Thanks for wasting all my precious energy , thanks for wasting my time , thanks for being the person I've been the most attracted to and had the best sex of my life and ruining my remaining future fucks because I know they won't compare, looking back your pussy was your most redeeming feature. you're ability to fuck matched only by my lack of fucks given about you anymore.
thanks for being such a horrible mean bitch, crushing my fucking spirit as some sort of revenge for the things I did wrong which weren't 1/10th as bad as the shit you put me through. Seriously did you have to go about it like that , could have been on good terms said it just wasn't working, I understand that shit you think I'm the type of pussy to stick around if the milk goes sour, but you had to try to destroy me as a person and try to make me as fucked up and unstable as you are , no chance. you coulda at least hit me up down the line and said sorry how it went down.
I'm sorry not because I ever want you back in my life , but because I should have been a better person and even a bitch like you didn't deserve some of my actions regardless of how you treated me. I'm sorry for not always being the bigger person because at least i wouldn't have to admit to myself that I did my part to destroy something beautiful.
It's been a while but the thought of you still infuriates me and fills me with sadness, infuriates me even more because I know I probably don't even cross your mind despite how long it lasted and how much of myself I put into it to keep it afloat.
Fuck you for making me feel you were someone worth prioritizing over myself and for destabilising my shit at an already low point in my life and I've barely been a day sober since , fuck me for not manning up to it and instead hiding and drugging it away.
I said you would be in my heart forever, wrong you're in the part of my brain that deals with memories of disappointment and regret because if I ever think of you again that's all you'll ever be.
I didn't ever tell you this because I don't want to act like you did , I don't need you to feel my negativity as revenge , my revenge is going to be my happiness and a life well lived and full of beautiful moments and you will never have a clue what you'll be missing.