So, like the site says, we can't really answer questions about like 'how much of 'x' substance will I need' type stuff. It says that because we aren't standing there. We don't know how much you have or how good it is (Although I'd imagine you probably get shit hooked up in the Netherlands). You can't really tell us about it either, having never done it or anything to compare it to. All I can say is if you've seriously never bought / done drugs on the street, well that's probably a lifestyle very different than whatever you've been used to in the past so be looking out, and probably consciously know that you're potentially making the decision now that will determine AN AWFUL LOT of the rest of your life.
Explanation:
Doing drugs, even if you aren't an addict or even a regular user, will change things about how you interact with the world around you. It'll change who you hang out with, the sort of people you date, the social functions that you go to, the parts of town that you spend your time in. Where before you had no interest in hanging out with people who did some cocaine now and then, for admittedly obvious reasons, well now it'll be 'Oh, he's a good dude, he just does some blow on the weekends,' etc. etc. etc... And once that pandora's box of recreational drug use has been opened, you will never close it. It's like when you're five and you walk in on your parents getting busy. You pretend to forget, it's not the FIRST thing you think when you see them... but you remember forever. Am I right? (Am I the only one who that's happened to? lol).
And heroin isn't exactly some smoking a joint gateway drug or anything, either. That's like, I'm a hardened drug user who has spent his ENTIRE LIFE if that lifestyle I was warning you about, and recently did some heroin. Now I'm not afraid of any drug, but even I had to stop and consciously be like 'Kody, you are damn-near fucking up as hard as you've fucked before,'... And I was fine. I'm not a heroin addict. I have no desire for it. I have heard all my life if you EVER touch heroin, you WILL be a fucking junkie. I'm not. In fact, I can smoke some heroin, get high for a day and not WANT it a couple hours later. I can, and do, successfully use heroin on a purely recreational basis. I represent probably the one-percentile of human beings who can do this. I have a strong willpower, I'm a very functional and responsible drug user. The wife and I are extremely hard headed, we keep each other grounded and have a good system of checks and balances between us. Most people can't do dark and not have the desire for more, and more until they're just junkies stealing to get high. Not lecturing, I just wanted you to be aware of those few aspects.
Now, you bought the shit, you're going to do it. I know that, these other guys know that, I don't know why they're wasting their time with 'oh, throw it away' stuff. That's what you should do, for sure. But you won't, in fact, I'm not sure how old this post is, but I'm sure you've already smoked it all and this post doesn't matter to anyone...
I Just wanted to say, it's absolutely NOT impossible, or even relatively difficult, to overdose smoking heroin. Marijuana, you can not OD on marijuana. Well, technically ANY substance can be a poison it's just a matter of dose, but the dose on pot would be such an astronomical amount, for all intents and purposes, you can't do it. Acid, you can't overdose on LSD. I have it saved somewhere, but I think the toxicity rate on LSD is like 50 million doses or some crazy shit. You're never going to 'accidently' drink 10,000 vials, it's just never going to happen.
Now, I know all these heroin addicts want to get on here and say you can't od smoking it, but I've had some scary times smoking it. And I have at least a moderate opiate tolerance. So for somebody to be like, 'shit, I shoot a quarter bag for breakfast, you can smoe that whole dime, no worries!' Well it's a little different when you dont do the shit often and it's REALLY different I'm sure for someone who has never done ANY DRUGS. Literally NOT ONE PERSON ON THIS SITE can honestly compare their used and abused lungs to mister OPs virgin lungs. No one can, not on Bluelight... It's kind of a interest/ hobby like site. We're all on here for some reason, right?
NowI do 30mil oxys often enough, usually snort or eat 20-25 mils at a dose. I smoked one weekend a few months back, and got pretty high, but it was like two more weeks before I decided to get more. The next stuff was WAY better. So my wife and I smoked the whole thing (like 2 pointsish) in a single sitting really fast, I'm now realizing. And smoking does hit you instantly, but it also like builds up a bit over like twenty mins or so. So we get done smoking a pretty copious amount, (even today with the other h experience we have now as opposed to our second time, I can look back and be like, 'yeah, that was just way way too much'). And we're totally screwed off when it's gone, of course, but then we stand up and go out to the living room, we both just crashed out so hard, neither of us was talking, just sitting next to each other. I could feel my heart beating soooooo slow and sooooo faint and I knew she was feeling the same thing. But we're both so out of breath we can't even talk about it, both trying to gasp air. This happened for like an hour and a half. I was so terrified that we were both gonna die sitting next to each other. She's smaller than me, so I was scared to fucking death that she might die while I'm sitting there and can't do anything. Like, this was nightmare shit. And just to be clear, I am NOT one of those scared punks who's always like, 'i'm dying, oh my god, take me to the hospital!' or shit like that. I've done every substance I've ever had access to and I've had every one that's worth doing at least twice. I know how to handle my shit, I'm not mister rookie drug user at all. I'm the guy laughing at those 'kids'. I call them kids and they're often older than me and get all butt hurt about it. But my friends who know me know what I mean and none of them gives me shit. Definitely a mild OD on that one. And I had experience, and my part of planet dirt isn't exactly a drug shipping port or anything. Like Id imagine you get shit in the Netherlands that a dime bag could kill a brand new non-user. Isn't there some place near the netherlands that's known to be like THE DRUG CAPITOL OF THE WORLD? I coulda sworn there was some place like that. *sarcasm* *fucking obviously sarcasm* Yeah, I wonder if they get better shit over there than random internet guy might get in Pittsburg?
Just be careful dude, and smoke a hit or two, then take a break for ten, fifteen minutes and let it catch up to you. You've probably already smoked it, but if not, just take your time and be careful and take breaks and pretty much, try not to act like a rookie who for some godawful reason decided that one of the hardest drugs in the world is the best thing to try first. That shit CAN kill you, I promise
