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Round and round we go
When it ends nobody knows
When it began also is unknowable
Surely this is not the only universe
Let alone world with life on it
In the infinite cosmos

When it ends is all up to you
Birth and death is no small matter
Dying and being born again
In a blissful or painful or somewhere in between realm is not a game

WAKE UP AND RETURN TO THE SOURCE
 
As I age the years away
I sit, I think, to the Lord I pray
I often wonder the reasons why
So many years have just flown by
The reasons may be
So be it so
For this I may never know
Just for today, I think I'll stay
I'll pray
I have the time for n.a/a.a
If I think back over the years
The good, the bad
The tears of fears
Just for today
The fight is gone
The struggle to win
Grows very strong
When I feel low
And don't know what to do
I'll make a meeting
Maybe even two
This too shall pass
For this I know
Because the rooms have taught me so
So as I pass thru this day
I think back over yesterday
If I forget where I have been
The war will start all over again
When I first came to n.a
I knew I felt all alone
But everyone made me feel right at home
So I think that I will stay awhile
I'll sit, I'll listen
The n.a style
I have 5 minutes if you need to talk
I will not walk
Away from here
The reasons lie
Why so many years have just flown by.
 
Mentally Ill,
gotta get away from these pills
but I still keep creepin these streets,
escapin these chills,
can't skip a beat.
Gotta keep livin',
it's me I have to save',
I can't give in to the grave,
at this stage in the game.
Make the right decision,
envision a good way,
to seize the day.
Carpe diem my friend,
this isn't the end.
It's a long road,
and you gotta know to let the opium go.
Create room for a different flower to grow.
 
^ nice.
I felt the flow of it whilst reading almost as if it were being sung to me in a rhythm.
 
^ nice.
I felt the flow of it whilst reading almost as if it were being sung to me in a rhythm.

Thanks man ^^

Here's another one I just wrote, but it doesn't have much of a flow in that sense but I really like how it turned out. I particularly enjoy the last two lines.


~I used to have a place in my head for these feelings,
revealing my passions, and goals I dream of achieving,
but now it's just an empty space,
a cold, dead, desolate place,
that craves that numb state which took them away.
Chasing something that was never there from the beginning,
an illusion, intruding, holding me back from winning.
Instead of succeeding,
I'm just feeding this phantom,
the ghost of a dragon who promises laughter and magic.
Happiness under it's warm thumb,
it's got me pinned now,
it caught me before I even started to run,
Once what was fun is now simply the same routine,
just trying to get away from the cold-blooded fiend.
Thought I would be the one to catch this creature,
but was I ever wrong.
This monster came at me, its power intense,
I had no defense,
no shield or sword to combat its attacks.
I helplessly dropped to my knees and pleaded for its mercy.
"Mercy does not exist", it hissed,
and proceeded to grip my consciousness
with its fiery claws. I was in awe,
I couldn't look away from its eyes.
Enjoying the pain I deep down despise.
"You aren't real!", I scream,
as my skin began to melt from the heat.
"You're just a spirit.... a ghoul!"
I was the fool all along, being used as a tool.
Thinking this beast was weaker than me.
Why can't I see through the smoke?
It's misleading.
I can hear, see, and feel it before me,
surrounding me is its dark mysterious misery,
yet so evasive in nature,
and translucent to reality.
Is this really the ghost of a dragon I'm chasing?
Or is it the ghost of the thoughts I fear facing?~
 
Creeping while you sleeping aint no peeping what im laying down,
Till the morning come around illuminating paint
Style advanced beyond your wildest dreams,
Fresh and clean,
simple mean,
fuck your team
I’m unibombing ted kaczynski never seen
Stalk In All black
keepin quiet
motherfuckers think they smooth but they lyin
cause they actually rough
Tough and rowdy, dowdy, there aint no one around me
a taxi rolls up
fuck it’s the cops!
Usain bolt sprint and puff untill the piggies leave me free
To paint your block black
Don’t be mad youre toy youre wack
Big ups to all the writers walking nightly through darkness
Keeping busy dodging cops and smashing steady targets
 
I hope it's alright if I share a selection of poems... some of them I want to share because of the topic, others for feedback. I've been writing for a long time and I don't know why... I've never known why I love poetry or love writing it, and I've never been very convinced of my own talent or purpose. But, whatever :)


These first two are from my "Poetics of Psychedelics" collection (and are entirely about LSD)...
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"11:28, and a few of the moments that preceded thereafter..."
I.
An update at 11:28 - Much more of dear mother Mary
And, then, sometime around, 11:
I receive my ticket–with supplication, in prostration–to everything.

