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Say something you can't say to their face

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I'm a tough little package, built strong but your bigger than me and though I love you dearly, when you've really tied one on and you think your just playing around, it doesn't feel like playing at all. When I ask you to stop with a giggle in my voice you still get defensive and metamorph into a very drunk three year old that cannot walk. I can't say that to your face.
 
The next time that I say hi to a girl that I think is cute, and she rolls her eyes or blows me off I'm going to..

me:"hey, what was that about? WHat you just did there"
Her:"I'm not in the mood for.../ I'm tired of.../ You think that just because..."
Me:"Bitch, I'm fucking gay. I was just being nice and saying hi to you. Good job on being a total bitch!"

I get approached by women that I'm not attracted to, and I'm never an asshole to them. Don't fucking use me to stroke your ego.
 
Honey,
It pains me so to see you struggling through an eating disorder when I've been there, done that, and don't ever want to see anyone go down that road again. You think I don't notice that you starve yourself all day, and then binge eat every other day? :/ We've even already talked about it! The reason you can't work out as intensely as I do is because you're NOT EATING. The human body is a beautiful thing, and needs to be fueled for all the wonderful things it can do! How can I make you see that??
 
Screw you mom for your inability to stand up for what is right and protect your kids. Fuck you and your guilt. You don't get to run and hide in your tears now that you have to face what happened.
 
-i fucking HATE you, your such an in denial bitch who always made me feel like you never cared or loved me in the end. I understand where you come from?, but what about where i come from??? ...from your actions that had a strong impression on me what did you think was going to happen to me with no motherly support? I wish i could tell you i love you and im sorry but you cant even say sorry or admit your wrong doings. I miss you and im sad sometimes..then i think ok the times that you fucking hurt me so bad. you said it was my fault i was raped and that i was a whore and slut and i was disgusting. well, i showed you and turned into what you said i was.i showed you what a real whore was and now here i am at 25 still whoring and trying to get my life together i feel as if i was not given a chance to be something with my life. its been 4 years since i talked to you ..the last time you tried to get me thrown in jail and lied to my lawyer like WTF who fucking does that im your first born blood daughter. I FUCKING HATE YOU. yet your new husbands sisters son died and we went to rehab together and you FUCKING CARE MORE ABOUT HIM THAN ME?DID YOU EVEN THINK WHAT I FUCKING WENT THROUGH WORKING THE STREET AND SHOOTING UP WITH JUNKIES THAT WERE DECADES OLDER THAN ME WHEN I WAS 17??? DO YOU HAVE A FUCKING CLUE THE PAIN AND HEARTACHE I FEEL????? I WISH YOU LOVED ME BECAUSE I WISH WE HAD A NORMAL RELATIONSHIP I MISS YOU FUCK I LOVE YOU YOUR STILL MY MOTHER BUT I CANT PUSH PAST THESE CYNICAL FEELINGS.I wish you never gave up on me i love you so fucking much but i know ill never see you again or talk to you ..ever. my feelings are confused and collide together but all in all a fucking hate you bitch.how could you have done those things to me??i have so much to say but you will never know.



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I don't know what to say to you. I know you were young when you had me and my bio Dad was rough with you and after you left him, you struggled to keep us fed and sheltered. I'll always hold that close and remember the times you were my superstar. But why did you kick me out into those strange city streets when I was only 16, shortly after you married your good man. You went from being my Mother to looking at me like I was some unwelcome strange and threatening woman in your house? This made me feel so lost and weird, very much so. It was obvious; couldn't stay there; had to leave. No place to go but wouldn't stay there. Well I survived. Dodged the drugs and the easy money offers and starved instead. Had to quit school to work full time at the most shitty of jobs to make ends meat and I did, survive. Became of age, started tending bar and attending school in the days but I'd be lying if I claimed it didn't affect my academic prospects. It did.
It's tough Mum. I know you don't like me. But your just a woman doing the best she can for what she's got going on; I need to remember this each time I see you and love you for all our faults; but I am weary of you now; protective of myself and the energy I allow around me. I have often felt you mean to harm me and sense you battle with this yourself. I can't imagine how that would make one feel. I know you had your own rough time growing up and I hope your able to heal one day but I cannot allow you to project your unjust energies onto me. But I will care for you when you are old and need me once again.
 
You're such a lost soul. I really don't appreciate the way you treated me. I gave you everything, physically and mentally... and you took me for granted... and now after you broke up with me, you want to be in my life again in some form or another? I don't think so... I love you, as love never dies, but there's times to move on.... and I pray you never hurt another man like you did you, and I hope you find peace in your inner being.
 
we all feel down sometimes and trying to make something out of yourself from nothing really isn't easy. however, this is called living real life and constantly bitching about tiny problems that thousands of people top every second to everyone that cares about you will alienate them all sooner or later. it's about time to either put up or shut up, make a real life choice, a change, or just accept the petty crap that bothers you way to fucking much. your loved ones will only put up with so much dude.

this is to me, I guess I could have used a mirror?
 
I have a harder time telling you that I like you than I do telling you my deepest, darkest secrets and for this I am sorry. I have noticed how you slip in that you 'luv' me from time to time, don't think that I haven't. Honestly I've almost said it back each time and on random occasions but second guess myself and the moment slips away, by the time I get around to saying it it just feels irrelevant.

I do love you though and have for some time, hopefully I let it slip soon because I feel that you deserve to know.

see you later,
-bugatti buns
 
Babe... It's extremely disappointing when we are out all evening at some event, constantly hinting at the crazy wild sex we're going to have together when we get home, then when we finally get home you want to relax. Eat. Watch TV. And then you fall asleep. Wtf happened to the crazy wild sex?? Can't we get home and rip each others clothes off for once? Right away? Get really hot and passionate and wild? I know we have AMAZING sex babe, but just not on the timeline that I'm constantly lead to believe by your behavior. If you think you might not feel that great or just don't feel like it for whatever reason, THATS FINE! Just tell me before we spend 3 hours building it up with our words and behavior while out, and then not following through when we get home.

/horny. Lame. Sitting on the floor awake with my laptop while she's in bed asleep. :\
 
You are a sociopath, perhaps a psychopath, and you have hurt many people. Not just emotionally; you have physically devestated many people. Myself included. I'm still trying to find someone to fix the damage you inflicted. You and your staff and their false promises. You aren't a god. You are an overexalted sadistic liar who should be renounced his liscence to practice because of the horrors you have been causing in many lives. Your follow up is nil. You cannot see when you are wrong. I'm going to burn you to the ground if nobody else does first.
 
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