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Say something you can't say to their face

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I don't want to leave you. I want to stay but this daily mess is draining me big time. I begin to wonder if I enable you. Do you not see what your doing to us? Do you not care? Are you content watching me become worn and burnt out as I clean your cans and empty your c buts.
You were the light of my life and meeting you was the greatest.
You got us a house to live in and by all accounts, I believed in you. But years it's been of the same ol same ol every day, every night. Do you want me to break? Long time it took to find you. I was already broken and mended. I thought I was safe now but after all this time, I am starting to feel threatened by your actions.

I love you with all of my heart.
Please stop breaking us.
 
girl no1:

i've loved you for years

(can't say it cause she's in a happy serious relationship with someone else and i don't want to even think about destroying that to get a chance with her.... she's happy now and i'm happy for her)

girl no2:

fuck you bitch

(she's not worth the effort of contacting her)
 
I know im in legal trouble and my license is gone, I know you don't drive. but when I said that id walk across town to your house at any time I meant it why cant you put any effort into seeing me? all you have to do is say "come here" and ill figure it out. I need you. I really fucking need you isn't this what best friends are for?
 
I used to get all nervous when you were around...I'd check myself in the mirror every 15 minutes....just wanting to look perfect so you'd notice.

Now, I can't stand you. You're fatter, look like shit, and have the nerve to be arrogant. Fuck you. DIE.
 
Please stop sending me pictures of yourself in scantily clad clothes with messages like "I wish you were here to hold me (*love heart and smilie combination*)". No wait, please send me more. Or don't send them. I dunno. You are doing my head in, but I'll act like I know what you're up to.
 
^ yep, definitely one to keep quiet about ;)

To you: are you trying to confuse me on purpose? You said from the offset you aren't into relationships, then told me you're on a dating website (so I figure, you don't want to date me but might date others), then make me feel bad about seeing other guys, making sure you see me at least once a week but telling me we're not dating (except from the times you say that's not the case and insinuating you'd like to take things further), having good sex but only snuggling me in bed; outside bed we're like mates.

You keep your cards so close to your chest trying to talk to you is like a mental game of poker, or chess. I've given up trying to understand you, and anyway it's not my job. And even thought my job is trying to understand people, I need them to collaborate with me to help me understand, not play stupid mind games. I give up; as far as I'm concerned we're casual, just like you said in the beginning. This suits me fine. If you want to get closer you might just have to learn to spell it out.
 
You didnt deserve that promotion, I did.
Yeah i'm jealous but so what ? Your achievements were a result of me carrying you.
Now im not around you're failing and that makes me smile.
You text me about your teenage, first world problems when Im facing proper, grown-up stress and have never had it harder.

Your boyfriend hasn't got a drug problem, he's just a twat.
 
I like you, but the fact that your mom is my main customer adds a certain amount of yellow/red cautionary tape around you. That and the fact that I'm 7 yrs older than you.
 
My life was starting to finally have some order and you brought chaos and pain back to it.

Pain like I've never experienced before.

And you think it's my fault.

Fuck you, you psychotic fucking cunt.
 
I finally did it. It took 2~ years but I did it.
You said you couldn't get me out of your head for the entire following day.
You said you always want to be around me.
You said you feel safe with me. But you said you can't do it, "we've just moved in together", "we have been best friends for so long, I can't do this"
You weren't lying to me with the things you said, I know that. And I know you're still grieving the death of your father. So I understand.
You don't know what you want. Actually, all you know you want is your dad back. I understand. I will back off and give you time, and be there for you at the same time, if you need me.
Maybe one day we will make it work, but for now I have to try with all of me to go back to how it was before I opened myself up to you. All while under the same roof. It will be tough, but for you, I can do it.

[SIZE=-5]No girl has ever made me into such a cheeseball before, fuck.[/SIZE]
 
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It is a road named Old Priest Grade where I fell for you. I was driving, because you hate driving and I had a car. It was my birthday and I knew the way home.

On our excursion, we were diverted by fucking chain control and I found us a place to sleep, food, and vegan beer. It was a small space, but for that moment, it became home. And you were a trouper about it, you were awesome.

I miss my birthday. I miss your sarcasm, your intelligence, your knowledge. While you remain a peripheral part of my life, I still miss my birthday that year. The Universe provided me with a beautiful present in the form of you.

The road will never be the same without you.
 
If I was going to kill myself, a telephone cord would just not do.
 
Mariposa said:
It is a road named Old Priest Grade where I fell for you. I was driving, because you hate driving and I had a car. It was my birthday and I knew the way home.

On our excursion, we were diverted by fucking chain control and I found us a place to sleep, food, and vegan beer. It was a small space, but for that moment, it became home. And you were a trouper about it, you were awesome.

I miss my birthday. I miss your sarcasm, your intelligence, your knowledge. While you remain a peripheral part of my life, I still miss my birthday that year. The Universe provided me with a beautiful present in the form of you.

The road will never be the same without you.
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Simply beautiful.
 
Babe, U confuse me with the level of commitment u r demonstrating, im not sure I can do the same in return...sorry if that hurts u. I think I love u, but I'm not 100 per cent sure yet. Also, there are 2 other girls flirting that I have been ignoring....I wish u could know what u mean to me without me making blind, misjudged statements, especially those words I know u really want to hear, but right now I can't talk shit to u due to past mistakes...when it happens, they will be true, meaningful statements, which is what I really want them to be.
 
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