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Both sides I am alienated from. I am not realy a part of the 2 biggest parties here, but mostly libertarian, but I love my country and hate the government. I have a lot of strong views on many personal things, but I really
don't care what others do, as long as they know where their rights end and where others start. I would lean conservative but I have some views that are slightly liberal( old school liberal). I am not a total libertarian because of certain disagreements with pure libertarians, that most people would also disagree with. I attended libertarian party meetings in college or as you might say University. I am an independent who is kind of a man without a party. The new left tries to disrupt meetings and speeches by anyone who disagrees with them. They also try to force their beliefs and are intolerant of anything or anyone who doesn't walk in lock step with their views. That shit ain't cool. I also don't like the government trying to run people's lives but I believe in some social programs and am against too much privatization of nessesary services and I hate lobbyists and corruption. I have been poor, for America, for a lot of my life but things change and Things have been good and sometimes bad. Not rich, but not poor.
Also the conservatives are moderates in the UK. Hitler was extreme right wing, because of his nationalist views at the expense of 10's of millions dead. Don't try to compare the two. All these people brainwashed by television and the media and have lost perspective. Stuff that will get you a few years in prison over in the UK could be life with no hope of parole here. Also where is the death penalty? Europeans are different than us in the colonies. Lol. Where do you think slavery really came from in America? Europe, because of demand for cheap goods. NIMBY. Not say those evil bastards who owned plantations are not guilty too, but British Imperialism? Europeans expect the government to take care of them. It is the royalty and serf mentality. They still have royalty all throughout Europe still and they may want their power back after they fuck over the world's economy. They are preparing for a one world government and there are a lot of European nobles behind this shit. Make no mistake, things a lot of times that seem unexpected are planned. There are a lot of greedy, power hungry evil bastards who are trying to carve up the world and create a small ruling elite and a bunch of peasants who are there to serve them.
That's right, I am into reality, some may say conspiracy. Seen all this shit on YouTube about puff daddy, or whatever he is calling himself this week. Go back a couple of years. No one believed the rumors then shit hit the fan. Things are going on and have been because there is a lot of evil shit that rich and powerful got planned. Watch and see. What about all the revelations that come out about people. I trust no party or government. No I am not an Anarchist or Nilist. But big powerful governments, corporations and people are dangerous and (I trust no one, not even myself). Sorry to throw in a Josef Stalin quote, but there is a lot of evil and power corrupts. Look at North Korea, secretly Kim Jung fatass is hated by everyone but him and few people, who enslave 20 million. Power corrupts, and an armed population is the best defense against tyranny. That can sum up my views sort of.

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Use paragraphs. Not everyone on this board is on a stim binge to be able to read that wall of text.

 

[Jnowhere]

Tl;dr

Use paragraphs. Not everyone on this board is on a stim binge to be able to read that wall of text.

I don't use stimulants. Except nicotine. I even avoid caffeine. I guess reading kerouac and other has caused me to have a stream a of thought style of writing. I used to know how to write properly.

If the grammar Nazi don't like it, I don't care, but fine I write on a phone using a stylus and it is of no concern to me. I write how I want too.

I am the only motherfucker that gets picked on for little shit. I could go off on, so many people about misspelled words, ending sentences with prepositions, ect.... But I do it too, and don't care.

Are you happy? Are you actually a nerdy ass English teacher or some shit like that? Did I end a sentence with a preposition Mein Grammar Führer?

 

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[Jnowhere]

Write in proper English. I don't read abbreviations well. Talkin about me, write in sentences.

 

[Bleaney]

Am I wrong, that NHS being so restricted when it comes to pain killers and benzos has helped fuel the the illegal drug scene in the UK?

It must have an effect, if people that want, need, or benefit from these things can't get them via legitimate channels, then they are going to turn to the blackmarket.

The proliferation of many of clearnet sites selling these items has generally made it very easy for people to source their own illicit supplies via mail order.

I, for one, wouldn't do this if I could obtain such things legitimately, but since I can't, I'm prepared to to take matters into my own hands. There must be many thousands of people using these sites. Estimates of numbers remain completely unknown. I've never seen any report even attempting to estimate the scale of the "problem." It's probably huge.

I just hope the tabloid media don't get hold of the story. That would probably very likely ultimately cause the politicians to force the police to take action on the clearnet sites, and drive the problem deeper underground (onto the DNMs or cause an uptick in street dealing.)

One thing that I think is for sure, is that this issue is not going to go away. It doesn't seem to register on anyone's agenda as something that needs taking action on. Which is something I am thankful for.

