mr_fluffy
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i grew up in a very religious environment. my old man's a minister, and i went to church at least 3 times a week for most of my life. i also had the benefit of living in a household where christianity wasn't so much as preached, as lived.
and yet, i no longer go to church. i don't plan to return anytime soon, either. what i mostly learned was that organised religion sucks. it's full of insecure people that use religion as a crutch, or as weapon. the intention is great, hang out with like minded people, but the practice comes out lacking.
that being said, i fully believe in spirituality. the funny thing is, i've learned more about the 'mind of God' in the time since i left the church than i ever did while i was there. yes, i believe in a god, and i believe in a spiritual world paralleling the visible world. it's a personal belief, that's come about due to my experiences and path through life. i don't feel the need to push my beliefs on others though, and i certainly don't take the bible literally. however, my way works for me, and while i don't use it as a crutch, it helps me to deal with the world, and provides answers to many of my questions.
and yet, i no longer go to church. i don't plan to return anytime soon, either. what i mostly learned was that organised religion sucks. it's full of insecure people that use religion as a crutch, or as weapon. the intention is great, hang out with like minded people, but the practice comes out lacking.
that being said, i fully believe in spirituality. the funny thing is, i've learned more about the 'mind of God' in the time since i left the church than i ever did while i was there. yes, i believe in a god, and i believe in a spiritual world paralleling the visible world. it's a personal belief, that's come about due to my experiences and path through life. i don't feel the need to push my beliefs on others though, and i certainly don't take the bible literally. however, my way works for me, and while i don't use it as a crutch, it helps me to deal with the world, and provides answers to many of my questions.