Geez, I think he gets the point, guys. Everyone keeps going, "dude! Do something else! Do other drugs! Get some DXM! You could have done anything else you moron!" I'm sure he was more or less aware that there were alternatives around, and he made a conscious decision to huff gasoline instead. While misguided, the OP doesn't sound like a complete lunatic; he realizes he made a grave error in judgment.
Let's just take his trip report as it is, appreciate that it exists as a warning to others, and not be so judgmental.