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Random MSN Gibberings LXIII: Mispronouncing 'Rimbaud'

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What a bummer
Not going to let this be the start of my self destruction though, going to instead use it to motivate me to work as hard as possible and save as much as possible to get out of this shithole as soon as possible, or I could end up here forever or even worse self destructing and losing this job too and ending up with nothing.

Good attitude to have.
 
:( :( :( :(

Looks like I am going to be stuck in Cambridge then, fucking stupid Bristol cunts :( Didn't know whether to post this in the sad or angry thread so chose here. Am really pissed off though, had gotten my hopes up about the Bristol move but now I have to stay here in Cambridge with people that I don't like in a crappy job.

Not going to let this be the start of my self destruction though, going to instead use it to motivate me to work as hard as possible and save as much as possible to get out of this shithole as soon as possible, or I could end up here forever or even worse self destructing and losing this job too and ending up with nothing.

Really fucking pissed off though, not going to tell anyone at work this afternoon as they will make me go to work tomorrow instead of going to the occupational health appointment I was going to be going to in Bristol.

Fucks sake, ahh man whatever you do dont go off the rails, easier said then done, use this anger and frustration to drive you to change instead of driving you insane :\ its easier said then done though :(

other then that im pretty stumped on a response, other then that fucking sucks!! :(
 
Mugz - Really sorry to hear that mate :\ I'll definitely shadow what brimz said:
You've definitely got the right attitude in yer head. Keep that up and you'll get there eventually :)

Afternoon all. I woke up and started listening to Steve Reich live at the BBC Proms on Radio 3.
Beautiful stuff... Seriously - Beautiful stuff. He's one of my favourite composers of all time for certain.
"Music for 18 Musicians" is a truly inspirational piece of work and well worth listening to on that link and buying the "album" (for want of a better word).

Not happy with myself for last night's shinanigans though... Went through 540mg Codeine (when I'm only supposed to have 240mg a day), 12mg Diaz (only supposed to have 4-6mg a day) and 35mg Nitraz (only supposed to have 5 or 10mg) :|
And I drank so double :| :|

Note: If this constitutes as cock-sizing then it's cock-sizing with a feeling of failure about it. But it also doesn't warrent pitty.
Hope everyone else is doing alright <3
 
Monster put your big floppy dick away.........;)

Although I feel good after last night and this mornings MXE and I've had a successful workout I've got a bit of a dodgy feeling ticker after going for a walk. Going to be responsible this evening, bed early and no drugs. I've got a drugs test later today so will have to be semi honest with them and say I sniffed some legal highs in the pub the other night or something. Bit concerned about the chest thing as my star sign for the day says something about illness (no I don't usually read/pay attention to horoscopes).
 
Things are alright, all told. I worry about you though, and I know other people here do.

All that matters is you're okay.

Thanks man, things should be on the permanent up from now on.

I can't hack the lifestyle anymore.

I've had my fun and wasted enough of this life being a tw@t.
Lesson learned.

Got a massive hole to dig my way out of and alot of things to put right, but all in all I'm just lucky to be alive and not locked up or insane (or both).

Speaking of lucky people, where's Shambles?
That man is a miracle of modern science! =D
 
I was wondering that myself, probably some drug enduced psychosis unable to pay the bill for computer I'd guess.

You off the coke Cornishman? Or is this just while you pay off debts mounted?
 
I was wondering that myself, probably some drug enduced psychosis unable to pay the bill for computer I'd guess.

You off the coke Cornishman? Or is this just while you pay off debts mounted?

Yeah, most probs.
If that's the case maybe we could do a fundraiser? ;) =D

As for me, I've been off everything bar my juice script and the odd diaz for a few weeks now.

I don't want anything to do with coke, booze or hard street drugs again.
Feel pretty bad for my family & friends, etc.
 
I think I love my makeshift bucket more than I've loved any other bong, hah.

Ghetto.

The last time I took a bucket was back when it was snowing. I was already ruined, we had no weed & my mate had this old bit of soap bar in his rolling tray. Everyone else told us not to bother but no, we knew better, two us filled the bath to use as the bottom of the bucket & cut the bottom of a 2L bottle of cider. I pulled a big green creamy effort, tanned it, seemed alright for a minute then coughed my fucking lungs up & ended up sitting outside in the snow with just a t-shirt on, cold sweat pishing off me. Proper whitey lol.
 
Lulz.

I much prefer bongs over spliffs. Never really smoked with anyone that prefers bongs, I imagine it'd be mildly ruinous if I smoked with someone who did a fair bit.
 
I like the look of those vortex portable gravity bongs. They're a bit pricey at £65 but i'm sure it'd be a worthwhile investment.
 
I like the look of those vortex portable gravity bongs. They're a bit pricey at £65 but i'm sure it'd be a worthwhile investment.

Is that the ones that are basically a posh waterfall? Like a waterfall without the need for a sink.

Or is it the one that's more like a lung? Where you pull it open like a concertina type thing to draw the smoke in.
 
Yeah its the posh waterfall. Never tried one of the other kind, not even with a plastic bag/bottle, worth a sunday afternoon arts&crafts session?
 
It's called a bucket:
1 litre bottle - Cut the bottom off
2 litre bottle - Cut the top off

Make a gauze to fit over the top and hey presto - A "gravity bong" (aka. Bucket).
Needn't spend £65 on one. Make yer own. Have done so since I started smoking.
 
I've made a bucket bong before I just like the look of those vortex things. Its all tidier and there's no way a stoned mate can knock a bucket of bong water all over your new carpet.
 
I find when I smoke tobacco with weed it makes me damn tired and lethargic. If im smoking green I dont even smoke cigs and im quite a heavy tobacco smoker. Waterfalls are the way forward.

1.5l cola bottle with a hole in burnt in the bottom. Gauze made out of tinfoil. = %)
 
Lulz.

I much prefer bongs over spliffs. Never really smoked with anyone that prefers bongs, I imagine it'd be mildly ruinous if I smoked with someone who did a fair bit.

Lol, I've ruined my gf by getting her into bongs! lol, she never did them before now prefers them over anything lol, I've had so many k related glass breakages recently that im back using a shitty plastic bong :( need to get a downtube for me roor but never seem to have money for it8)
 
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