results at a good dosage...so no reason to mess around with ergot..I'll have to check into this some more by comparing the alkaloid content of the two. This is very interesting.
However, Burning_Copal said "the ergot produced effects snakevines had never approached for the feline, and he had some considerable experience with them." He also noted that the CWE of ergot lacked the drunken state common with snakevine--he found this entirely different.
This is perhaps the ONLY account I've ever read besides the one below.
From the out of print book "Lysergic", (2005) author K. A. Cole describes her hypothetical Psychedelic Experience with "Ergot Wine" prepared by an LSD chemist (remember Skinner & Pickard ?):
An account of an ICE cold water extraction of actual ergot (claviceps purpurea) from wild barley fields, quite an amazing thread!
http://www.entheogen.com/forum/showthread.php?t=8998
Very powerful lucid open and closed eye visuals--author claims it was his most powerful psychedelic visual experience ever--the dose he took more powerful than mushrooms, MG or HBWR . He also noted the vasoconstriction was very apparent but not at all unpleasant...only mild nausea...there was little to no loss of mental/physical coordination.
Author did the ICE cold CWE of infected wild barley (with some wheat/rye mixed in it?) found in the pacific northwest under the mountain known as Tahoma. Please nobody try this--I can imagine this can be extremely dangerous if the extraction is done improperly. Author claims 1.75 grams of claviceps purpurea was ground up under low light conditions (starlight), soaked for 3.5 hours in ICE cold water in the fridge, filtered through a very thin paper filter, with the ending 6 oz hypothetically consumed.
SOTC describes the experience as being similar to, though visually far more intense then HBWR or MG, Complex geometry overlayed on backgound of colors, constantly changing like a tapistry, intermixed with very bright flashes of light (bubbles) and on ocassions beams of light. He describes the mental effects aside from that, and the auditory perceptions as being more or less lucid, which is what surprised him more than anything. This was barnone the most visual experience of the feline's life, and he had, in the course of wandering fields, consumed hefty dosages of 'godflesh' in times past, one species in particular noted for vivid visions, the feline found this to be far more intense.
What do you think of this? I still can't believe it--this is ground breaking...no one (until now?) has been brave or foolish enough to attempt this in modern times. The good alkaloids are cold water soluble but the bad toxic alkaloids are non-polar and not soluble in cold water...but still nobody should ever try this...this could be very poisonous even deadly if extracted improperly.
However, in the book "The Road to Eleusis" there is known a grass called Paspalum distichum L. that grows all over the Mediterranean region--and is often infected with Claviceps paspali, it has only the good alkaloids and none of the bad. Sleepy grass is another possibility.
Burning_Copal who started the thread believes it to now be an infected wild form of barley, or wheat with some wild rye mixed in it as well...these are grain seeds that can sprout and grow...then it is just a matter of it getting infected. What a coincidence...no rye was grown by the ancient Greeks...but wheat and barley did and Claviceps purpurea flourishes on both.
The Mystery of Eleusis that went on for over 2,000 years near Athens talked about in the books "The Road to Eleusis" by Hofmann, Ruck, Wasson..."Sacred Mushrooms of the goddess" by Ruck, "The Elixir" by Shelley, "Pharmacotheon" by Ott, etc...solved? The famous Rarian plain was adjacent to Eleusis.
I don't see any reason that a proper hypothetical extraction of MG wouldn't give you the same results at a good dosage...so no reason to mess around with ergot..I'll have to check into this some more by comparing the alkaloid content of the two. This is very interesting.
However, Burning_Copal said "the ergot produced effects snakevines had never approached for the feline, and he had some considerable experience with them." He also noted that the CWE of ergot lacked the drunken state common with snakevine--he found this entirely different.
This is perhaps the ONLY account I've ever read besides the one below.
From the out of print book "Lysergic", (2005) author K. A. Cole describes her hypothetical Psychedelic Experience with "Ergot Wine" prepared by an LSD chemist (remember Skinner & Pickard ?):
Chapter 17 THE BLOOD OF CHRIST
Todd knelt down, holding an ornately decorated gold chalice. A magnificent piece to behold, exquisite. It pulsated with energy, spirituality. "Sherom Teleqot Masecot," he began his prayers in ancient Chaldean, and then moved on to a higher prayer. "Ebatone Neahmeh Nohhoaayow..." the language of the gods. Reverent peacefulness engulfed him as the words came forth. He turned to face me and drank several large gulps. Then bowed his head in silence as he passed me the chalice.
