Think its bout time i replied thoughtfully to this
Blossom.... i know how u feel. ive been christian (of a sort, too many diff religions stemming down from the same source) for my entire life.

my parents are very involved in the church, and so am i, im a leader of the youth group (yeh i kno its halarious) so i organise camps and outings regularly. my parents are the type that r like: no smoking, no drugs, no tats, no drinking execivly, no sex or foul play before marrige, etc etc. my bro got caught havin sex so to say and they were heart broken and angry and i think they felt like they had failed. wot they dont know about me cant hurt them, so its best they dont find out anything.
now i care and believe in my faith, sure every1 questions some things and i do too, but i still have faith. i am a good person and always try to help people if i can but only when they ask. i dont bible bash or anything like that tho, i wont mention religon unless im asked about it.i do feel guilty bout certain things: drugz in particular, but take mdma for instance if it was legal and made safely with no other crap in it, moraly its wrong coz it changes ur character, but in reality it makes u feel like ur in heaven.
i am proud to be christian but im not as strict as my parents. i know there are many other ppl in BL that have similar situations. if u wanna give me crap about my faith go ahed, it will just prove u arent a good person at heart, and no mater what faith u are if any, that in the end is all that matters.
well thats me... oh and if any1 wants to talk bout this or they just wanna shot the preverbial shit im on msn most of the time and i will listen if im available
edit: the other thing is... OMG some of the girls at church are so fukin hot (hey im a guy its only natural)