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RIP Mugz

mydrugbuddy said:
Makes you realise what a dangerous road many of us are travelling down, with two very well known characters in Mugz and Xamkou dying in recent weeks, both just in their twenties with their whole lives still ahead of them.
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I have no idea what drugs may have played a part in this but yeah, drugs is a serious business & the advent of the RC scene has made it even more serious!

We can't fight the powers that be (yet) but we can arm ourselves with the knowledge they refuse us, and hopefully we'll lose less friends in future.

Blessing everyone.

PS I'm not saying anything about The Lounge :sus:
 
Fucking hell. Absolutely shocked by this. Have spoken to him for a good 7 years, on a regular basis. Had plenty of deep chats, about all sorts.

Horrible.

RIP, Martin. <3
 
mydrugbuddy said:
No way. Cant believe it either. Terribly sad and tragic. I will miss him and his lunatic posts. Respect and RIP Mugz.

Makes you realise what a dangerous road many of us are travelling down, with two very well known characters in Mugz and Xamkou dying in recent weeks, both just in their twenties with their whole lives still ahead of them.
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qft.
 
I spoke to his sister this morning. It happened yesterday, and it was his aunt who found him. She went round to check on him as his dad is away.

His sister guesses (as we all do I think) that it was drug related, but no one knows for sure yet.

I infer from this that there was no sign of it being a suicide, and unfortunately I think we will probably never know what went through his head at the end. She said she'll keep me updated, but I don't think she'll ever have the answers I need. I expect we'll probably find out what killed him. But not why. I don't think there is a why.

She's repeated the request that we all keep this off facebook. She says the family want it kept off there "until they actually have some answers". I don't think those answers will ever come but please can we continue to respect their request.

I will let you guys know if I find out anything new.
 
angelsmoke said:
I will let you guys know if I find out anything new.
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I'm really sorry you have to go through all this. Be strong :(

I barely new Mugs but EADD is a close community & it's really sad to lose members. Xamkou too, really sad.

I'm firmly convinced there's further plains to live along after we depart this mortal coil, so we should all try to stay positive! <3

"When I die, please do not cry
there were no tears when I was here"
 
Very sad news. Nice guy, didn't expect this. Thought he was making an effort to get things under control.
 
[edited] Same picture but with me chopped out. I freaked a bit about having my pic on here.

Pilfering my own post from the picture thread:

I don't post pictures of myself on here but I'll make an exception today. Here's a nice picture of me and Martin from 2010

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This was after we got off the meph but before we got our house together.

This is in a pub in Cambridge. We'd just had lunch with my brother (who took the pic) and his family. Martin looks so happy. He had such a gorgeous smile. I'm really glad we had a few years of smiles together.

Even though I was the more 'together' one of the two of us, I'll never forget how safe Martin made me feel. I've never met anyone before or since who made me feel like that. It's like my inner demons were not scary any more because we shouldered our burdens together. <3
 
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Holy crap, I never expected to log in to see this. So tragic. :(

My heart goes out to all who knew him. <3
 
I didn't know him well but I used to see his posts from time to time in BDD, he was always someone who I associate with my early days on Bluelight.

It is sad news, but even if it is drug related or not, it has made me re-evaluate using again after nearly 3 months clean and where I'm at the point of falling off the wagon.
 
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