500mcgs.... 500 less than the 500 more that I took before
A Soul's prostration; Nothing at the inheritor's expense.
Abundance is The fact of this Divine Sacrament, whose joy is in its
Self-revelation. Leaving me, feeling me much more Lucille, I'm feeling
Some Thing of Grace: freedom from my daily imaginings.

I am too little Alone and, too often instead:
Left alone with the self that loses me.


II.
What else—what touch, so soft and tender—could be both catalyst and cause in me of
This unfounded capacity to feel the energetic foundations sustaining me
In this Vast unfolding... I aggrandize and compromise the many fleeting moments 'till
The aggregate of eternity is suddenly revealed to me.

I have seen, it would seem, that a Wholeness exists,
and That an Order–underlying–reorders this chaos we live.

I see,
Drifting into the abstract ahead of me, a phantom:
A truth transcends its tether, gives me a glimmer
Of worlds we've burned to ash and ember.

III.
Rising from Earth, from
The ash and mud, clay and dirt...
On its surface this desert's sand is swirling symbols to bewilder
Even the most hardened, defensive, iconoclastic of hearts.
The stakes are higher and
Now, more than ever,
We Are That, We Are.
Both in joy and in sorrow, I accept and bless this quaking mess, and
Resolve to reconcile fear and love. I will participate in the squalor, and there,
Though buried by a dawning dark, the flame will forever flicker.



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“alone to Alone”

“Life is the flight from the alone to the Alone” - Plotinus


I, in full flight
from alone to Alone
and then
so swiftly–
right
‘round.
Back again?

Aloneness.
No,

more!
I feel––I look—I act like a mess,
But...

Fuck!
I am alive,

and again and at last,
I feel.

I, a something
in the nothing
of a moment, dance.
“It is as it should be,"
I heard it say to me,
in the pouring torrents of
Atonement’s rains.

Crying clouds
over dry, cheeked earth.

I felt
and sometimes still feel
in my self
a dying grace.
I felt and sometimes still feel
like a child
awake, aware, out of mind
in oneness, somewhere.


Now, who is the I
seeing the me
when I, Alone
Am It,

and it: me?




[written under the influence of LSD, then revised with LSD in mind... obscenity... and somehow this one is getting into my school's literary magazine ;) Hehe...)

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The next few are actually going to be in print soon, and I'm nervous... I dislike these, but the editors selected them of all the ones I submitted, so oh well...

“A Perennial Art”

She wrote,

Live with enduring trust and hope.
Your angel will always light your way...

I have lived and endured
Absent of trust, a Love beyond me,
As she has lived
Absent of that truth which
Left her,
Absent me.

I have found nothing in my aloneness
That could make my emptinesses
Any less hollow, nor fill my head with
The solace of dreams that teem with
Fruitful seeds to sow. But I do not know and,
Well,
I just don't know...

[Dirt, defeat and vulnerability.
No, not not unstable. Not yet, at least, not...
Entirely... And she may still come back some day,
and we.... we can still build some thing, something like a home.
Can't we? Angel, help me...]

A man must build his house alone and
Roughen his hands as well as his heart
Before he opens his door, before he shares his
Bed from which will bloom the two to one,
In an ever so rare, perennial, Art.
Two completes making one whole.

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“Ghosts In The Mirror”

A silhouette beckons me,
its flashing shadows strobe
memories vividly into the mirror,
to revisit, to reenter.

To touch once more for what was,
to reach for what could have been.

In the mirror I see
memories, dreams, and reflections
and ghosts of who I used to be.



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“Awaking Noiseless”


Lights turn off and mind turns on,
and I am cast into an inner-dusk,
the dim of the unconscious,
where narrow streets split

the rows of bourgeois houses.


Then in ephemeral pace, I follow the way–
knowing the steps, its steeps and slopes–
I arrive at a house that is familiar, hollow
and withering in recollection.

What had she said? I had not heard. I never will.

Every voice dissipates, and grows faint
until–like the ruins that enshroud it–is in its final years
condemned, and then neither seen nor heard from ever again.


I awake, with
nerves trembling in demolition, and
my hands held, gently
against my throat.
 
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(This one is kinda really personal, but I feel I needed to put it in poetic form and put it out there. I need to be comfortable with who I am, and know that there is nothing wrong with me for being the individual I am. I can't change it, and I don't want to)

No, I don't enjoy sex,
No, it's not because I haven't had "good sex".
No, it's not because I haven't found the "right person".
I'm not even looking in the first place.


