I've never cried like this over a thread on this site before. I wish there was something I could say to all of you who have lost, but all I can offer is a sincere Thank You, I hope your words have an impact on a friend of mine or two
I'm at a loss of words here guys... The number of heroin and opiate related OD's and suicides scares the shit out of me. I'm not an abuser myself (on any regular basis at least) but have a friend who I swear to god I am going to force to read through this thread, like I just forced myself to do.
I've found myself recently on the brink with a 2c-e trip. 15 mg up the shnozz. I inhaled too deeply and the powder hit my lungs like burning embers. It felt as if they had shot directly into my heart from within my lungs, and the chest pain that persisted throughout my trip left me staring at the realization that I have done some damage to my heart over the years. (Although I felt no fear of this realization at the time, I was ready to die as far as I was concerned. I've never felt that realistically close to fucking up and killing myself before...on accident that is =\).
Right next to prozac now, I place heroin and friends, as leading to the most drug related suicides.... A class action against the assholes who marketed that shit to kids really needs to pick up soon, before it's too late. Someone needs to pay for all the lives lost to that 'medication'
Sorry for getting off track.. long night... this thread really caught me off guard...

you guys, everyone stay safe
~Peace