infectedmushroom
Bluelighter
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Heyyyyyy welcome back you. How the ell you get a six month ban? I was perma banned but let back in; lovely BL peopleyou take care, Hood, n good to see you back xxxx
Evey
Thanks for the welcome Evey.
Basically what happened was I gave staff a really hard time.. wont really go into detail as im ashamed at myself and wasn't in a good mindstate whilst doing it so thinking back brings bad vibes, feelings, n thoughts.
All i can say is Tianeptine changes the mind. It is definitely not to be fucked with and isn't just an opiate like a lot of people say. My mind is still fucked up (though im recovering) and its been 5 months since ive taken it. I'm on suboxone again, but they're trying to figure out how to fix what tianeptine broke in my brain.. (chemicals even more unbalanced than ever, plus i have schizoaffective disorder lol.. my mind is a scary place ATM. Hopefully ill be back to normal someday).
-HOOD