"What is it?" I was totally caught by surprise; we had not planned on tripping for awhile. Things had been far too crazy lately.
"It's ancient wine. Just try a sip."
"I don't know..." I didn't want to have a repeat of my DMT experience. My mind wasn't as prepared as it should be prior to a journey. Also, I had never seen him this spiritual before a trip. He never prayed or used a chalice any other time. Usually he would non-ceremonially weigh out the doses on his lab scale, and then simply pass them out. No ceremony, no prayers. Why the sudden change?
"Just try a small sip. It is time for you to be initiated into the order, you're ready. But I would kneel and say a prayer first if I was you. This one must be taken very seriously." His head bowed slightly but he still kept eye contact.
I was curious so I knelt down, even though my instincts were telling me not to. What order? The brotherhood maybe? And what was in the chalice? It couldn't really be ancient wine, could it? I examined the liquid; it looked and smelled just like red wine. Why not? I cautiously drank a small sip. It was thinner than normal wine and had a woody taste. The most interesting part was the way it tingled as it went down. A warming sensation filled my throat and stomach. "Okay I drank some, now what is it?"
"It's Ergot wine." He smiled slyly, knowing he had gotten one over on me.
"ERGOT WINE! Oh my God!" I was in shock. "Ergot can kill people. I wouldn't have taken it if I would have known what it was. It's St. Anthony's fire! It can make you lose body parts if you touch it! Oh, my God!" My head was spinning. How could he have not warned me?
"I knew you would react like this, that's why I just told you to drink it. You get so afraid sometimes. There is no need to be; you are safe." A slight giggle escaped from his lungs.
"Are you sure it's safe? Where did you get it?" My heart was racing.
"I made it when I was younger. I did an alcohol wash of the ergot fungus with the wine. Then I corked the bottles up and stored them. The ergot fungus will feed on the sugars in the wine, giving it the woody taste. I let them age for about ten years. It is best to wait a little longer, but I felt it was an appropriate time to open one anyway. Every year it ages, it will become a little less potent and easier to control the dose."
"How do you know what a safe dose is?" I was skeptical.
"Ergot is a fungus and a precursor for LSD. Ergot is interesting because we really don't know what happens to the alkaloid concentration over time. It moves around, changes. So the dose is guesswork."
"Isn't Ergot what Socrates used to take at Eleusis?" I thought it was kind of cool to be taking something that the founders of our democracy used to take, but that our current democracy has made illegal.
"Yes, except for he did a water infusion of the ergot, instead of alcohol."
"I can feel it already." I took a deep breathe but couldn't ease my anxiety. "My chest feels tight and my heart is racing." My heart had never beaten that fast. "My hands feel like they're going numb. Are you sure I am going to be okay?" As I lay back onto the floor, to relax my chest became tighter, heavy. I started coughing and gasping for air. Time passed, I don't know how much.
"Here take a Valium. You will be alright, just breath sweety." He handed me the pill. Then picked up the chalice again and kneeled down beside me. He took several large gulps. After it was empty, he turned it upside down to show me that there was*n't any left. "See it's safe. You only drank a sip! Look how much I took!"
"But you can handle a lot more than me; you are three times my size!" I weighed about 110 pounds and stood about 5'8".
Todd on the other hand was a giant at 6'5", weighing somewhere around 275 pounds.
"Come on, let's go lay down on the bed where it is more comfortable." He reached down and grabbed my hand, helping me up off the floor.
The visuals were really starting to kick in now. They were thick and heavy like my breathe. Dark colors, red, purple, and blue. They overtook me; I could no long see my hand when I held it up in front of my face. A different world existed inside of me. A liquid oceanic playground for the mind. Would I come back from this space? Spiraling thoughts that made no sense. Fear of the unknown. Would I be okay?
My chest still felt heavy but I sat upright which seemed to make it a little better. My heart started to throb slightly. Every few breathes, I felt a sharp twinge along with the throb. Was the ergot causing the chest pain or was I? Was I having an anxiety attack? How could I tell the difference between a real pain and one that I manifested with my mind?
Instinctually, I started to chant my calming mantra, "Telelelelah-luu Letetwah," over and over again. I rocked with the words. "Telelelelah-luu Letetwah." I held my hands up, palms facing each other in prayer. The L's rolled off my tongue and took on new depth. They sounded like the echo of a thou*sand birds flapping their wings in the air. The mantra held me and kept me safe, like when a mother holds a child. I was going home to safe territory.
