hockey4life
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 12, 2013
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- 51
Honestly dude, your playing with fire... As an IV heroin addict, I can say and am confident many other members can say, I see myself 10 years ago in you.. In the beginning we all thought we could handle it, and a lot if us CAN for awhile... As you continue to chip in the beginning you begin gaining confidence in yourself and how you "got this figured out" along with the , " it's not going to happen to me" mindset.. This will for most people lead to increased use very gradually over time, Example : Once a week to twice a week... As you slowly use more often in this gradual pattern you will then remember that opiates are severely addictive so you will then stop for some period of time ( could be a day, week, few weeks).. During this break you will NOT get sick, and you think, " this addiction is overhyped, I'm completely fine!" You will then go back to it eventually and gradually increase your use even more to 3-4x a week, gaining even more confidence in your ability to handle the opiates.. Your still never sick, and life is great.. After a period of times the rules you create will keep changing and new rules will keep be formed.. You'll start taking the pills everyday and your life will be great for a brief period of time ( your getting high everyday, you have money, your still not getting sick, and its not constantly in your mind about controlling it since you caved and started doing it daily) and at this point your skating on thin ice.. You will then convince yourself that, " I'm still not a drug addict, I do this for fun, I can stop easily!" This thought will justify your everyday use to continue... One day you will wake up with no opiates, can't score, have no money etc. and realize that your bones are on fire melting through your flesh.. You are sick now... The days where you could pop an oxy once a week are long gone... Your a drug addict now with a powerful physical addiction and a strong psychological dependence.. Its at this point you realize that maybe.... Just maybe... all those warnings to stay the f**k away from this crap were REAL... Stay off the ops, I'd give anything to go back to the early days where it was just fun and games where you are! Best if luck
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