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Random MSN Gibberings XCVIII - Pass me the Valium please / Shammy's big boner

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Hah i was reluctant to try it to be honest, the taste makes me heave almost instantly. she did nearly give some to a guy by accident who was gasping for a drink of water but realised at the last minute and gave him a bottle of water instead. I would have preferred the mistake personally, nice little eye opening surprise on a gentle stroll back to your abode.
 
Also as a side note, there is never anyone around late at night, which I find slightly odd considering this is a drug board. It seems to just me me and knockando on here at these times looking like a said pair of internet bastards.
 
Mornin all, been up since 4:30 feken leg hurts like beggary, it's pissing down outside.....again. Gonna neck some Morphine in a bit but I've got to start tapering off and see how it goes. Not that keen on the stuff anyhow getting the sweats and other side effects from it, my Doc is gonna switch me down to codeine but I might have word with me mum she had a cupboard full of pain killers she hadn't taken from her hip replacement. The Trammies are no good to me but she might have some codeine in there I can liberate in the name of the people:)

Gonna try and sort out a wheelchair today so I can get out of the house, but lookin out of the window it won't be today:\
 
Mornin' gents.

Awwwww shit, I'm back in the rat race again.
And what's worse, most of these fuckin' rats are my friends.
And worse still I've lost my map so I don't know where this shit ends.
Awwwww shit, I'm back in the rat race again.

As I wake up with the previous night still ringing in my fragile head
Trying to piece together any shitty thing I might've done or might've said
I drag my lifeless carcass to it's feet and out of bed and clock in to another day.
Another day within which I can look forward to the possibility that, maybe today will be the day that something interrupts the never ending list of mundane tasks that sit between me and the closing bracket of my drive home.
Maybe today'll be the day that something snaps as I think back and react to the distinct lack of impact in my shrink wrapped life.
Maybe today'll be the day that I'll tear down the foundations of my whole existence and start again,
knee deep in the rubble, rummaging, for something that I can use as a starting point.
Something to jump off of.
But then, the future ain't what it used to be.

And as the day's tasks reverberate around my dormant brain, I continue to greet another member of public with a perfect replica of what is known as a welcoming smile.
I switch off all unnecessary facets and glide through the day on cruise control remembering what life was like before this role.
And as I stare blankly from my till point I start to tap my feet to the discreet beat the general public secretes.
The footsteps
The breathing
That one baby screaming
The coughing and the heaving
Those unruly kids out thieving

But before long, my creative daydream is once again interrupted by the ever watching eyes of the management
See, like a child spinning in circles just to make himself dizzy, my only real requirement in this place is to make sure I look busy.
But I'm using that to my advantage, see.
'cause just as not every open eye is seeing, not every closed eye is sleeping.
So while they pay me for this paint by numbers shit
Every thought I have, I'm keeping.
And remember, the same shit can taste pretty different if they season it right
So if youre gonna sell out your beliefs, make sure your reasons are watertight.

And as the chief worker bee tries his best to nurture me and searches deep to help me find the key that might just unlock and help me free the, buried in the bourgeoisie, that with time and effort I could someday be secure in a place of great integrity rooted deep within the company's family tree taking bullet point steps from A to Z leaping over the boring parts like a corporate flea. I look at my supposed luminary, and I simply don't agree.

And I'll sell my soul, I'm just waiting for an appropriate fee.
No penny loafer wearing fuck's gonna short change me.

FML :|
 
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Also as a side note, there is never anyone around late at night, which I find slightly odd considering this is a drug board. It seems to just me me and knockando on here at these times looking like a said pair of internet bastards.
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Sad pair of internet bastards, you say? No comment. ;)

You're going to let yourself loose in a wheelchair, atm? Is this not a risk the public should be made aware of in advance?
 
Ebay is choka with wheelchairs.........wonder why ? Ahh well at least I'll get a bit more wear out of 'em :)

I haven't been outside in over 3 weeks, I'm losing track of the days now, sad as it sounds I'm looking forward to getting back to working this week, albeit from home, even mildly sedated it's doing me no good at all doing nothing, thank fek 90% of my work can be done with a PC and a phone.

Gotta get more mobile, I've got tickets for the Olympics both normal and Para and tickets to see PIL in August, time will tell but from what the doc said I may struggle to walk very far at all on what's left of my knee, hopefully I'll be able to mange with a stick ( Dury Style) but since the right knee used to be my bad one, it's not looking good.

Fek I'm turning into a moaning old bastard, I'm still kickin, just with the one leg at the mo;)
 
Fuck MDPV.

I'll be back to normal in about a week cos I've flushed what was left. Was never that bad until last night, and up until 30 mins ago. Must have been the tipping point last night for some reason, spent the early morning hours trying to find a bed position I could catch my breath in, pulse was not pulsing. Pattering and thudding and pausing.

Kinda forgot MDPV kills people sometimes...And I still would take a redose :p

Hobbling to the kitchen to give my heart some food energy did the trick...Was not expecting to make it in all honesty.
 
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I've never tried it but from what ive read it just really doesn't appeal, long lived sketchy stims are not my thing. Half of the fun of stims (especially MDMA) is getting in to bed after a big sesh. It's almost better than drugs its self
 
Well it's pure optimism incarnate for half a day, then at least the same again in sketchiness. That whole incident wouldn't have happened if I had any etiz left for when I'd had enough. MDMA I wouldn't class as your average stim. No chance of getting anything done on mandy. Different drugs for different occasions tbh. MDPV is a drug you use alone :sus:

Began to smell it in the air recently... keeps the odour when you secrete it ala mephedrone. Not half as obvious but just as shameful.
 
How many days do you manage ?, 3 days always seemed to be the tipping point for me any more than that and things always got more than a little odd. Vaping was always a recipe for real fiending, Snorting was my favourite ROA I would have a nice bag full of pre-weighed doses in little foil parcels, so easy to just pop off and get the next hit, I seemed to be able to get away with it even dealing with "normal" people and situations.

I'm sure I looked like the psychotic mess that I actually was but managed to get away with it, a G was way too much for me to handle TBH, it was better for me when you could get it in 100mg bags so I could limit the run. Respect on flushing it before things got totally out of hand :)
 
Well I flushed it cos things suddenly did go waay out of hand. Was expecting to finish the last of it off today anyway, but I'd rather just come down than contemplate death in that state again.

I managed over two weeks, maybe three, I've lost my stake in reality. Been sleeping and eating daily cept for occasions like last night when I just can't sleep. Can feel my appetite returning now though!

ponch I wouldn't be so rude as to chat shit to people intentionally ;) MDPV is a drug of self obsession and personalisation.
 
Morning crew,

Gym soon - I've had a fucker of a lazy weekend, and im looking forward to getting on the runner. Need to see my bike bloke though, as I think he didnt replace an innertube properly.. I was riding yesterday and the air gushed out all of a sudden. Scared the life out of me. Lady is back from Parklife, and we'll spend the afternoon in bed. Lush.

Well done for flushing Pete - Shows massive self control.
 
Perfect day to end a PV binge on. Rainymood.com can rest well today.
 
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