Yes, I've experimented with the same gender.
Yes, I still found it awkward.
Yes, I have willingly partaken in actions that made me feel uncomfortable afterwards.
It's not considered rape, it was my own choice after all.


I hate getting hit on,
I despise the sound of kissing,
I do sometimes enjoy hugging,
and I'm very, very picky on cuddling.
I'm also an expert at making things really awkward.


No, I'm not bisexual,
pansexual,
homosexual,
or even heterosexual.
I believe they call it "asexual",
and if you still don't understand, it's okay.


It took me 23 years to understand it myself,
and I still struggle to do so.
I cannot control how I process an experience.
I just try to be comfortable with who I am,
and you should feel the same way about yourself.


No matter which direction the pendulum swings,
we are all a part of this journey in time. <3
 
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IAE, I like your last two poems particularly. I find your other work very enjoyable to read in terms of flow and prose but I don't understand it (could be because I have pretty bad brain fog from benzo wd, though.) Papa, nice as well, I like pieces which are raw and honest.
 
Thanks infected! Yep, a lot of my stuff can be a bit of a riddle. Good luck with the brain fog. I've been on benzos for a long, long time. You can make it through.
 
Thanks ^^
(Just wrote another one.. less depressing.)

Steppin' right through an open door,
a new time to explore,
an old land that lost its light.
Shinin', guidin' the way with my own insight.
Deep thoughts about life.
Why is day, divided from night?
What is wrong divided by right?
Look into the three eyes you've been provided.
Open your mind and decide,
pick a side,
join the ride.
There's so many different colours between black and white.
Blue, orange, yellow, green,
what does it all mean?
is it a dream, of a dream, of a dream...?
DMT hittin' the scene with some sacred geometry,
mathematical divinity,
sequences of synergy,
the mappings of this universe,
and everything that creates you,
and me.
So just breathe.
I gotta read between the lines,
reveal what is deep inside,
connect with everything I try to hide,
instead of thinking I'm protecting the depths of my mind,
when really it's slowly infecting each section,
not leaving a good impression,
numbing the message,
freezing the core with bad intentions.
Cold, dark, barren, and desolate,
I am my own arch nemesis,
and in the same instance,
my own best friend from a distance.
My own witness and cause to the infliction.
Just pause for a minute,
remember that time is infinite,
but your life on this earth will eventually diminish,
and dissolve as the spiral progresses and evolves.
There are no puzzles to solve.
Every piece lands where it is meant to fall.
So listen to your spirit when it calls,
don't fear it,
go near it,
become one with it,
and be done with all the pollution and toxic emissions.
Watch the void illuminate from black,
when a white flash refracts,
exposing that rainbow I once had.
Giving heat,
giving light,
giving another chance to sustain life.
A perfect balance of day and night,
wrong and right.
It seems I finally know what it all means.
To be alive. ~~~
 
Magickal Moonday,
spilling the reflection of Sunday's echo,
across a soon to be Mars-red morning of a Tuesday.
Mercury to follow with a bold, hot demand,
for the kiss of her evening love, Jupiter;
distant but loyal to his hump-day queen.
Swinging across space in a mystical state,
Venus carves her way through Thursday's stormy seas,
to mark her place as a Friday beauty.
Living for the weekend, she dances with Saturn's rings,
as she sings the enchanted song of the Seven Day Week.
Starting with that familiar echo of the Sun,
which pierced the skies, introducing light,
while bringing life, love, and perpetual day&night. ~ ☼~
 
I finally realized it all
With no facts to even recall
No one told me a damn fuckin' thing
I laid for hours simply just thinking
Then I realized people's reactions
And also certain factions
Nowadays, I don't know too many
So obviously it couldn't be just any
It will be verified by later today
Whether it's certain what I'm about to say
Everything I realized during this night
Only occurred just from tonight
The identities were hidden very well
But somehow, I could tell
I waited, and thankfully I study words
It allowed me to see what I heard
From my analysis a long time coming
Now I see why people are running
Don't want to admit that I became aware
Of everything happening that was unfair
Not just myself, because I actually care
Wondering who exactly was there
Now I know for sure, no one can hide
Who they are, because I feel it inside
Not only that, but from the subtle things
I would notice, be patient, with everything
Until it all builds up as the percentages rise
Now my innocence became my prize
I was fooled and told lies
But it's okay, because now I know
Exactly how to proceed with this show

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A little something I put together just now waiting for a customer. Just trying to get back into writing and everything you guys put out there in this thread lately has been very inspiring. This barely makes sense but I'm just trying to force myself to actually put some thoughts down, because there was a time where I was quite capable of expressing with words, some part of me I shut down about a year or two ago.

