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RIP Mugz

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trying to get me naked..
 
Going to Sleep

Falling asleep at last
I vow with all beings
To enjoy the dark and the silence
And rest in the vast unknown.

RIP Martin <3
 
Mugz :( I have so much more to say but I don't have it in me yet. I love you buddy <3 I hope you have found peace in this hectic world. <3
 
I was just talking to him via PM, waiting for him to get his time of birth from his mum so I could do his chart. I barely knew him but I'd be very surprised if it was suicide.

This doesn't feel real. :(

I believe we all go to a good place when we die & I hope he is happier & more at peace there, based on what others have said. My sympathies to those who were close to him. <3
 
music list i've made for my buddy MUGz. RIP Bro, say hey to my boys mellange and our boy tally.fucked up way life is sometimes, heres a quote i live by everyday.people like you and i that go thru lifes DAILY struggle to feel fucking better then normal because normal is fucking pain and abitch to go thru at times so u take a pill take a puff, take more.given the chance you get sum shit u know ZERO about from a friend u met at 'the arcade' so you go on and get involved into a REASEARCH chemical. that shit has biohazzard and warning lables not to fool the fda,but for our ass's too u know, ikno man ive been there done that..
i did the same shit when them 'bathsalts' were around and did some dipderdabbin n got into it for a while. the shits serious. if u have no idea what your doing and dont have the proper scales and equapment/baggies to fuck with the shit then please leave it up to someone thats atleast read the 24 pages? from a site that talks about how to handle it. its not weed, or blow, its a RC,treat it like the lable..
dont mean to go off man, if its true and your gone then RIP bro, i'll be behind you sometime, hoping i make it to atleast 27. working up my tollerence ya kno? love u bro
(nohomo)Dsnuts bitch!
music list for mugz
Rick Ross:100 Black Coffins
Rick Ross- I'm Not A Star (Chopped & Screwed)
Dirty - If I Die Tonight
Tupac - Thugz Mansion
2Pac - Hail Mary
this will be me here before to long,ifeel it at the rate i chew xanax Ace Hood - Bugatti (Explicit) ft. Future, Rick Ross ,
Mugz, man love u bro, RIP.<3<3
 
thenightwatch said:
at least for me it is less morbid curiosity and more hoping his story can be a warning to others :/
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Yeah, not getting at you at all, or anyone else for that matter. Just feels a bit weird, and it's the sort of thing you get from a coroners report, and sometimes they don't tell you anything worth knowing at all.
 
I wonder if he got bad news about his mums health, and that made him want to block stuff out even more and he took it a step too far. I hope not. I wanted him to go see her cos I was worried if he didn't it would get too late, but I was thinking too late for his mum, not him.

They sound like they're in a pickle over in the States, I'm sure his dad will pay for both their flights back. His poor sister has a lot on her plate. Its good Angels in touch with the family, that says a lot.
 
The Liberal Media said:
Its all good, just a bit edgy today, what with Mugz going and a very close family friend being moved to a hospice today with terminal cancer meaning they cant/wont even put him down for chemo.
Basically its a hospice for pain management and where he will die, barring a miracle
So basically I have to watch him die over the next few months

Rough day all around, didnt mean to take it out on you.
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Hey TLM - I of course don't mean to hijack the thread at all but I just wanted to mention that I've been going through something very similar recently as my dad is currently in the hospital with stomach cancer, and the amount of time he's got left is very uncertain. His situation deteriorated drastically a few days ago, and that coupled with Mugz' death...these past few days haven't been great.
Anyway my point was just that if you'd like to speak to someone who understands what you're going through right now, please feel free to PM me. <3

Mugz/Martin's passing hasn't hit me at all yet...I still fully expect him to log on to skype any second and start telling me about his next idea for his screenplay, or about how American Psycho is indeed a work of genius and not creepy at all, hah. I had lots of fun speaking to you Martin, I hope you were aware of that. We didn't know each other very long but I considered you a friend. Well, I consider you a friend. That's never gonna change.
 
cheerio martin, sorry for the late response, only just found out. I feel like shit now you fucker!

This probably isn't the place to be talking about how it happened, also chatting shit about expecting it to happen and potential aliases aint fucking classy.

Mugz had more guts than a lot of people on here, fortunately the nature of addiction is a mystery to some of you as well, but whatever you thought of him and whatever you think now, he did not deserve to die so young and under such tragic circumstances.

Well done Ponti for being a man and fuck all you lot who mercilessly bullied him.
 
Oh my god. I've not been able to get online for quite some time but just logged in to here and facebook and had a load of messages, including several from Mugz last week. I can't believe it. I've talked him down from suicide and talked to him when he thought he was overdosing so many times. It's so weird, even though I have direct experience of death with Dave I still didn't believe he could ever actually die, cos that doesn't happen, right? But of course it does. Martin, you were a true friend to me and I'm so sorry I couldn't help you this time. I hope you are at peace now but you've left a massive fucking hole in me and on here and so many other people. Go and find Dave yeah?

I don't know what to say. I miss you mate. I'm so sorry.

<3 <3 <3
 
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