Sadie
Bluelight Crew
That makes me feel worse!
It shouldn't darling. I took many friends advice and put myself first today. Slept all damn day. Missed a charity thing that I promised to do. Had to cycle 40 miles on a stationary bike for work. I've worked over 40 hours this week on about 12 hours sleep all week ( I've not been sleeping well since back from holiday ) I was done in. Felt physically and mentally like shit and emotionally felt like I let the team down. I know I'm still loved though by those that matter. I also know that I am deeply loved by one person who looks after me no matter what. Sooooo, Hence, I feel like shite but I know I'm loved. Silver linings. The love I have been given far out weighs how badly I berate myself for not doing more for others.