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Say something you can't say to their face

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I thought that, for once in our new relationship, you would pick up the tab. It was only $30 with tip. I'm upset that you seem to think I am a bottomless pit of money. I'm not. I've had a decent year for me. I don't need freeloaders with guilt complexes as I provide for me and my future. My friends and I split the bill as evenly as possible. You are no exception.

Stuff your pride and be a true partner, OK? I will walk away if this happens again.
 
Ok I get it that you slept with him for drugs. I can live with that, as I had no claim to you anyway, except that I love you and when you sleep with me I don't want it to be about drugs.
What the fuck I don't get is between the brainless two of you why didn't either of you consider contraception??
And now, you missed your first chance at termination, you are considering keeping the child?
Whilst I cannot pretend to have any idea of what its like to grow a human, the father treats you like shit and thats not going to change. You are beautiful, smart, funny and I was hoping we had a future, but there is no future for us as I don't mind the idea of children, and would quite happily take on the one that you already have, but with this other one, I would always see the face of the father, who used to be a mate and the way it was conceived will remain in my mind.
 
I'm taking to you to lunch tomorrow. Then I'm getting you to my house while I crockpot stuffed chicken breasts for us, As the grocery store I walked around a good 45 min extra in a complete mess, one step away for panicking. I just want this to be good for you; I don't to fuck it up. This could be the start of something great. I"m in process of cleaning the WHOLE house like it has NEVER ben cleansed before. IDFK why, but for some reason you make me want to go above and beyond. The feels are less nervous & more I'm excited for it, but it's sdtill hell on my nerves. ohmygod youre so cute ive had me eye on u for a while & I CANNOT WAIT
 
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you are sitting literally 5 feet from me. I know you're really upset with me 100%. all I want you to do is to take me to the other room and just have at it. tell me why, yell at me, I just need this to be better. ill do anything you're way too fucking important to me I love you more than anything just let me make whatever it is right, ill do whatever it takes

this is killing me, idk what it's doing to you, but I want to talk about this, if only to make you not upset.
 
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you are sitting literally 5 feet from me. I know you're really upset with me 100%. all I want you to do is to take me to the other room and just have at it. tell me why, yell at me, I just need this to be better. ill do anything you're way too fucking important to me I love you more than anything just let me make whatever it is right, ill do whatever it takes

this is killing me, idk what it's doing to you, but I want to talk about this, if only to make you not upset.
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Separate yourself from him/her, don't contact them, and it'll fix itself.
 
You, as a person, are great. We have an amazing relationship. You're my best friend and we have a ton of fun and really good sex.

But come on... I offer to proofread and edit your papers because I like to do it. I like helping you, yes, but I mostly like editing and writing. I know English isn't your first language. I know you're from Central America, and you've had a moderately tumultuous relationship with your family, but you cannot seriously believe the things you wrote about in that paper that I proofread tonight, can you? How do you justify American citizens paying for illegal immigrants health care? Why exactly should I pay for the healthcare of an illegal child, when I myself cannot afford a dentist appointment or a check-up at the doctor? Your insanely liberal, ridiculously demanding approach to hand-outs and government help for low socioeconomic immigrants is offensive to me.

Not to mention that your grammar and attention to detail in this rough-draft were laughable, at best.

I credit myself here, for not saying these things to you via text, or email, or on the phone. I'm confessing them to BL, and I feel like I'm making progress: being an asshole, still, but not to you directly, but to the internet.

Please let this be my release for pent-up feelings of grammar-nazi-ism and loathing for ultra-liberal immigrant love. I love you, your culture, and your family, but I will never agree with your political views.

I just pray that I don't say these things to your face.

Love,

M.
 
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Separate yourself from him/her, don't contact them, and it'll fix itself.
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well the situation made it difficult since were both in this apartment for the night no matter what. she went to bed though and i'm still awake so it's over for tonight. I get little opportunity to spend time with this person which isn't something im happy with. but yeah it's over for the next 5 and a half hours til I gotta make sure she's up for work.

regardless, thank you for the advice, I appreciate it greatly =)
 
im so so so so so so sorry. please, let me say this to your face, you can say anything, and let me make it up to you. youre the one girl I cant live without. were siblings, youre my sister. I need you, im a fucked up pile of shit but I need you please don't stop caring youre all I have anymore and I cant...
 
FUCK YOU.

You hurt me more than any human being on this god forsaken planet and I'm never going to forgive you for it. You should have thought before you acted, you stupid mother fucker.
 
you don't understand what this is doing to me. youre my world without you I have absolutely nothing, no food to eat, no water to drink, no air to breath, im dying.
 
I know we're only supposed to be friends with benefits, but... I've felt more than that for a while now. The other morning when you texted me that it was cold and you wished we were naked under the blankets together keeping eachother warm? I was thinking the exact same thing when I woke up that morning, before you texted me.
 
thank you for being there for me. i wish i could tell you how much i love you, but neither of us in a position now to be in a relationship. i can only hope one day we will be, because i know we are as meant for each other as two people can be. i already know you feel the same way. i just wish we could be open about it without...complications. alas. the important thing is you are here in my most trying times, when i'm not exactly on good behavior. that's a real friend <3
 
thanks for raping me, you piece of shit. i had just been thinking that i wished something traumatic could happen to me, so it could dredge up previously blocked memories of other rapes. god how can you handle just being such a cool, confident guy. i understand that sometimes in a new dating relationship that you'd resort to drugging me, completely (and obviously) orchestrated a situation to have me $600 in your debt; it just exudes this mental stability and confidence than women far and wide can't ignore!! dumbass. that's why your ass was dumped the next day, when whatever the fuck you drugged me with finally wore off and i could finally understand what the fuck had happened. you better not contact me again about the money i "owe" you, you're lucky i haven't called the cops yet. you are batshit insane and a creepy rapist. just get the fuck out of my life.
 
Mom, you know youre younhest, the only boy, is also the craziest. WHen he calsyou crying about life, don't tell him you never weanted any kids. Cos now I ca n't stop crying until I black out, which im gonna have to beofer work gofffamn


L:(
 
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Mom, you know youre younhest, the only boy, is also the craziest. WHen he calsyou crying about life, don't tell him you never weanted any kids. Cos now I ca n't stop crying until I black out, which im gonna have to beofer work gofffamn


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Aww Bobby <3
 
When you ask me why I'm not coming back just look into the mirror and remember that you were the one that said it was your fault and would change and make it better. The good years were great the last few were your fault. And don't threaten me you are gonna kill yourself. I won't feel guilty about it.
 
I shouldn't get drunk and post on bluelight. I shouldn't get drunk and post on bluelight. I shouldn't get drunk and post on bluelight.
I shouldn't get drunk and post on bluelight


Buuuuuut, what you did tonight (and other shit you lie about) is fucked up. But you're too beautiful, too perfect, you make me too happy to care. Still i know it is a one in ten (best odds) that we'll see a year together....... But god damnit, being with you is like yelling at the sky begging it to stop raining. Whatever beautiful mess we're in, it is unstopible. Whatever it is.....however it plays out.....I'm just a fool for you and I love you.

I see the truth in your eyes. I hope we can be together forever. Just wish you didn't make me seem like a fool. I know I am. Everyone knows I am....just don't remind me in a cruel manner.
 
I gave up everything to be with you, and I don't regret it. I love you and I don't regret my decision to stay, but the trust is gone on both ends now and I both watch as your issues undermine our relationship as well as feel my own self destructive behavior drive a slowly growing wedge of resentment between us. I love you, and I want so badly for things to be as we planned.
 
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