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Say something you can't say to their face

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I've been thinking about it.


It may be best to realize I am not the mirror you seek.
 
You really, really upset me. Your treatment of me is beyond wrong. And I know you know that.

Stop.
 
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I'm not sure if I like you when you behave like that. Wish we could talk more. Always so defensive.
 
Three years ago you decided that you didn't want me anymore. Why the hell have you been calling me every few weeks for the last 2.5 years? Did the woman you ditched me for dump your loser ass; now maybe you realize how good we were? I guess that I will never know because I am not going to answer my phone.
 
Another Father's Day without being able to be a Father to you, my Angel.
I know you've been watching, I hope I made you proud.
I hope you're proud enough, every single day, to point down from the Heavens you inhabit and shout 'that's MY Daddy! :D '

I love you, my beautiful baby.
Daddy will be with you soon.
<3
 
Thank you, God.

What a BEAUTIFUL day this was :D

My body felt good today - so good that we were able to DANCE!!! I DANCED!!! I felt so free...

I shall cherish the memory of today for the rest of my life.

Thank you, thank you, thank you...I love you, I love my family.

:D
 
Life is too short.
Also............................
WHAT IS IT EXACTLY THAT YOU WANT!!!!!
UGH
 
Its getting unbearable without u in my life Christopher .... I just looked at your last activity and it freaked me the fuck out....... It says it was may but I know u died April..... Stop fucking with my head..... I'm going fucking crazy.... Alright. I'm done..... I'm officially fucked in the head .... I just..... Just..... Forget it.
 
Missing you and I wish we could be friends, but I understand it's probably not possible and you probably don't want to hear from me anyway.

I'd contact you, but don't want to do your head in. :( <3
 
I love you. Im trying to be patient and let this relationship evolve. But I already know - I love you. I wake up thinking about you, I fall asleep thinking about you. When I am out and about - I wish you were with me. When we leave each other, I put on the brave face, but after you pull away - I cry like a baby cuz I already miss you.

I wont ever tell you. Im too scared.
 
As we grow closer, I feel that we need to cut things off now before it's too late. There's a reason I haven't met your family yet, it's because I don't want to drag anyone else into this. I'm not the great guy you think I am and eventually, I don't know how or when, but I will fuck things up. It's just my nature. The fewer the casualties the better. This sucks, of course, because right now I'm starting to feel ok for the first time in a long time.
 
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I still miss you and I would tell you but you left and never even told me why your mad or won't talk to me anymore ...at this point can I just get some closure ?
 
I was told you were sick again I hope you haven't gotten sucked back in. You inspire/motivate me, because you understand and care about me, and I fancy you even although I know I shouldn't as im still in love with you know who and you are with someone... but i cant help but find you sexy. Just hope you overcome it, you give me hope so please dont fail you have to help and fight for more people like us again. i hope we will see each other again. x
 
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You were horrible in bed... I actually dreaded having sex with you and all those times I said I was 'tired', I was just trying to hint that I didn't want you. Your manipulative ways and your soul-corrupting words were kind of a turn off, not to mention the gross taste of your genitalia. :sus:
 
i´ve never loved anyone or anything as much as i loved you. i told you, and you knew before. i would have done anything for you. i took all the pain and all the humiliation you brought cause i thought you were the one who´s worth all that. i really thought and hoped we had a future together, as we´d been making plans and you seemed so honest when we were talking.
wherever i´ve been with you felt like home, no matter what place it was, what time, with whom....

but now i´ve finally found out what was going on.
i was your toy, your mr. feelgood, when you were in a shitty place. you never really felt about me as you said. in fact i´m sure you dont love anyone on this planet, not even yourself. you just want a quick fix, thats why you treat people as if they were drugs. and thats why you´re always "hungover".

i could kick my ass for not listening to my inner voice - often when i had been with you, a few hours later, i got this little thought "is this all fake?"..... i always thought i was not trusting and believing myself, i thought i might somewhere, somehow feel as if i wasn´t good enough for you. now i inow that was wrong. i knew something between us was not as real as i wanted it to be. i knew that from the beginning.

now you´re still at that point you´ve been at 9-10months ago, that place you told me you hate so much. and no, i wont be visiting you there, anymore. you have to get a new toy, hopefully you´ll treat it better than your last one.
cause, you know, things might break. as i did.
 
You do realize that when we talk, you are talking 99% of the time, and me 1%, right? Don't you think we should balance that out?

I feel crowded. Like with my old girlfriend, I just feel crowded out by your energies. Your emotional space is intruding on mine. I like you, you're sweet, you're lovely. But, the way in which you speak should leave room for me to respond often; you should talk directly to me. Sometimes, instead (or rather often) it's like you are monologuing in front of me. You touch upon an interesting point, and as I open my mouth, you respond to it, continuing off to the next thing. I can't seem to get a word in edgewise.

I know you've been hurt. I know you're sensitive, and don't want to leave yourself vulnerable. I'm here, you don't have to trail off. Trust me more.
 
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