I began to sing songs from my soul, rooted deep within the divine. The songs carried me away with them, teaching me about the universe. At one point I saw the double-helixes of DNA swirling out of my mouth along with the words. Language gave birth to being. That's how I interpreted it anyway. Time was dilating. How long had I been floating on the breath of the universe:
Todd came into the room as I was floating back. "Oh, don't stop sweety. It's beautiful."
I was unsure about singing in front of him, so I backed off a bit. I chanted for a while, trying not to make a fool out of myself. I had to sound like a crazed lunatic, singing gibberish! Every now and then I would look over at him trying to gauge his reaction. He was sitting up, facing me, and getting very into it. His reaction was similar to Half-pints reaction. They were actually enjoying it! When I would stop he would look up disappointed, and think 'start again or 'keep going'. This went on for a while as time slowed.
I started to see holographic symbols, floating in a circle around Todd's head. I had never seen symbols before in a trip. They were translucent almost like glass. Empty space had taken on a form. They constantly rotated, allowing me to see all of their sides. A few of them looked like symbols from the zodiac. Others looked like Sanskrit, or Arabic. Some I have nothing to compare them to. Where did they come from? What did they mean?
Events started to become circular. "I feel like am singing, seeing, and going to the same places over and over again."
"Oh, you're stuck in the loop! It will just keep going, and eventually you'll come out of it." He lay back and closed his eyes.
Around and around I went, time was a circle.
Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again.
Finally I popped out the other side. It felt like eons had passed. I lay down beside Todd, cuddling up close to him. He and I were one, one body, one mind. We no longer needed to speak; linguistic devices were a hindrance to us now. We knew each others thoughts as we thought them. We could feel the depth of each other's love. It is an incredible gift from the universe to feel existence with no boundaries or doubts. One soul, at home once again.
We felt as if we knew everything, all the knowledge of the universe was at our fingertips. We were at the top of the cosmos, the simultaneous beginning and end, the eternal godhead. We could see in all directions at once.
My future and past were connected to my dreams. I started having unusual dreams around the age of eight. These dreams would reveal a sequence of events in my future. They were easy to distinguish from normal dreams because they had a different texture. More real. However, I never could tell when in the future they would occur. It could be in one month or two years. Whenever the event sequence did happen though, it felt like a deshavoo. I could see now that this phenomenon was me remembering who I am. Me remembering who and what we all are, divine co-creators.
Then the loop happened again. Around and around and around I went. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again. Over and over and over again.
Again I came out the other side. This little voice in the back of my head, kept saying "your heart isn't beating right." It was strange. I felt as if my heart would sort of stop and I would roll out, far out into the ocean of the divine. Then I would feel/hear a loud bang and it would start beating again, really fast this time. I would in turn surf back in on the same wave that took me out. This whole sensation happened several times. I rolled in and out with the waves of universal consciousness.
It turns out that Todd actually was beating on my chest. But he didn't tell me about it until I came down. I guess my heart really was stopping, or at least slowing down! I think this is the closest I have ever been to death. There was safety in death, total security. Death is nothing more than a shift of cosmic life energy. Fear filled me and then I would let go, sort of release myself to it. My new/old form, God, overtook me. Love and happiness held me tight. It is almost like a caterpillar hatching out of its cocoon and turning into a butterfly.
"Here sweety, chew this up. It's another Valium. Your heart is beating way to fast. You need to calm down. Try to take deep breathes."
"Okay." I couldn't really talk; I was too high. I tried to breath, deep and slow. It seemed to help a little. I was afraid of overdosing. "It feels like my heart is stopping."
"You're okay, just breath. And drink some of this juice to keep your blood sugar up." He handed me a glass and watched to make sure I didn't drop it.
I drank some of the juice and cuddled up next to him again. How long had we been tripping for? I felt like I was ancient, floating on the cosmic time/space folds. Time and space are illusions, only here for our amusement. At the base of all being we are all one evolving consciousness. And we are all incarnations of that same self-reflecting divinity.
Out of all my journeys, ergot was my most difficult. Conversely, it was my most productive and therefore my best. I had had experiences before that seemed like near death. This time I really felt like I died. When Todd was pounding on my chest, it really felt like my heart was stopping. Despite the fear that it aroused in me, it brought me a sense of calmness. I know what death feels like! It isn't bad at all!
The chalice and prayers peeked my curiousity. Why had he done it this time and no others? What was the meaning of it all? He was so careful with his words, his humble demeanor, and even how he held the chalice as he drank. I had seen communion in church before and knew symbolically this is what he had meant by it all.
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