helium-4
Bluelight Crew
Well I prepped the shot a little early and IVed it at 9:55. Breaking bad time!
honestly the way to get rid of weed anxiety is just to develop a tolerance. I used to get it when i didn't smoke as much as i do now, and now when i smoke, I get anxiolytic effects instead.
I'm not basing how my habit is on how much I spend, but not spending my money on dope or not having money for dope does effect the progressiveness or stablization of my addiction. I'm not an idiot and see the potential problems with using opioids, and ESP progressing from snorting to shooting. Also how can you sayi put myself in these situations more, I don't make the choice to get free h, it's not up to me. He calls me randomly asking if i want to go (his car needs to be fixed so he doesnt get pulled over, not good when your copping dope). Sure illdrive when I don't have shit going on. I didn't go when I had a counselor appt when asked. I understand your concern but I know the consequences. I'm not ignorant on my addiction. Anything I say can easily be used to say that I'm trying to justify my use, when I'm not trying to do so. I'm an addict and there clearly are multiple reasons why I use. (not trying tocome off as a dick)If you judge your habit on what you spend then you're headed for trouble. Trust me man if I didn't count free highs.....
Still, you probably put yourself in those positions where you drive on purpose more now. I dunno, I just hope you stay well man!
How's your RLS?
I want to catch a nod... but if I don't dose tonight then I'll get hit harder tomorrow.
my speedball is definitely more speed, and not enough ball. lol.