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I still dream about you. Through the years, other women have come and gone, but no matter who I meet it never changes the fact that you're the girl I'll always love. I wish I had told you how much I loved and needed you, but I had to erect my wall like I always have done and I'm sorry for it. In fact, I'm the sorriest piece of shit there is.

Since I lost you, there has been an empty space in my soul that I can't fill with anything no matter how hard I try. There's a black cloud over my head that follows me everywhere I go.

I shouldn't have let you move away. I should have told you how much I love you, that you're all I want/need in life. I should have fought harder for you. But I didn't, and now I have to live with it.

At least I have you in my dreams.
 
Seeing you messed everything up. I have considered contacting you far too many times. I am obviously not over it. Man this sucks.
 
i'm scared, a bit like how you feel before you get onto a crazy rollercoaster at a theme park. As long as I'm strapped in safe I'll do the whole god damn ride with you.

my gut is bellowing with your imprint and it's only been three days. WTF, how did this happen, i know you feel the same but we're playing it pretty damn cool. good on us,

i hope in the next few weeks we allow for a lot of fucking and good convo. Never felt like this about anyone before in the amount of time we have had together.

i hope to see you pretty damn soon. p.s dem lips!!!
 
Your a horrible person.

You keep your 27 year old son under lock and key. He cant go anywhere without you knowing. You use his dyslexia against him. Your just afraid to be alone, so you let him think he couldn't make it on his own if he tried. That he couldn't get an apartment or a job. Why not help him go out on his own? Help him to read the bills when they come in, help him to read the lease.

You let him watch his father beat you for years and decided to never get him any help. He suffers now, locked in his mind. You should have helped him YEARS ago. Every time i tried you brainwashed him against me.


He's a shell of what he used to be and it's all your fault, cunt.

God will judge your sins when you pass, i hope he doesn't skip a detail.
 
You are a lazy fuck! I cant wait until our company fires your lazy ass! You are always calling in sick which no one believes anymore. You think you are so special that you can be friends with anyone in management when everyone wants your ass fired!
 
I'm floored at your lack of compassion for others, especially those that love you. People make mistakes but because you've lived such a rough life, you cant see others as human and making their own mistakes. You can forgive others that royally fuck you over but not the people that matter the most.
 
^^ Sorry for the back to backs. Shitty past 2 days. Here goes..

Being able to go talk to a therapist today, just one visit and he has already shed light on some of this. You are being selfish and acting like a dictator. I get that you are scared, I'm worried as well, but acting like a fucking robot and making all of the decisions without my input or a care for my feelings whatsoever, just doesnt work for me. I wish I had paid attention to all of the red flags in the beginning as well as after we broke up and got back together. You need to get off your pedestal and realize you made just as many mistakes as I did. Get over yourself and your new found methadone-induced epiphanies.
 
Will anything ever be enough to you? You should take a good look at yourself before being so judgmental about everything all the time. It seems as if you were born in a different generation.
 
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Just because I have more free time during the day than you do does not mean that I am obligated to do more household chores than you, etc. In case you've forgotten, you've been sleeping in my bed, using my shower and toilet, using my wi-fi, eating out of my fridge and pantry, and using space in my dresser drawers for the past three months or so. You've been living in a home where you do not have to contribute any money to rent, utilities, or internet. As far as I'm concerned, I am in no way required to prepare hits of oil for you throughout your morning before work and when you come home, pick your clothes up off of my floor, wash your dishes, do your grocery shopping and laundry, cook you lunch and dinner, rub your sore back for you and suck your dick. It's absolutely ludicrous that you expect that of me. On top of all that, my home doesn't clean itself. Who do you think cleans it? If you don't like my "laziness," you should probably begin staying at your own (messy) home that you're currently paying for.

The thing is, if you could just appreciate all of those things that I do for you rather than putting me down (I know, I know, it's "just a joke") multiple times a day and blowing up at me when I occasionally fall behind on something, I wouldn't mind doing it.
 
So, you called me an asshole to someone else, yet when i ask you about it you deny it. I heard it. So what does that make you? A pussy. Your lucky you live in a different city, because if i seen you walking down the street I'd beat your ass. Hard. If you're going to talk shit at work, be prepared when you see me outside. ;-)
 
ugh!!! so I guess they wont be able to get rid of you cause what happened yesterday! Fine! But what happened to you yesterday is called Karma. The more I suffer the more you get karma so yeah go and continue and get more and more!!!
 
You could be a little more independent and stop complaining so much about everything. I'm really tired and I need to have peace of mind. I sometimes avoid talking to you as you overreact to every little thing. This is stressful and you are acting like that but never admit. If you'd just admit you're not as perfect as you think things would get much better.
 
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