she has said she will move. last week. but she hasn't started packing or anything or given me a date. the downstairs is basically unusable for me, she has banned me from her 'safe space'- if she drags it out further i will advise her that as our contract gives us both equal rights to the property, i cannot continue to respect her wishes for me not to enter the front room without compensation for the rent i have paid, which is for the entire house.
she won't pay so i'll have to go in there. she'll lose her shit and if she so much as touches me i'll phone the police. i can't believe i am getting to the point where interacting with the police is seeming like a possibility. i utterly despise the police for their behaviour towards me and said to them while i was using i'd take justice into my own hands if i ever suffered any more violence, but if she assaults me i need a conviction so i can have a restraining order taken out against her.
i had to take something to help me sleep, but slept ok.