i dont pay much attention to my wifes job, she is a neo-natal icu nurse, and she knows i am struggling at the moment but she always tries to support me
she sent me a whats app of a baby that was born prematurely with her bowel on the outside of her body, going home today with her parents and the ops & 24/7 care (180 days of it) has all gone successfully, she sent me 2 photos one before the ops/care and one going home and its made me bawl my eyes out for an hour and realise maybe my life isnt as bad as what others have to go through so maybe feel lucky for yourself