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The day has finally come where I've made up my mind. I can't say this to you right now because you've made it impossible for me to do so once again. This is going to suck in more ways than one, but it's for the best. I will be able to move on with my life and hopefully get better. You aren't allowing me to do so right now, and you keep bringing me down. This is not how things are supposed to be, and you know that too.
 
Thanks for best birthday ever.

Everything in my life from here out will be "before Emily" and "after Emily"....you shook my whole world in the best way possible. I was broken and ready to die and best person ever came at just the right moment. I'm still not sure I'm dead/in a coma imagining it all.

You're way too good for me but you continue tohumor me. You continue to blow my mind. You make me want to live.

I still don't get it. I dont understand what you see in me at all. I'll never understand I don't think. You're literally the most beautiful girl who's ever made eye contact with me. You came at the exact right moment.

Please dont break my heart. I dont know how it happened but I don't wamt it to ever stop.
 
I hope you botch your presentation today. I hope it goes so badly that you lose your funding. I'm tired of answering questions about why you are such an epic douche. You deserve nothing short of abject failure.
 
I Can't believe that you made a decision to keep the kid. Granted, I will never know what it feels like to have another life growing inside me. But given that this child was conceived for the price of a few points, is something that I will never be able to forget.
You have no love for its father, nor he for you.
Until the time when you missed the second appointment to terminate, I lived in hope that we could have a future somewhere down the track, I was prepared to accept your son and yourself as my own, but with this new one, no way that I can, because I know the father and I would see him in his child, everyday.
I am sorry, I love you like I have loved no other, but I have to lose your number, because it tears me up each time I see you or hear from you.
Goodbye
 
Tonight its finally dawned on me.

I have no idea what I've been holding on to anymore. Its clear you have stopped caring. Your love is dead and you have pushed the love I have for you into such a deep dark place in my heart.

I will not let you hurt me and play with my emotions anymore. I hope one day it dawns on you what a beautiful family you have destroyed by tossing me like a piece of trash and ripping me from your daughters life.

I'd like to say I wish you the best but honestly i dont. Your no better then any other person out there that you think you are better then.
I stuck with you threw thick and thin. Threw good to awful, only for you to decide I wasn't what you wanted when you got your shit back together.

I want to forget you and this love.. this pain but I know I won't. I pray one day I no longer long for your company. I know I will never lose the love I have for your daughter. Fuck by now she's our daughter, I don't even have the choice to be there because of you.

Your feelings changed and you led me on to this day and still can't just buck up and tell me that.
You have changed my love. I will wait for you no more.
 
Your games have become blatantly obvious and I'm done playing them. You get irritated because I don't respond to your texts? Maybe you shouldn't ignore me for weeks then come crawling back, I've already moved on to a new girl. She's awesome and doesn't use me for my weed and doesn't play dumb games. I've told you before that I'm a straight up guy but I guess you missed the memo. You told me you were a straight up girl, but obviously not. It's over, so get the hint. I don't care how beautiful you are, because it's whats inside that counts, and you suck.
 
i'm smarter than you are and it's too hard to let you think you won with that look on your face, so i'm going to need you to tone it back down to puppy dog or it's going to be a world of not very fucking fun times where i don't just comfort you out of your weird, insecure need to understand what i'm saying better than i do(insist i am 'wrong')....and please stop using the word literally...literally
 
you are truly the most wonderful lady I've ever met. I'm totally infatuated with you and I adore you like I've never adored before in my life. every waking (and dreaming) moment I think about you. you are wonderful, and I will always feel this way

shake, shiver, and moan - got to let you know
 
You remind me of everything I hate about women & people in general. You're a stupid heroin addict. You help me see why I never want a relationship. Go back east Sunday & stay the fuck out of the mountains.
 
I think when I go back home to SF (if I'm that lucky), I'm going to ask you if you feel more for me than just this casual thing.

Oh, who am I kidding. I'm afraid I'll push you away if I do that. So I'll just do what I've been doing these last few months-see you, have great sex, be happy just to be in your company... And pretend its all casual and cool.
 
Why did you have to ask me? It was out of the blue, but then again I knew it was going to happen >.< Now shit is all wrong and I don't know what to do. I hope to god that what I'm worried about doesn't happen because that is going to change everything. Fuck my life, and fuck you for not being more careful.
 
...looking forward to some fun times.

God knows I need the distraction and no strings attached fun.

You only live once. Right?

:)
 
I hope that jersey I have really did belong to your dead brother & if you want it back it's gonna cost $80 for me trouble, you shit head.
 
You're so lucky that my sister is coming to the rescue. I would be fucked without her. Hopefully this works again, and I don't end up screwed in the end because it didn't work.
 
Maybe I will keep in contact w you once you go back home, because I know it's only a short, short, short matter of time before you are strung the fuck out again, and I will take pleasure knowing that you're a stupid fucking bitch drug addict & you get what you deserve, based on how you treat me & other people who you ostensibly love.
 
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