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RIP wesmdow

I'm very sorry to hear this.
I never knew you very well but i did always read your posts.

You were a great guy and i hope you found peace now.

Rest in peace
 
Man.. you hang around here and you start recognizing names, and it's just going to be weird not seeing s1ck anymore. I hope he went out high, peacefully, and in an opiate-induced dream.
 
i never check bluelight anymore but i saw this post while retrieving some information about prescriptions. this really sucks, I had talked of having a meetup with him since we both live in texas. this is part of the reason why i stopped hanging out with people who do a lot of drugs. overdoses will constantly be a part the bluelight community and hopefully provide at least a little bit of harm reduction since you don't get that much in the forums
 
I heard about this a while ago, but didn't know if I wanted to post anything here.

Pierre, wtf.

2 fucking weeks ago you were in the fucking hospital because you fucking injected xanax with beer and jack daniels as solutions and missed a shot. You should have realized then how much you were fucking up dude.

You were an awesome friend, I knew you personally, I even fucking told you so many times how you were fucking up. You were doing so well living on your own man.

Fuck, I'm at a loss of words, I told him to straighten up so many times and last year at Marley Fest in Austin was a fucking blast together.

I'm gonna miss you and even though you didn't exactly live your life perfectly, you gave me great advice and I'm going to remember it forever.

Sorry for being such a hardass on you.
 
I think a thread like this can really help those who feel like they have a few last words to say...
 
^ Agreed. We'll keep it around for as long as needed before it gets moved to the shrine (though people will still be able to respond there too).
 
The day before his passing I tried helping Pierre........ the next morning I went to a detox to get clean, and he died....... I still can't fuckin believe it, and I'm fuckin sober.... god help us all
 
canj00feelit? said:
The day before his passing I tried helping Pierre........ the next morning I went to a detox to get clean, and he died....... I still can't fuckin believe it, and I'm fuckin sober.... god help us all
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I guess you have a memory to help keep you that way...
 
I'm all teared up right now........ it's like he died, and now I'm starting to live again...... fucked up..... I'm very emotional right now....

:(
 
canj00feelit? said:
I'm all teared up right now........ it's like he died, and now I'm starting to live again...... fucked up..... I'm very emotional right now....

:(
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I didn't know him very well, but I think he would want you to push on get better where he couldn't. PM me if you need to. (I know everyone says that, but serious.)

I think from time to time we get so wrapped up in the fun and humor of BL that we fail to realize that there are real people, with REAL, sometimes serious addictions.
I'm sorry if I have ever forgotten...
 
Thanks for your extension of support...... I'm going through some post WDs from the detox clinic (the bupe is finally leaving my system slowly)...... and I'm all warped in thought, wishing I had a .25mg speck of suboxone to ease this discomfort..... hopefully tomorrow will be brighter, and s1ck's soul will bless myself and others with the hope to move forward with life, and not towards an early grave


Rest in Peace Pierre, you are missed dearly
 
The struggle is always so much easier when you have someone to share it with. My burden is heavier now that he's gone, but at least he won't have to fight anymore.

RIP
 
i really feel for all you guys that were close to him. i had no idea s1ck was wesmdow but i really respected his posts and opinions and that takes alot. seeing a fellow bler die of drugs puts my life into perspective at least for a short while hopefully...... <3
 
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