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I am happy for you. How could you not know that I don't like being taken for granted? Does anyone?

You were always too young for me. Shame really, but I did enjoy our conversations. More so than the sex to be honest.

Be well and God Bless young one. It doesn't matter that you don't know how much I cared about you.
 
You know, when I first started working for your stupid company I actually had an ounce of integrity for how your business operates and why your value's are geared toward a certain way.

Six months into the future and with multiple lawsuits versus some really careless stuff that your legal dept. should have caught it seems to me like nothing was learned in this debacle.


Do you remember Malinowski? The lawyer who asked for a clients RX records? The surcharge we gave him I spoke to Susan about in her office and said very intently,

"WHy are we charging $50 for a state law that may prohibit." Not one month later Malinowski calls up, we get a new lawsuit and ALL charges were suspended until your stupid court verdict thats going tot take two years and that your stupid fucking legal team will sit on the sidelines now but the companies lawyer told them to stay out for now.


Im not a moral man. I look out for myself so when and when I got written up again for calling another employee an asshole in private, Ill play any game I can with your company and send 4chan the details on Main-Frame thats outdated like 10 years. Ive got a box full of records that I can walk out with and Ive got the help-desk manual on your RX Pro.
 
lola said:
I wish I knew what I want from you. You're so independent and self-contained, you make me laugh and you treat me well but you keep your cards very close to your chest, so I do too. You never compliment me or make me feel like I mean a lot to you, but you text me almost every day and we see each other at least once a week and we have dinner and a good chat and we fuck. You are almost shy around me every time we meet, we're like mates when we hang out but then you cuddle me all night when we go to sleep together. You try to figure out what music I like so you can play it, and you ask what I look for in a man, if I want to see you more often, what I like to do in bed. At the same time you keep reminding me we're not dating and you don't introduce me to some of your friends; I know we met at a sex party but so what? My job is more respectful than yours; no one will ever guess. But then there's me: I didn't invite you to my birthday meal with my friends, I avoid every serious question you ask me which might lead to a "where is this going" discussion. I enjoy being around you, but seeing you too often confuses me. Maybe we're both just too fucked up to allow ourselves to be together... or maybe we're just not in love.
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This was really touching...something so genuinely, lovely about it. :)



I really liked you. You let me down (I know I let you down too). I don't trust you but am trying to pretend that everything is okay and you're buying it.
To be honest, I never trusted you.
I think about you a lot, too much for me to feel comfortable with. You will NEVER know 'cause I hate myself for it. :/
 
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This would be to my best friend, a female who I love very much, and (although this will make the rest odd) I call my sister because we are that close and I care for her that much.
"Our relationship as it sits makes me happier than anything else in my life. However, is it just me or does it feel like in the end when dating around ends and it's time to spend our lives with the one person that makes us happier than anyone else, it's you and me that grow old together? We've said dating will ruin our friendship if it ends badly, but when it comes down to nothing but love and compassion I know we can get through anything and everything together. I feel like we're meant to be together, we've always been meant to be together, to be best friends until the time comes to go all in. "
 
Fuck it though. I love every minute whether or not its real. You're the most beautiful girl I've been with. You're amazing inside and out. I'm just going to keep smiling and see how this unfolds.
 
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tred lightly friend

when you turn, after she shows her true colors

all hell might break loose in you
 
You drive me crazy. I love you. But you kill me at the same time. I wish you could see what your actually worth and what you do to me when I see those cuts on your wrist. You make me feel like I'm not good enough to make you happy and that's why your never sober. Cause I cant even remotely help deal with what you've been through. But you have to let me in for that to work. And you won't because some asshole raped you. You know I'd never hurt you and I treasure you as much as gold, so what are you afraid of? Id be long gone by now if I wasn't in it for the long run... Damn that felt good
 
Ironically your silence tells me everything. With that in mind I think you're the nicest asshole I've ever known, because who the fuck does that shit? Too bad things didn't turn out differently, but we both deserve better in different ways. You have your shit together on a much higher level than I do. Though you do some bullshit I would never do to a person. Oh well, it was fun.
 
k are you serious or not. i swear to god if this RS is just advantageous for you at the moment...and if youre emotionally attached to who knows who in whatever country. i mean why else delete conversations right?
i think i need to be back on heroin.
 
i still feel like your dna particles are part of mine. i feel like we are two parts of one apart like two species of tree in different parts of the country. i know you aren't who you were anymore and i'm not either but deep down....i don't know. if one of us could have been stable. that was the only real, long-lasting love i've ever had. you meant so fucking much to me. it's just a shame. i wonder how i can incorporate always feeling touched by you and moving on now.
 
Fuck your hobbies they suck anyway, all it does is makes less time for "us" the "family" to kick it. Stupid ass wipe.
 
You really fucked me up emotionally. I still cry when I listen to certain songs. When I think about the good times we had together.

Once you started smoking crack, nothing else mattered. You disregarded everything good and disconnected yourself. You left me there at our old apartment with the dog you insisted I get for you (when she was a puppy). I grew attached to that dog. I felt like somewhat of a family... That dog was a little pain in the ass, but she was also very sweet and intelligent (for a dog). But you became cold and distant.

I know I was never perfect. But you just gave up and ran away. And when I moved back with my parents, she wouldn't get along with their dog... I had to take her to the pound, and when I explained how she got the bite marks she had, they knew what the proper procedure was for her. Especially when I explained my parents' pitbull got it even worse even though he's bigger.

It brings tears to my eyes. our poor little baby sentenced to die. And I had to take her in, and I don't know if it will ever stop bothering me. It's been nearly a year, and I'm still here... fighting back jumping off the highest bridge in the county. It's not far from here and the thought crosses my mind frequently.

You fucking selfish bitch. You ruined my life. And I feel responsible too, for letting you.
 
Dear blank:

It appears we are both newly single. I'm like, what the hell? Awesome! I have had a crush on you for years.

That person who promised you a good life did not deliver. You so do not need that nonsense. I'd be ever so pleased to help you get over it. I have a good, self-made life, I don't pull the bullshit your ex did, you don't pull the bullshit my exes did...

So who's flying where again? I think it's better in my state. I lived in yours and it was, well, what it was. If the worlds would not assplode, let's at least consider this. And always there are adventures for your intelligent young daughter.

Let's get this right if at all. <3
 
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