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Random MSN Gibberings LXIX: Open your mouth, here's your money

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grrrr. why am i awake? why have i been awake for the past several hours? this is utter bollocks.

i'm supposed to be somewhere in 4 hours to spend the following 8 hours explaining not entirely trivial stuff to people in some sort of comprehensible and enthusiastic manner. how the fuck am i supposed to do that now?

GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR SLEEP BOLLOCKS FUCKING SHIT.
 
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With you on that one, did 40mgs of Diaz and 7mgs of zopiclone last night and still woke up like a light going on at half 5, have been like this since starting on venlafaxine. Fuck knows what I'd do if I could pop down stairs and make a coffee and get on BL

Gotta drive my family down south today to see my grandma, probably for the last time as she is now riddled with cancer, although I dont see her often it breaks my heart she is one of the most selfless and loving people I've ever known, but I guess at 92 she has had a good go at life.
 
sorry to hear that. i hope the drive goes alright. not surprised good sleep wasn't entirely forthcoming under these particular circumstances, but its so annoying when you've taken what should knock someone out for a long time and still wake up. i hope the drive goes all right and the visit as well as expected, can't be easy with everything else going on for you right now.
 
atm23;have been like this since starting on venlafaxine. Fuck knows what I'd do if I could pop down stairs and make a coffee and get on [QUOTE/ said:
I've been having problems sleeping since I've been taking my Venlafaxine as well!
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Mornin peeps <3
Gah, rubbish sleepitus is evidently in the air :\
Sorry to hear about that Chinup n atm23, and I'm sorry to hear about your Gran <3

Venlafaxine is a very "stimulating" (I prefer to think of it as RLS inducing) Antidep :|
It can take you a while to adjust to it.

I woke up a bit stupidly early considering the amount of Gin I had plus my Antidep last night. And I awake with tummy death too when I ate :? Usually only get that when I drink too much and don't eat. Ah well.

I hope everyone's morning going alright (respectively for each of you) <3
 
well. i had a morning beer + couple of benzos, followed by a spliff, and got an extra few hours sleep, which my boyf rudely awakened me from.

have been absolved of my volunteering duties, so i think we're going to have a bit of a hedonistic day. just need to convince the boyf to go and get many wines/beers asap. its his idea to get wrecked all day so i think he shouldn't mind.

hope your stomach gets better monsta, not fun.
 
I take it I was the only one to get a decent night's sleep then? Got out of bed at half one.

Whether I was awake and active to any degree before then was something you'd pobably rather not imagine, but whoops - I planted the seed. ;)

Sorry to hear that, atm - be strong and all that. It's not going to be easy I'd imagine.

Also sorry to hear of everyone's sleep problems. I'm off for a guilt-ridden cup of tea and to consult The Satanic Bible on the proper procedure for consecrating milk.
 
Just got back, I'm touched by the number of good wishes

It wasn't so bad my older brother came down as well and at least she is getting good care and pain relief now rather than struggling on at home. She fell recently and had this led to them finding not only a broken bone in her back but that the breast cancer had spread into her back as well.

I feel much better for seeing her, she was so happy to see us all, we talked over old times when I was little and I told her how very much I loved her, she is a truly beautiful person but sadly I don't think she has long left in this world, but she is 90 and we've all gotta go sometime and at least i had the chance to tell her how much she meant to me and how much I loved her as I may well not get another chance and didnt get to see her oftern as she lived so far away.
 
Acidtek said:
atm23;have been like this since starting on venlafaxine. Fuck knows what I'd do if I could pop down stairs and make a coffee and get on [QUOTE/ said:
I've been having problems sleeping since I've been taking my Venlafaxine as well!
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Are they giving you anything for it, I've only had Zopiclone and its shite, tried Zolpidem before and found that equally useles, it seems their fixated on Z drugs for sleep these days.

Does anyone get anything more effective for sleep...legit
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Sorry ATM, it's always sad, I lost my grandad to cancer, the last time I saw him he didn't even know who I was
 
atm23 said:
Just got back, I'm touched by the number of good wishes

It wasn't so bad my older brother came down as well and at least she is getting good care and pain relief now rather than struggling on at home. She fell recently and had this led to them finding not only a broken bone in her back but that the breast cancer had spread into her back as well.

I feel much better for seeing her, she was so happy to see us all, we talked over old times when I was little and I told her how very much I loved her, she is a truly beautiful person but sadly I don't think she has long left in this world, but she is 90 and we've all gotta go sometime and at least i had the chance to tell her how much she meant to me and how much I loved her as I may well not get another chance and didnt get to see her oftern as she lived so far away.
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I'm really glad you got to see her atm <3
I saw my Grandfather, who had lung cancer that had spread to the spinal area, all but a few days before he passed away.
Wish I had said more to him but he was so fucked up on Morphine that he was barely in the world we were in.
Thought everybody was speaking French and said to me before we left: "Hey, you forgot your ciggies!".. They were a packet of Garibaldi biscuits =D It was both really funny and really sad at the same time.

Grandparents are, mostly always, absolutely wonderful people. Mine all were. So yes, I'm really glad you got to see her mate :)
 
Im struggling a bit not drinking tonight and am staying away from benzos.Its hard.I miss the cosy feeling of taking a tablet or a drink and feeling relaxed and at ease.Mainly miss valium.Anyone ever find the week after a music festival tough ? Normal life seems so dull.I could murder a valium now.Horlicks it is though :-(
 
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