 

[axe battler]

Tl;dr

Write in proper English. I don't read abbreviations well. Talkin about me, write in sentences.

Wheeeeeeeeew, handbag fight!!!

It must have an effect, if people that want, need, or benefit from these things can't get them via legitimate channels, then they are going to turn to the blackmarket.

The proliferation of many of clearnet sites selling these items has generally made it very easy for people to source their own illicit supplies via mail order.

I, for one, wouldn't do this if I could obtain such things legitimately, but since I can't, I'm prepared to to take matters into my own hands. There must be many thousands of people using these sites. Estimates of numbers remain completely unknown. I've never seen any report even attempting to estimate the scale of the "problem." It's probably huge.

I just hope the tabloid media don't get hold of the story. That would probably very likely ultimately cause the politicians to force the police to take action on the clearnet sites, and drive the problem deeper underground (onto the DNMs or cause an uptick in street dealing.)

One thing that I think is for sure, is that this issue is not going to go away. It doesn't seem to register on anyone's agenda as something that needs taking action on. Which is something I am thankful for.

I suspect most of the large sites get somewhere in the order of hundreds of orders per week. Only basing that on order numbers from ones i put through. Depends on cancellations etc. I suppose.

What stuck me as something strange was, when all the clearnet sites i knew ran out of etizolam, it was at the same time. Ive found it on DNMs but that was a while ago.

 

[Jnowhere]

It must have an effect, if people that want, need, or benefit from these things can't get them via legitimate channels, then they are going to turn to the blackmarket.

The proliferation of many of clearnet sites selling these items has generally made it very easy for people to source their own illicit supplies via mail order.

I, for one, wouldn't do this if I could obtain such things legitimately, but since I can't, I'm prepared to to take matters into my own hands. There must be many thousands of people using these sites. Estimates of numbers remain completely unknown. I've never seen any report even attempting to estimate the scale of the "problem." It's probably huge.

I just hope the tabloid media don't get hold of the story. That would probably very likely ultimately cause the politicians to force the police to take action on the clearnet sites, and drive the problem deeper underground (onto the DNMs or cause an uptick in street dealing.)

One thing that I think is for sure, is that this issue is not going to go away. It doesn't seem to register on anyone's agenda as something that needs taking action on. Which is something I am thankful for.

I think people need to quiet about it. There have been issues in America, that weren't issues until a lot of rappers started writing music about it. For example cough syrup really doesn't work unless there is a narcotic in it, codeine cough syrup is hard to get here now. Codeine cough syrup with codeine and promethazine is damn near impossible to get, because of American rappers talking about lean, or sizzurp and WTF if I were to need some, it is only schedule 4 here. Schedule 1 is illegal, schedule 2, is like oxycodone, Dilaudid, morphine, and many of the strongest but legal drugs. Schedule 3 is strange, vicoden used to be in it now schedule 2, but strong codeine tablets, and somewhere weaker than schedule 2 stuff, schedule 4 is weaker codeine and codeine cough syrup and benzos, which in my opinion are worse than many schedule 2 opiods, and Tylenol with codeine to a certain MG level. Schedule 5 like gabapentin and probably Lyrica. Just to give you an idea and now pharmacies have signs about not carrying it. I use oxycodone( prescribed so no worries for me and have stuff like Valium( diazepam) and trazadone, weak low MG for sleeping not for psychological stuff, not judging others, I hate the idea of me personally being on any anti depressants or mood stabilizers. People would talk about it after hearing all these rappers and now you can't get any cough syrup that works. There was a study done that said cough syrup without a narcotic in it not much more than a placebo. Thanks Lil Wayne and all the dumbass rappers who glamorized it. Now regular people just trying to battle a cough are screwed; especially if they want some that will not keep them up all night. Silence is golden. Clichè but true.

