So i did explain it well? I read it like 4 times after i wrote it and still wondered if it made sense.
Yes, i smoke weed all the time, escpecially the come up when im feeling anxious/anxiety. Weed does help, it makes me feel more relax and it lets the acid do its thing. It also helps me catch my fry, sometimes my come up will last for days, feeling weird and loopy. Then i smoke a joint and everything is all better. Tomorrow im picking up some ketamine, and im going to see how that works out with the acid. Hopefully it does the trick.
and i do take high doses, usually 4-6 hits, and my friends taking 2 or 3 hits seems to be WAY more out there then i am, it seems that i do have a high tolerence. but i do get a pretty good mental high, thinking 6 things at once.
I have had times where i take the same amount of acid or even less as other times, and i fry harder and see more visuals. For example:
i took 4 hits at the lake, i saw minor visuals. Still had fun and all..
3 days later, i took 2 hits and we were in my car, and i never had as many visuals then that night. But i dont get it, shouldnt i have less serotonin in my brain? or could it have been that i was in a better enviorment and i felt more comfortable?
Usually when i am frying i sit in my car and listen to techno and stare at something, and it begins to move. and after about 20 minutes of sitting in that car eventually everything around me is going crazy, but then the minute i step out of the car, i just feel fried, but no visuals, and then i have to start all over.... it gets frusterating, i dont want to focus, i just want to trip. My friends dont need the techno...sometimes im not like this though. Every once in a while it does take over me and i dont need to focus. Even when i take less amounts then normal.