Saving time.
A useless endeavor
when spending's no crime.

There's no more forever.
Trying to break the bond,
on the chains of clever

minds. Mined and conned,
Information lost and gained.
The things of which we were so fond.

Fought and Feigned
our interest in love!
It's just how we were trained.

Attempting to see from above
the true nature of our walls & towers.
Somehow I stay stuck in the cove

The place that was All Ours
Sitting deathly still
Through all my unspent hours.
 
In one town there lives two old oak trees; both have elephant ears that have grown all the way up the trunks.

The difference between us is the side upon which we stood on the fault line. We were both there, but once I saw that line in the sand, and remembered it shook the earth, I said, "I will fall if I stay here." You thought the fault line would become a mountain that gave you the high ground. But you didn't understand the terrible violence the earth must undergo to become a mountain.
 
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Love

I write a lot, so I decided to divide my poems into categories. This post will cover love, unrequital, and heartbreak.

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A broken sigh
falls like leaves
from her head hung heavy,
and in her eyes,
the injured gaze

of beauty misunderstood;

When tomorrow comes,
she’ll not be the same,
for her lungs will have heaved
with the defective breath
of a shattered heart.

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I never claimed to be perfect,
and yet she wished it so.

An unspoken promise
to which I never agreed;

And now she knows
that unrequited part of me
that took a lifetime to overcome;

And now she sees
with eyes wide open
that I chose to return;

An unspoken promise to her,
now realized:

I never claimed to be perfect,
and now she knows it’s true.

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How I rue the siren’s call;
She treads within these muddy waters;
The morning star shines above;
Torrential love,
won’t you ease my mind
and carry me under?

From city streets
and wicked deeds
this heart was forged;
An emptiness like no other.

O woe is me,
tonight the voices
infect my mind
and strip bare
an ego so carefully crafted.

There is no respite
from your serpentine allure;
The two sides of your mouth
have worn thin enough for me to see:
Wanting you is like a disease
and my body has grown weak.

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Along the flume, my ghosts coalesce;

Feeding the soul of another lover;

Little does she know,
forever was never my intent;

As certain as the days grow cold,

and the autumn harvest thins,

the drumming within my chest
will slow and one day cease;

There is nothing to be undone
until my final breath
has passed.

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These collections of moments,
we’ll call them memories,
I’ll carry in my head
for the sake of you,
for the sake of me;

For the truth of consequence
is a damned shame, you’ll see,
when tomorrow fades away,
for the sake of you,
for the sake of me.

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All works c2015-2016 Jacob Michael Peter Welch
 
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Social

I write a lot, so I decided to divide my poems into categories. This post will cover social issues, history, and basic philosophy.

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Minutes,
hours,
even days;
Structured,
subjects
by another name;
The memetic tempo,
the lion’s gaze;
A slow dance
down
a filthy drain.

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Bills to pay,
sheep to the shears;

Black lungs mired
in the mountain’s vice;

A grim scythe swings

o'er the forsaken harvest
o’ fools too early taken;

You will ne'er be forgotten;

For it is your bones
upon which we tread;

And credit
for your graves
which made men great:

We'er in union blues
or shades o’ grey.

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Whispers in my ear;

The dead wish to live again.

A soft strumming
of worn out strings;

The dead hope to rise.

From coffin nails
to slow exhales,
the living wane
and slowly fail.

I tie my knots,
I lift my sails;

The dead setting off again.

From Roanoke
to Jamestown’s walls,
the sea consumes another soul;

And I’m settling down
on this foreign shore
without a line
to cast back home;

The living dream
of growing old;

The dead remain,
trapped
in rotting bones.

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The wringing of dry hands;

Hours passed on the state’s dime;

No therapy, no kodak moments:

Save the ramblings of an unhinged jaw,

sate the violence of a senile soldier,

savor the fifteen minutes of sunlight,

real unfiltered sunlight;

Will the kids be alright,

or will they simply be?

Taking comfort in names and numbers.

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It’s a moment we few will
understand;
The moment
that truly makes a man.

A three pound pull,
a fraction of an inch of steel,
separating the ether
from the world that makes it real.

If God had a plan
would he reveal it to you?
If Lucifer’s words were right
would that make them
the truth?

If to Maitreya the wand'ring
soul must tithe,
is wisdom there for us,
or are we just grain beneath the scythe?

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It’s humbling,
the growth of a man;
A loss of words,
the taming of ego;
All of the tomorrows
never guaranteed.

