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RIP Mugz

angelsmoke said:
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<3 Martin.<3
 
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parttime crackhead said:
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Am I the only cunt who wasn't surprised when I was told this earlier?

Anyway, fuck it. RIP Mugz, you were a good guy just a bit of a dafty.
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No mate definitely not just you. When Mugz used to get on it he really went at it. I think it is a bit of a surprise as he seemed to be very gradually be climbing out of a hole (or at least that's what we were lead to believe on here). All the same it's a really sad chain of events.

I don't think I've posted in a RIP thread before.

RIP Mugz/Martin.
 
Sadden by this news but unfortunately not overly surprised. Mugz went "balls out" when he went on one from what i ve read.

Tragic that he was so prolific on a harm reduction site and yet has passed away like this. Whatever anyone says he was a decent soul.

<3 to Family and Angelsmoke.
 
Mugz said:
Depressed Kind of self inflicted, but other things have made it worse, feel like I am in a dark tunnel, there was light at the end of it but then someone removed my eyes.
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^^ his last post

Mugz said:
On a suicidal comedown at the moment due to binging on 3mmc from Thursday till this morning at 7am, then passed out till 10pm, hoping this ah7921 will help.

My dads on his way to the phillipines for a week now on a business trip, so it will be nice to be on my own, I'm not gonna be naughty this week, although am tempted to have a week long binge. Will feel a lot better if I use the time to get my room all tidy again, and cook for myself everynight(I'll have to do that) and go to lots of groups at the DARP centre, apparently I'll get into rehab faster the more groups I go to. Gonna try out acupuncture on Monday
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^^ his second to last post

Mugz lived with his dad... the fact that his dad had just left town on vacation leads me to believe that Mugz accidentally overdosed.... having the flat to himself would've been a prime time to take a huge dose of whatever he was taking...

no use overanalyzing it though, i suppose. whats done is done. RIP mugz. <3
 
knock said:
What, through a drugs overdose?

Being perfectly honest, it's exactly how I would wish to go. But for the moment, I don't want to go.
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Come off it, a drugs overdose is NOT the best way to go. Many a time it would probably consist of pain, fear and panic. Lets not glamourise it people, I'd hate to see others latching on to the idea that it wouldn't be too bad. If Martin did die this way, I feel for him. I feel for him whatever way he went in the circumstances. I can't imagine he was feeling his best poor fella.

That's a lovely photo Angel, he does look very happy there, you both do. To better days, hey?

<3<3<3
 
I find the speculation on his manner of death a little unappealing, and I'm embarrassed I got involved in it myself.

Mugz used every drug under the sun. Opiates, benzos, stims, psyches.

I'm not sure if there is any point in trying to blame a drug.
 
knock said:
Mugz used every drug under the sun. Opiates, benzos, stims, psyches.

I'm not sure if there is any point in trying to blame a drug.
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He also ate wardrobe pizza, a Captain's Table pizza from the wardrobe would be riddled with nasties.

(and I'm confident martin wouldn't mind me saying this here)
 
amnesiaseizure said:
Come off it, a drugs overdose is NOT the best way to go. Many a time it would probably consist of pain, fear and panic. Lets not glamourise it people, I'd hate to see others latching on to the idea that it wouldn't be too bad. If Martin did die this way, I feel for him. I feel for him whatever way he went in the circumstances. I can't imagine he was feeling his best poor fella.

That's a lovely photo Angel, he does look very happy there, you both do. To better days, hey?

<3<3<3
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When I OD'd (admittedly on GBL so might have been a completely difference experience) I was in a very good place (mentally) no pain or anything but a bit nauseas. Luckily my mate took me to the hospital so I came out OK although a bit shaken (managed to discharge myself).

If I had passed away (god-forbid) I think it would have been very peaceful. I really really hope it was as peaceful for Mugz <3<3
 
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