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Say something you can't say to their face

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Dear recycled ex,

Why can't it be like it was this weekend every day? Your sweetness isn't a fault in your character, it's an asset. Consider me satisfied, and keep up the good work. <3

Dear new interest,

I'm blindsided. Your accent is delightful. Unfuck your life. I'd like to get to know you better, but do know there is another before you. If you take my advice to unfuck your life, that may not be the case. I just hope I can live up to your vision. It's not every day that I meet someone in the field coincidentally. You think like I do, don't you. Unfuck your life.
 
I wish I could tell you how much I feel about you. I think you are a divine creature and that goes beyond the physical appearance. Your essence flows through me like waves crashing towards the shore. That moment I heard the first words flow out of your mouth..it was so unexpected because of this stereotypical notion I had about you (in a good way). But hearing it in a different way shows what type of person you are and that makes my heart warm even more than the fire I feel burning inside of me with irreducible passion. I fucking hate how hard it is to build up the courage to say what is it in mind because deep inside, there is a faint light showing me that you may see exactly what I am seeing. I can't bare the thought of knowing we may never cross paths again, which is a really high possibility knowing what is about to come. I have one more shot before that dreadful day comes where you disappear out of my life..always wondering what could have been, what should have been. There is this sinking feeling, a void in which I can't seem to climb out of. I know it seems like too much at once, but I would gladly take baby steps into the path I know can be created in the distant future. Fuck...
 
Oh, how you frustrate me sometimes. I see how much you care about me but you're lack of ability to communicate that adoration for me has been slowly making me wonder if you'll ever get to the point to completely let yourself love. I wish you just wouldn't be so afraid and blind to my blatant love for you. My affections have always been consistent and will only continue to grow as time progresses. Let me love you. In this moment, let's appreciate what this and how much we care about each other.
 
if your not even shagging that dude maybe you should ditch him for me based upon nothing other than one off animalistic attraction.
 
I would be saying most of this to your face if you weren't in another city and some of it weren't a secret. I just can't hold it in any more and this thread could use some niceness :)

I love you so much; I would do absolutely anything for you. These days away from you are tearing me apart; I know I sound happy on the phone, but I'm being crushed inside. Hearing your voice saves me; it fills me with smiles and keeps me marching through the day.
I miss you so much it's tearing me apart. This is the first time in 7 months that I've lay in our bed alone, and it feels so empty and quiet. It's the first time I've been alone in our room for more than a couple of hours and I can't think of what to do to kill the time.
You're amazing, you challenge and motivate me, you calm me, fill me with confidence and make me feel alive. No one has ever had the effect you do on me. Watching you leave was one of the hardest things I've ever done. You're the only person whose ever bought me to tears... Not in the bad way.
My heart races each time I come home to you, and I feel sad each time I leave your company, even though I'm only going to work.
These last 8 months have been amazing, I value every moment we spend together and I love learning about you and from you.


I love you, I love you, I love you
 
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It hurts me so much to know that I'll never find someone like you. I think I might actually be in love with you, or the idea of you at least...you literally saved my life and have given me a reason to live these past few years. You're perfect and I owe everything to you. All I pray for is that someday I'll be able to help someone as much as you've helped me. Thank you.
 
You may not realize it now, or perhaps ever.. of just how much of an impact you had on my life..

We crossed paths on the other side of the world, and you let me into yours.. you may forget me, but I will remember you.
 
Although we haven't spoken in months, almost a year, the desire to stab a verbal knife into your mommy issue having, woman beating, drug dealing self never ceases to consume me on a daily basis. You ruined my life second only to me, who knew better than to get with you in the first place. I regret more than anything making the decision to do so many mind-altering and body-compromising drugs with you, only to have you etched into the crevaces of my mind, your insults ingrained as instinct, your fist marks permanently bruising my psyche. I wish I had never met you, I partially wish you had died on the occasions when I shook you from your drug induced suicides. I wish I had sicked my friends on you when they offered, leaving you bruised and battered as you had done to me. I wish I had left while you were still in jail, and I wish I had actually fucked somebody in that house while you were in jail, if only to make the beatings worth it, and to let somebody in other than you, when you were the one who deserved it least. I wish you hadn't made such a fool of me and compromised my womanhood at such a young age, making me feel like an old woman on the cusp of adulthood. I wish you hadn't posted that picture and that sentence on facebook, now I feel exposed to the world, whether or not any given person has seen the offending media. I wish somebody had told me that you were wrong for me or that I deserve better, before I broke up with your sorry ass. I wish that you could see how much better off I am without you, even though I've still got so far to go. I wish I hadn't let you rip me away from my life, and I wish I hadn't been so willing to let you take me. I wish I had closed you out Long before I did, and I wish lastly for you to find what soothes the violence and hatred that compels you to treat others as you have treated me, and I wish that you get yours in a swift and deliberate blow from karma, if only to prevent you from doing the same things to another young female, wild-eyed and looking for the wrong kind of fix.
 
Now that I think about it, I'm not sorry. I was curious. So I snooped. I didn't think you'd find out, but now that you have...well, I don't care.
 
kaywholed said:
I think you are beautiful. I hope you think the same of me, or at least "good enough".
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Aww 9mm, I'm sure she thinks you're more than good enough

I'm sorry for being so shady pretty much our entire relationship and a lot more lately, we've been together for two years now and I know you but I don't know you and it's mostly my fault. You deserve so much better. But I think we both know inevitably that we're not going to be able to have a future together even though I'm sure we both would be very content and in love if it was possible but it's not, and I think that kinda like drags our relationship down because in the back of our minds we both know the truth

I love you but I don't love you any where near as close as I did my last gf, that's really fucked to because it's been almost 4 years since we broke up and almost 2 years since we've even seen each other. I still dream about her regularly and think about her at least once a day even though what she did to me was one of the most fucked up things ever and we've both moved on and she's been married and has had a baby. So I know for sure my chance with her is long gone now if there was even one left there to begin with...

I wish I could love you like I do her
 
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