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I'm happy you're in that "I gotta get my shit together and I can't be doing this" mode. I just want this to last for as long as possible. Even if its only for a few more days.... a few more days is all I need...
 
You dumb fuckin cunt how dare you ask me if its okay to go out and fuck some random guy when weve been married 14 years and 4 kids you dumb ass bitch
 
draven1321 said:
You dumb fuckin cunt how dare you ask me if its okay to go out and fuck some random guy when weve been married 14 years and 4 kids you dumb ass bitch
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lol only cuz i just read your other thread... nothing funny about that tho^
 
Why do you phone me at odd hours of the night? Then today I get a strange call asking where I was? I'm home recovering from a mini-stroke I told you this yesterday. Then you proceed to say one of your neighbors saw a short blond chick knocking at your door. I said "Why the hell would I do that?" You play these games to wind me up. I'm glad I hung up on your sorry ass.
 
I would never say I was a saint. But you blew any weekness I may have had way out of proportion and used it as a scapegoat to any of your problems. You got way out of contro with anger and blamed me most of the time. I left you, and I haven't had a single bad feeling for who I am, or felt at fault for things I can't control. We were lovers and best friends, but now that I can see clearly, it was just a big co-dependant/enabling fiasco that got mistaken for love. It was genuine in the beginning for both of us. What happened? I wouldn't trade those times for the damn world! So it really sucks that I miss you sometimes
 
I wish I could place into words the fury that I feel over your betrayal of your partnership with me and your place in the Universe.

I hired a lawyer at my own expense, you fucking asshole dog thief. I'm not suing the fuck out of what is left of you in isolation. I have a place for my canine child where you are court-ordered away from. You can handle your own elephant in your mother's house, she is quite the beast. I'm suing you because you fucked me over. I'm not suing for damages because it appears life has taken quite the toll on you. My dog and I need to be together. My dog is my best friend, and you are an asshole. And when the judge orders your sorry ass to pay my attorney's fees in addition to the injunction that my dog is to be immediately returned to my lawyer's office, you'll be lucky to get off that easily. I have had it.
 
You are so sweet to both myself and to others. You've really taught me a lot. About why it's really not cool to be needlessly cruel, why it's bad to mock people over arbitrary little mistakes, why it's good to accept people, and why wanton destruction is bad. But I'm too shy and caught up in my image of being a hard ass to admit that to your face. I'm sorry for all the daggers I've thrown at you, and all the times I've trolled your friends. I'll try to stop doing it. I love you.
 
I hate you so much for what you've done to me and for the kind of person you've turned me into. I can't remember the last time you said something encouraging to me. I don't think you've ever told me you were proud of me, or even gave a damn about me for that matter. I don't know what you want from me. I don't understand what W has done that I haven't that makes him more worthy of your love and pride than me. You've turned me into an angry and bitter person who doesn't even know how to love herself. You've taken whatever shred of self-worth and self-acceptance I had in me and stomped on it. It's because of you that I can't even have normal relationships with anyone at all now, that I always feel the need to bring myself down and shy away from all sorts of contact because I think that everyone hates me; because I don't even understand why anyone would want to be around me. You've made me an empty self-loathing shell. I've done everything I could to try and get your love and I don't know what else is left. I don't even understand how you can call yourself a father to me.
 
I've nothing in my heart for you. Hate, angst, love, nada.

You fail me.

You're emotional departure isn't even worthy enough to raise my body temperature a single centigrade. I can't even dignify your contempt in kind. You can't fake what was never there. Obligatory love is for fools, and family is earned not guaranteed by accident of birth. Sorry to be the one to break it to you.

You failed us all.
 
I really miss the sweet times laying in bed talking and all but I really dont miss the other 99% of the time you opened your mouth to bitch me out based on your own assumptions of what i was doing. I never cheated on you, you crazy insecure bitch. I'd love to be with you again but then I realize it was only the great sex that kept me around for 3 years. You are fucking insane, no wonder you had all kinds of good drugs from the psychiatrist. Yes back in the day I loved that you had all these meds but I'm pretty sure your just loony toons. Good luck and Good riddance.
 
God I hate all of us with our ass stupid problems! I mean God damn it! Just fucking stop it! It's our life and we should take full fucking responsibility of it! All of the bad decisions we made are our own choice. So just stop being a pussy and deal with your lifes! Yes, I'm talking to you! (yes, and to me too.)
 
When is the last time you asked how I am doing? I look forward to the time again when our lives do not revolve around your well being.
 
If only you knew how beautiful you are to me. I want you to hold me in your arms forever, I want to kiss your sweet lips.
 
i know im your friend and roommate and shouldnt judge but i cant help myself. i mean what is your count at since moving up here? 7 maybe 8 in the past 2 months? seems like every time you go to the bar you end up with a new guy.
 
What the hell was up with kissing me when you saw me and asking me to stay over when I've been trying to see you again for weeks? I've got absolutely no idea what's going on between us. And I did want to stay over but then you wandered off. I really want you again, call me this time?
 
Do you really need to have a temper tantrum over every little bit of aggravation in life? It's so much fun to be around, kudos, life isn't dramatic enough so jusyt just keep pouring on the melodrama. You go girl, rage rage against the dying of the bullshit. Instead of tearing around the place like an asshole every time life stubs your toe why don't you do something about it. Cause right now, and by now I mean the last 2 years, I've got to be the one to stay cool, keep shit in order and do the damage control, or nothing will ever get done. Stop acting like an adolescent, just deal and move on and deal with the next shit, cause if this keeps going and I have to keep babysitting our whole lives it's going to build and build and eventually I'll lose it and go on some kind of long goddamn overdue bender of my own, and it will be fucking badbadbad.
 
sigh, i miss really miss you but i'm not going to make myself look like a total idiot by admitting this for you only to say our relationship ended when it ended
 
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