 

[kongoman]

I think people need to quiet about it. There have been issues in America, that weren't issues until a lot of rappers started writing music about it. For example cough syrup really doesn't work unless there is a narcotic in it, codeine cough syrup is hard to get here now. Codeine cough syrup with codeine and promethazine is damn near impossible to get, because of American rappers talking about lean, or sizzurp and WTF if I were to need some, it is only schedule 4 here. Schedule 1 is illegal, schedule 2, is like oxycodone, Dilaudid, morphine, and many of the strongest but legal drugs. Schedule 3 is strange, vicoden used to be in it now schedule 2, but strong codeine tablets, and somewhere weaker than schedule 2 stuff, schedule 4 is weaker codeine and codeine cough syrup and benzos, which in my opinion are worse than many schedule 2 opiods, and Tylenol with codeine to a certain MG level. Schedule 5 like gabapentin and probably Lyrica. Just to give you an idea and now pharmacies have signs about not carrying it. I use oxycodone( prescribed so no worries for me and have stuff like Valium( diazepam) and trazadone, weak low MG for sleeping not for psychological stuff, not judging others, I hate the idea of me personally being on any anti depressants or mood stabilizers. People would talk about it after hearing all these rappers and now you can't get any cough syrup that works. There was a study done that said cough syrup without a narcotic in it not much more than a placebo. Thanks Lil Wayne and all the dumbass rappers who glamorized it. Now regular people just trying to battle a cough are screwed; especially if they want some that will not keep them up all night. Silence is golden. Clichè but true.

DXM is what we have for cough...dont you?

 

[Jnowhere]

DXM is what we have for cough...dont you?

That shit don't really work on coughs. Get the generic in America at the dollar tree and prepare for a bad trip if you chug the whole bottle, but still coughing.

Narcotic pain killers and codeine cough syrup or better yet cough syrup with hydocodone are the only way to get good cough relief. Ain't gonna get codeine cough syrup with promethazine anymore, because of dumbass rappers bragging about drinking it: or called lean or sizzurp or whatever.
Those idiots fucked up good cough relief. Not trying to get high on codeine with promethazine, just cough relief and be able to sleep. Fucking lil Wayne and countless other ruined a good medication and now doctors will not write for it and some pharmacies will not carry it. Schedule 4 or 5 and no more. DXM is a cough placebo almost if not an actual placebo.

Yeah write shitty songs and brag you being a cough syrup junkie. Dumbasses.

 

[kongoman]

That shit don't really work on coughs. Get the generic in America at the dollar tree and prepare for a bad trip if you chug the whole bottle, but still coughing.

Narcotic pain killers and codeine cough syrup or better yet cough syrup with hydocodone are the only way to get good cough relief. Ain't gonna get codeine cough syrup with promethazine anymore, because of dumbass rappers bragging about drinking it: or called lean or sizzurp or whatever.
Those idiots fucked up good cough relief. Not trying to get high on codeine with promethazine, just cough relief and be able to sleep. Fucking lil Wayne and countless other ruined a good medication and now doctors will not write for it and some pharmacies will not carry it. Schedule 4 or 5 and no more. DXM is a cough placebo almost if not an actual placebo.

Yeah write shitty songs and brag you being a cough syrup junkie. Dumbasses.

Bad trip? Ive never taken this drug but there are lots of people who love this sshit. You can read some threads here.

 

[Jnowhere]

Bad trip? Ive never taken this drug but there are lots of people who love this sshit. You can read some threads here.

$1.25 +6% sales taxes for a bad trip, I will pass

 

[kiely]

$1.25 +6% sales taxes for a bad trip, I will pass

I drank too much codeine one time and I thought I learned my lesson.

Well I think that I did. Now that I think about it I can't believe they make the bottle that big to begin with.

Even a half a bottle is too much. Even a quarter is bad.

What. About a spoon.

Omg. I was so sick. It was a good sick though. But I don't want to be that sick again.

I have to say it. Ever. looool. $1.25. You have me rolling. I'm sori.

But you have quite the perspective. lool.

Oh dear gawd who would believe it. I was so drunk on a bottle of codeine that I was wasted.

I guess my brain thought I could handle the whole bottle. But I did leave a few spoons at

the bottom. Because I couldn't get there.

Thank you for pointing out in your comment how potent it can be.

Thanxx.


lol omg

 

[50shadesofDave]

A bit of an update, I have recently found a safe supply of legit diaz so i reinstated at 30mg which 'knocked' me on the arse so to speak, i have since that dose dropped to 20mg for a few days and i am now symptom free mainly, a little brain fog but i expected that.

I have landed a new job over these past few days so i'm going to maintain for a couple of months until i have settled into this role before starting a taper plan.

Thank you to everyone who gave words of support, left a like, or offered advice at any stage, it's people like you who kept me hoping.

A note to myself and any other benzo dependant users, PLEASE make sure you have an exit plan from this substance, even if it's just putting away a couple of tabs each order, and don't let your current use escalate any further. This has to be one of the most difficult few months of my life and i'm not underestimating the task ahead.

Thanks once more.
Dave.