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RIP wesmdow

didnt know u but any friend of BL is a friend of mine R.I.P m8 we will all meet sometime in a different plane
 
I have to say that this is the best drugrelated forum that I've ever visited. I feel like most of the members here are so caring for other members on this site. This is the kind of forum that I want to be a part of:)

But I just want to say, rest in peace, even though I don't know him personally nor have read any of his posts (I'm quite new here). It's always sad when someone passes on, and I send my condolances to his friends, family and everybody on this board that knew him or talked to him:)

R.I.P
 
Dear Pierre,

I’ll never abide by you again, you impacted my life so much for the better…It upsets me that you are not in attendance, yet never were you in short supply of tenderness for other aching souls…It seemed that you were to unstable for this existence…Incarcerated within your own body, you were meant to ascend above us all, to soar on the wings of the eagle…The unexpected thing is, I cannot weep for you…I do not know why or how, perhaps the tears will come later as the reality of what has happened descends like a pile of bricks upon me…I could turn to the razor blade to alleviate my grief, or the bottle of Phentermine sitting across from me to fine-tune my way through this, or pack my jaws with the days rations and try to fill that meaningless vacant dump within…Abandoned on the floorboards, you are frozen, frigidity I twist in this ballet called life, unsure and lacking confidence, we skip along…As we once held your hands, they are no longer there…This refusal to accept your passing, that lethal vaccination, that did anesthetize your sorrow, has pierced our hearts, thrusted within our core, hemorrhaging tears, we elapse from this living into the next…Days turn into weeks, and they into years, We still feel affection for you, it won’t weaken over the ages…Just know that you are lamented and missed…

-Hannah <3
 
I'll admit that I didn't know who this person was before reading this thread. But I read some of his last posts before he died and they are pretty haunting. He was clearly in a lot of pain in those last days and all I can say is that I hope wherever he is now, he's at peace.
 
I knew wesmdow (Real life name Pierre) in real life... We used to shoot smack together and sometimes hang out...

Wow.. I can't believe hes dead.. its a shock, thats for sure.

I'm going to miss him alot, part of me is angry with him... but I'll try not to be.

I'm in utter shock is all I can say...

He messaged me just a couple of days ago on aim.. freaking out cause he was craving heroin like CRAZY and asking me where he could score it on the street and what not...
He managed to get his suboxone doctor to emergency script him 6 tabs of suboxone... and then he started asking me questions about shooting it....
Ugh.. I tried to tell him maybe it was best that he not abuse the medicine that was supposed to help him kick heroin... but he kept on justifying it...
I wish I could have done something, but in the end I know it wouldn't have been able to do anything.. its quite difficult to stop a drug user once they've made up their mind.. I think we all know that.

Rip man, I'm going to miss ya.

Can anyone shed some light on how he passed?
I'm assuming he oded on heroin or suboxone or something?
 
Damn. I hate to hear this. I didn't have the pleasure of getting to know s1ck that well,but he was a very nice guy and actually helped me a couple of times. Rest in peace.<3 :( <3 :( <3 :( <3
 
While I did not personally know him, it is sad to see someone that has been a positive inspiration to many (as is apparent from these responses) go. May his memories transcend this unfortunate moment.

To his friends:

"Hold on, stay inside this holy reality; embrace this moment, remember we are eternal, all this pain is an illusion..." (James Maynard Keenan)
 
supertrav77 said:
I'll admit that I didn't know who this person was before reading this thread. But I read some of his last posts before he died and they are pretty haunting. He was clearly in a lot of pain in those last days and all I can say is that I hope wherever he is now, he's at peace.
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I dont mean for this to sound harsh or anything, I just dont want anyone here getting the wrong idea, Pierres death was NOT a suicide... it was a relapse gone awry. I know a great majority here can probably relate to a relapse. His death was completely accidental.
 
man... im so sad words cant express and i feel for his friends and family... this thread re-iterates how awesome and caring this group of people is. I love s1ck and I love the bluelight community. RIP.
 
supertrav77 said:
I'll admit that I didn't know who this person was before reading this thread. But I read some of his last posts before he died and they are pretty haunting. He was clearly in a lot of pain in those last days and all I can say is that I hope wherever he is now, he's at peace.
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My sentiments exactly.
take care...
 
I have not been arround BL as much lately so this has come as an aweful shock.

We had many conversations over the years and for just one last time as a mark of respect and to give him a good hearty belly laugh...................I would like to say.......... Thanks for being you Wesley.

Its a private thing between us.

May you rest in peace mate.
 
I remember reading some of wesmdow's early post and thinking, "wow, what a character!"

may peace be with he, his family and friends
 
i feel wrong for how much i cried about this for how little i know him or about him. i just remember reading his posts for years and it's such an unfortunate and untimely death... even when you don't know someone personally, though, you still feel it when they're gone..,
rest in peace <3
 
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