Peter, I cant believe its been three years already. Im 26 now and I feel so different than I did back then but I know nothing major has changed. Im doing well, I havent tripped in a few years, and I havent smoked any pot in a year. Im ready to. I have come to accept things which I never knew I would have to such as the difficulty that is life. I recently lost everything I own when my neighborhood was flooded. Im lucky, I barely escaped with my dad and my cat. Four people died and many people lost everything. The things we own are just things, stuff, they dont matter. Being displaced has been the most difficult part. I still have regrets about our relationship and wish I had been more concerned with your well being. Im sorry I wasnt. It was hard for me to be your friend, though I liked you very much. Its easier for me to say this now that you are gone which doesnt make me feel good. I dont know that I could have stopped you from leaving this world but I would have liked to have talked to you about it before you decided to. Im sorry things didnt go better for you while you were here and while you were in Thailand. Id like to find out where your grave site is. Life is a strange journey. Rest in Peace.
-Camden