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Nice IGNVS :)

Have you thought about posting some of your stuff in WORDS?

FreedomOfTheMind said:
it is just not that good for my personal well-being to be around so much drug murmur all the time and i dont think its a healthy way for a person to live- to be thinking about drugs so often.
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I understand this but it's just a hobby to me. I immerse myself in drug talk and drug literature because I enjoy it. When I was hardcore into motorsports I would spend hours upon hours reading up on engine tuning and performance modifications. To me spending time on PD is just an enjoyable way to spend the empty gaps of my day. If I wasn't talking about and researching psychedelics, it would be something else. It's just a mentally stimulating hobby to me.

I do use psychedelics on a weekly basis and will continue so for the next little while. I've been tripping sporadically for the last 5 years but in the last few months I've been getting more into it and I feel it is healthy for me right now. As soon as it starts to be counterproductive I'll be stopping or at least slowing down a lot.

This recently happened with piracetam. It was great and then I found it made me tense and started being counterproductive; I've stopped it for now and I feel better.

It's all about balance. :)
 
yeah back in o7 i did but it wasnt really talked about so i never went back

just tried to find it... and its all gone.. all exept the most halarious video of 2006. hope is emo. hahahahahaha so funny

maybe ill just go take a big swim in the formaldehyde with the squids... hahhahahahahahahah
 
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IGNVS said:
i definatly understand the drug thing fotm was tlaking about.

i dont usually go to bl for reading about drugs anymore. maybe help the noobs with some dmt or talk about cactus here and there... but really, im more attached to the people here in the social, reading, talking, venting, breathing it in, then going over to second opinion for a bit.

breeze down the pd page and go "uughh drugs"
then go to philosophy and spirituality and go "uugghhh philosophy"

then go back to s.o. and look at the photo contest pictures. then exit bluelight

then open bluelight and go back to this social thread to see if any posts changed
then close bluelight

then open it one more time

then go out and do mah irl shit
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i'm like that too.. don't really read/talk that much about drugs here anymore.. there's alot of interesting non-drug-related stuff on bluelight too!
 
A friend of mine I lost touch with a long time ago just found me and we are going for lunch thursday
This girl has been through so much and I have never seen her not smile.....


Whats up nearjat why the panik

oh and my boss is going to lie to the bank for me so I can buy a house, my dad said he would put in half with me and I can build a granny flat out the back so I still have my privacy

I cant imagine cutting up bark or cactus in me mums kitchen....lol

and my busted rib feels heaps better today, I can bend over n stuff
 
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andreas said:
A friend of mine I lost touch with a long time ago just found me and we are going for lunch thursday
This girl has been through so much and I have never seen her not smile.....


Whats up nearjat why the panik

oh and my boss is going to lie to the bank for me so I can buy a house, my dad said he would put in half with me and I can build a granny flat out the back so I still have my privacy

I cant imagine cutting up bark or cactus in me mums kitchen....lol

and my busted rib feels heaps better today, I can bend over n stuff
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That pretty sweet, I love when stuff works out that way.

and I just got some really bad news is all... if you're really curious shoot me a message or something I don't think this is the place for it...
 
andreas said:
wish me luck I'm going to buy a lotto ticket and give it all way
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Good luck :)

My lottery story: When the national lottery first started in the UK around 15 years ago I dreamt the winning numbers. Was at my then girlfriend's parent's place for dinner and it was on the tellybox. I reeled off the winning numbers before they were picked. Should've seen the looks on their faces :D

Nobody won that week and sadly I hadn't bought a ticket cos I was penniless. Folks have said since that if I'd really been meant to win then I would've found a quid on the street or summat. Probably true... Still gutted at missing out on over £20m though 8o
 
Shambles said:
Good luck :)

My lottery story: When the national lottery first started in the UK around 15 years ago I dreamt the winning numbers. Was at my then girlfriend's parent's place for dinner and it was on the tellybox. I reeled off the winning numbers before they were picked. Should've seen the looks on their faces :D

Nobody won that week and sadly I hadn't bought a ticket cos I was penniless. Folks have said since that if I'd really been meant to win then I would've found a quid on the street or summat. Probably true... Still gutted at missing out on over £20m though 8o
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holly fucken shit, what a story sorry man that really sucks
 
nearjat said:
That pretty sweet, I love when stuff works out that way.

and I just got some really bad news is all... if you're really curious shoot me a message or something I don't think this is the place for it...
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try TDS they are a really loving kind of blers there they always make me feel good
 
andreas said:
try TDS they are a really loving kind of blers there they always make me feel good
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I have about previous issues with the same person.. everyone just said "wow dude, that's horrible!" but gave me props on not killing myself from the stress.

i mean yeah I can get love from everyone here and all my friends in RL... but

fuck idk why I'm even bringing this up it's not going to change anything. disregard it all i guess
 
This thread has been intense emotionally for me, these last couple of pages. Change can be scary sometimes.

I remember when I got here in late 2007... can't believe how much things have changed since then. In my life and on Bluelight both...

Roger saying he will soon be done with psychedelics hit me hard, especially - in the sense that it reminded me how different things are. I feel like I need to say this one last time while some of the PDers that were here when I arrived are still reading this:

I love you very, very much. You've made the world a better place through your presence on Bluelight - you've definitely made my world a better place, and you've been like family to me, distant only in geographical location.

Keep shining.

<3<3<3<3<3<3
<3feelgoodhit<3
<3<3<3<3<3<3

PS: Nearjat, you shouldn't hold back your emotions. Repression is an unhealthy thing, and sharing them with others is a very good idea. It can definitely change things.
 
You're right, very right. I'm talking with andreas right now but I'll share some thing here as well.

I don't feel like typing the whole story of my ex-gf/best friend again... i bet a lot of you know it already.

Well she's dying, probably won't make it through next school year. This girl...I dedicated all my focus on re-teaching her how to be happy.

I've never lost anyone before...I don't know what to do. My worldview sure is comforting when the pain is at a safe distance, now I'm at an annoying divide between knowing that this is how life is and that everything will be alright, and wanting to just crawl in a whole and not come out.
 
NEARJAT I really don't know what else to say. You just have to be strong and know that some how things will work out...FUCK brother I just don't get this world either most days, Some days I think oh well people have it much worse than I do like those poor people in the Afriacn civil wars and then I just think how the fuck is that ment to make me feel better and I just spiral into a fucking rage...like I said we lack the ability to understand the greater picture...when I understand it I'll let everyone know...

man I'll chek in later on have to go find some dinner

fuck I forgot to buy that lotto ticket
 
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good morning dread

that fucken avatar...it just makes one want to..... well you know...lol he he he...just love it
 
I love Erowid

hows things dread, hope your day turns out well

shit sorry dudes have to run
 
things are.. they just are. I feel sleepy.

btw nearjat, that's pretty heavy stuff you're going through. <3 & strength to you
 
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