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I've just woke up alive and well. Was just struggling to type with one eye open gouching out at the computer. I know it sounded like I dosed onthe high side but I'd done 40 through the morning and then the other 60mg between about 6pm and midnight, but the mornings dose had well worn off before I started. I was struggling to get a decent nod out of it until the last barrage of eating one and sniffing one and a half. After that anyone speaking to me thought I was in a bad way cos couldn't type properly!

Sorry if I worried anyone when I disappeared offline though.

Feel pretty nice this morning still even.

QFT: harm reduction at its finest eh
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Yeah kate/DS your probably right. But I did a fair bit of the oxy in the morning, straightened out, went into town saw my mates for a while, had a few ciders, sobered up again, had dinner and then did some higher doses of oxy and about 3mg xanax judging by what I have left.
 
Morning all so i take it you enjoyed the old Oxy buzz then;)
Seriously moorish though isn't it ? Glad your all good though next time if their is one don't use any booze , it kinda defeats the purpose , if u notice most opiate lovers tend not to drink , only when they are on Methadone does drinking become a factor.

Ime and i've got a fat rock of gear lined up :) drinking spoils the effect.
I gota stone as well cos the guy does both on delivery , n i like delivery.
 
It is morish alright mate, I was feeling euphoric yet just not zonked enough did I did the last dose of 1 cap oral 15mg up the hooter. After that I was rushing and couldn't focus well enough to type legibly. That's when it was at it's best really, total euphoria.

I wasn't boozing with it is the thing. I was drinking mid afternoon after sobered up from mornings oxy doses (2 koppabergs and half a bottle of rose) with mates, then I had dinner so was completely sober when I started. I have one bottle of cider I opened while on the oxy at night still sat on my desk without a mouthfull out of it :D

Well enjoyed it though but pretty expensive and I can see the potential for trouble if you had it around all the time. Nice for a treat now and again though def :)
 
There's always smack mate. Babyfaced boys like you probs earn a fair whack bottom bobbing.
 
Im so pissed off, was meant to be getting three g's of mxe this morning but my vendor forgot to send them out so no mxe for me til tuesday! Got some etizolam and getting some booze in a bit so I'll see how that goes
 
The fact that you need 3gs of MXE probably indicate you could do with a break anyway mate. No offence, just some of the doses I've read your doing seem pretty high.
 
Pot, kettle, black?

Might be wise to look at your own drug instake Rockstar, seems pretty OTT to me.
 
No offence taken rockstar, you should take care of yourself as well though mate! Heavy opiates can soon become a big problem! I wasn't planning on taken all 3 this weekend, I also don't take doses that big during the day when I have things to do, just like to get fucked up at night! Seems like we van all be guilty of that! I could do with a break though your right, I'm more pissed of that I've parted with the money and have no goods to show, especially at the weekend! Thanks spade
 
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Pot, kettle, black?
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This entire forum is made up of drug users telling other drug users how to be healthy.
Pretty sure you can bust that out in just about any thread on the board and it still apply.
 
^^ very true, that does apply for every thread, if only it was as easy to follow your own advice as it it to advise someone else! My life would be sorted! It's good to know that there are people out there that care though
 
The forum is mostly abusive drug users advising others not to be abusive. We are much better at giving advice than following. IME of BL'ers I've met and myself.
 
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The forum is mostly abusive drug users advising others not to be abusive. We are much better at giving advice than following. IME of BL'ers I've met and myself.
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Indeed. I've been told by people that I'm good at helping others, but I'm certainly rubbish at helping myself.
 
A lot of people who post here are perfectly capable of being responsible and their behaviour (and the advice given, albeit some of it gained from previous abuse) exemplifies this.

It's not just drug users who have occasional regrettable 'episodes' that end in tears - stockbrokers, bipolar people, wife-beaters, 'normal' family people, Tories, narcissistic bastards... ;)

Maybe conditioning (however much we might believe we've escaped it - and that's a real fucker to do) plays a part in our perception of the odd binge as a sign someone's losing it or abusing themselves when it's not the case.

Obviously regular binges are generally a terrible idea, but this is frequently discussed in this and other threads by people with experiece of the pitfalls. So maybe we shouldn't be so hard on ourselves, eh?
 
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A lot of people who post here are perfectly capable of being responsible and their behaviour (and the advice given, albeit some of it gained from previous abuse) exemplifies this.

It's not just drug users who have occasional regrettable 'episodes' that end in tears - stockbrokers, bipolar people, wife-beaters, 'normal' family people, Tories, narcissistic bastards... ;)


Maybe conditioning (however much we might believe we've escaped it - and that's a real fucker to do) plays a part in our perception of the odd binge as a sign someone's losing it or abusing themselves when it's not the case.

Obviously regular binges are generally a terrible idea, but this is frequently discussed in this and other threads by people with experiece of the pitfalls. So maybe we shouldn't be so hard on ourselves, eh?
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I agree with you Sam.A very good post.I also think the self punishment can be the most dangerous thing more so than any hangover from a substance. Hope your havin' a good day :-)
 
Thanks Joe, it's nice to get the odd compliment. It's erm... rare. ;)

You're right there about self-punishment taking many forms. Long before I discovered booze and drugs I did other things to harm myself. It can be a symptom of so many human thought processes and experiences that have little to do with substance abuse. Nearly every fucker's at it some time or other.

I'm well, thank you. Had a lovely relaxed evening yesterday, and now I'm getting some more speed down me in order to keep motivated for going out later.

Hope you're well too. :)
 
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SEems the whole world is on some sort of amphetamine nowadays 8)

Wish I was one of them though =D

I agree that a lot of the advice that we give out we do not always take ourselves, but there are plenty of people that do take their own advice. We still have to watch out and give out positive harm reduction information though, especially for the new members that join and can see a plentiful supply of harm reduction information, that is sooo important here, the new members getting good harm reduction information advice.


On another note, I realised that I had oats and sugar in my cupboards so decided to go buy some golden syrup to make some flapjacks later :D will be my first solo attempt at flapjacks, am looking forward to it :)

Hope the rest of EADD are doing well today.
 
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