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Yeh, nice work mate, congradulations. Keep us posted on how the next interview goes.

As Sam said, perhaps you should be more confident, they clearly see something in you so go into the next interview like they need you! :)
 
chinup said:
monsta- seriously man every day you are cleaning. how much mess do you actually make? i haven't done any cleaning, not even the washing up, in nearly 2 weeks and i'm not even getting close to thinking i should maybe clean yet.
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Well there's 4 / 5 peeps (sis' misterfriend) so there's much mess to clean (including drunken parent spilling Vermouth on every kitchen surface).
I can't face the human world of work right now without breaking into panic, not being able to keep a sleep pattern, feeling completely inept etc. and there's the family here who make lots of food and don't clear up. So yea... I clear up after everyone.

Fair enough really. I don't work so I do what I'm able.
They seem to appreciate when I'm having a right shit time and don't give me jip for being unable... Most of the time anyway :|

Eclipse - Double nice one mate :) I hope things go well.
 
eclipsedesign said:
Woot. Got a call up for a second interview because they liked my "entrepreneurial spirit" xD
Why they'd call back the long haired guy with no tie and no confidence I don't know, better than being a sandwich artist I think though hehe.
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Well done mate :D:D:D
 
congrats eclipse.

monsta thats fair enough. its good they're mostly understanding and i'm sure they all really appreciate your work, i certainly would!

agh still so very tired.
 
monstanoodle said:
Well there's 4 / 5 peeps (sis' misterfriend) so there's much mess to clean (including drunken parent spilling Vermouth on every kitchen surface).
I can't face the human world of work right now without breaking into panic, not being able to keep a sleep pattern, feeling completely inept etc. and there's the family here who make lots of food and don't clear up. So yea... I clear up after everyone.

Fair enough really. I don't work so I do what I'm able.
They seem to appreciate when I'm having a right shit time and don't give me jip for being unable... Most of the time anyway :|

Eclipse - Double nice one mate :) I hope things go well.
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Monsta, sounds to me like youre working really hard. I dont think ' work ' needs to be validated by either wages, society or family.. Youre working on looking after your family and your panic. and it sounds like a thankless task.

I for one already fink youre priceless so there! :)
 
I share Polkadot's sentiments. You've really gotta look after your own head first and foremost, a job is auxilliary to this requirement.
Like you said Monsta maybe some voulenteering would be good whilst you've got a roof over your head, you won't have the commitment to huge working hours etc. and might produce some nice chemicals in your brain. :)
 
YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
Monsta, sounds to me like youre working really hard. I dont think ' work ' needs to be validated by either wages, society or family.. Youre working on looking after your family and your panic. and it sounds like a thankless task.
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You speak a lot of sense there, YPDH. :)
 
How's everyone in EADD land today? I'm enjoying some proper old school music, Warren Zevon - Lawyers Guns and Money.

Sounds like your having a hard time there monsta, so long as people appreciate what you do for them though I guess.

You feeling any better from the benzo twitchyness?
 
Haha I'm sure things will get more intresting later. I'm gonna go see my mate who's lost her baby later, she sounds down and always been there for me so figure I should return the favour. I'll have to wait a while as I'm feeling pretty nice euphoric and lazy on these oxys, you'd love them crackhead. Kind of wish I had some nice hash to add to the mix. I'm sat here singing along merrily to the strokes lol :)

I'm ment to be playing pool at 4 aswell, def need to be straightened out by then or I'll be more useless than usual, lol!
 
Oh God Sam I dont know.. but looking at it youve got all you need for a good luvin up.. bombiddtiys, boobs, ass, kisses, hugs.. and a lot of shhhhooom noises Ha

I thought I think ( as I was slightyl brahmsed' ) that you deserved some luvin after a
gruelling week.. :)

Also think you are a bit divaish and byronish ( re last post )
 
Na, fuck opiates man. I could see me having a problem with them far too easily. The only proper addictive drugs I use are stims & I get bored of stims quite quickly, plus you can't go about a normal routine & rattle stims every night (at least I can't) so they're never too much of a problem. If I got into opiates I'd be fucked, I love being stoned & it seems to me like it's just like being monged out on weed but much better. I don't want to experience how much better lol, I'm bad enough with the weed.

I'm tryna sort out a plan for tonight just now but it doesn't look like there's much happening. Prolly just see if I can find some folk to get an early cargo with & take it from there.
 
Nah my stim days are pretty much done. I've seen the evil side of most of them, meph, speed, and what happened to my mate has put me off E's now too. Cocaine is the only one I would still do but it's expensive and more a new year type treat. I'm not really planning abusing these, I just needed a bit of escapism so much on my head with all that's happened and I have court on tuesday etc, been having a hard time. I just wanted to try oxy but I'm fully aware of the dangers and will be keeping it a rare treat also, very nice though. I wouldn't ever touch gear tho. The oxy isn't really mongy just nice clear relaxed euphoria. It would go ace with some nice pollen I think.

Yeah my day is kind of condemned to see my mate who's lost her baby (she's having a bit of a breakdown), and my other mates who were also close to the boy who died are meeting me later, we're all kind of on a bit of a downer since, you would probably be the same. Just all trying to be there for each other a bit.

I usually find if there's nothing on and I get wrecked for the sake of it I just regrett the waste of money anyway. Your probably better just weed and Xbox mate.
 
Aye I know what you're saying man. Hopefully you can all cheer each other up as much as possible.

I definitely won't just get wrecked for the sake of it sitting in the house myself, if I can find other folk to get wrecked with I'm on it though :) I've done nothing but sit about, smoke dope, watch films, attempt to mix tunes & play xbox since last weekend so I'm going a bit stir crazy.
 
Am enjoying my lunch break, glad to have hour long lunch breaks again, just laying in bed and watching some TV. I don't wanna go back to work at 2, but there will only be 3 and a half hours left after that.

Wish I had some stims or opiates to help me through the weekend, but I guess that it will be interesting to have a drug free weekend :)
 
YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
Oh God Sam I dont know.. but looking at it youve got all you need for a good luvin up.. bombiddtiys, boobs, ass, kisses, hugs.. and a lot of shhhhooom noises Ha

I thought I think ( as I was slightyl brahmsed' ) that you deserved some luvin after a
gruelling week.. :)

Also think you are a bit divaish and byronish ( re last post )
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The luvvin' was much appreciated, especially this week. :)

Also, I did wonder whether the Byron / Diva thing was directed at me, but then being a narcissist I think that of a lot of things.

Byronic and divaish suits me fine though. You're a good 'un. <3
 
Aye I know what you're saying man. Hopefully you can all cheer each other up as much as possible.

I definitely won't just get wrecked for the sake of it sitting in the house myself, if I can find other folk to get wrecked with I'm on it though I've done nothing but sit about, smoke dope, watch films, attempt to mix tunes & play xbox since last weekend so I'm going a bit stir crazy.
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Yeah man I hear ya. I used to fiend drone and coke alone at times but those days are done. This oxy is more a chill out at home or with a few mates, watch some funny movies and have a wee chat. Not sesh material but it's making me feel alot better than I did last night (I was in bits after I missed the invitation to mates funeral and resorted to getting blazing to deal with it).

I'm off to town soon to see mates, maybe a wee smoke and see what they're all saying. Then home earlish so as not to worry my folks anymore, they worry about me alot after all that's happened recently and I don't want to be a cunt and add to that.

Later I'll watch a film with another mate and probably relax with a couple more oxy and some xanax, bit of nice polm if I can find some. Easy going day today me thinks :)
 
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