The shedding of shackles.
Real shit colored in Kool-Aid,
like city water for black teeth.

And it’s humbling,
the death of a man;
Mourning shared by those
with nothing else to carry on
except the yesterdays
never forgotten.

The shedding of tears;
Millenial mindset;
Cars as gifts and suburbia as a
black hole.

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My dad keeps the lights on.

I love the sound of helicopters,
flying along their patrol routes:

Back and forth,
back and forth;

Sirens blaring at the edge of awareness,
I hope they aren’t coming for me:

We are calm,
you stay calm;

Rifle rounds fired in the distance,
mowing the lawn twice a week:

Back and forth,
back and forth;

My dad keeps the lights on.

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All works c2015-2016 Jacob Michael Peter Welch
 
Personal

I write a lot, so I decided to divide my poems into categories. This post will cover personal and emotional issues.

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Tiny little pin pricks
loaded with black ink;
These tiny little moments
impressed in memory.

It took me millions

of tiny little pin pricks
for someone else to see,
that their tiny little story
had been written all over me.

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As the dew drops
from a blade of grass,
dips my head
and heaves my chest.

The recycled air
o’ brethren fallen
ignites my ire,
a primal rage.

How the moments stretch
and shrink at will;
In the present only;
neither future
nor past defined.

Beneath the surface,
you will unearth
a man, made whole.

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Presently, I await
a knock upon my door,
a rapping on my window,
a smile,
and nothing more.

I prepared
for years,
and learned how to relate,
but as I found my voice,
you just walked away.

Was it something that I said,
or simply who I am?
Whatever the reason,
I won’t feel
like this
again.

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I always seem to fall
into that hopeful place,
and hope clouds observation;
I become impulsive
and I become deceptive;
I say what I mean
and I am neglected:
I never know when to stop.
I never know when to stop,
it’s easier
when I let my brain
take the backseat
and put my hands on the wheel;
I say too much
and it never means enough,
but my heart bleeds for her:
I never know when to stop,
I never know when to stop.

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You will never know me,
no,
you will never see,
no,
you will never know me,
yet,
you will always be
someone that
I left behind,
and someone that I missed,
right up until the moment
they unclenched
my balled up
fists.

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Tonight, allow me to bear this burden;
With you;
For you;
As you need;
As you will allow.

Let this tear be shed for you;
Let this sob,
and this sigh,
and this wincing of my eyes,
grant you a single moment
in which to understand
that you will never be alone.

We are always here.

So, when the doubt
and darkness
of inevitable decay
overtake you;
In your most private moment,
simply know:

I have felt this with you.

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c2015-2016 Jacob Michael Peter Welch
 
Come with me, I'll lead you to a world of destiny,
magical feelings and anything you wish to see.
euphoric experience is my specialty,
just wait and see what I'll do to you while you're busy thinkin' of me.
Take a taste of this beautiful waste of space,
just a trace of what you thought you could chase.
Picture the whole vision, now just erase,
everything you thought,
made up how your mind relates to the way it talks,
I'ts not all what it seems to be once it's lost,
you see that my presence is just another chalked up flaw.
Don't dare to say you're not aware of my face.
I take control of this place.
Just call me majesty,
I am the tragedy you never wanted to be.
But it seems that you've reasoned with the demon,
I'm screaming in laughter,
I've made you a disaster,
but you know once you slow your emotions,
I can keep 'em enclosed, hidden, but written in stone.
So you know the next time you think you're alone,
you can pull out my notes from the numbed files,
my opiate legacy.
You'll never be free from me,
I am the king,
the queen, and their knights that you fight n the daily.
Don't think I will make it easy for you do avoid losing.
Just wait, I know everything you hate,
everything you've avoided thinking about every day,
it's insane how life seems to happen this way,
and create scars and stains that eventually cause real pain,
they never go away, so you turned to me,
the opiate dream,
the one that makes you fiend for that relief,
that brief safe place that takes away everything you hate.
A perfect state of not feeling a thing that shakes your brain.
Well it's too bad I've got you,
you chose me and I'll haunt you for eternity,
I'm not make believe like the stories seem too be,
you better watch out, cause I'l ruin you and your family,
everyone that loves you will worry, and I'll make you not care,
about their mental despair, because I'm here for only you,
I'm stuck like glue,
it's hard to explain something so hard to get through,
so don't give a damn, I am what I am,
addiction,
a trap, a pleasurable pain,
that tainted blood in your veins.
When will you change?
I don't really care, I'm here for the ride,
you're here to decay.
 
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