Hello and welcome to Bluelight hon
Please take some time to read through the following thread.
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/665970-Personal-Accounts-of-Addiction-What-s-Your-Story
Do you know what "withdrawals" are? If not let me know. I'll be happy to explain them to you, though unfortunately many people find out on their own. Especially thinking at first they're not so bad... thry get worse over time due to several factors.
I know how much I *HATED* being told what to do when I was 13. Please understand that the kind people telling you to quit while you're ahead are advising you this from a place of care, concern, and love. In fact, I'm with them.
If nothing anyone can say will convince you to stop, before you get in iver your head without realizing it until it's too late, then please read up on harm reduction. For example, pills with APAP will seriously hurt your liver, in a high enough dose, irreparably.
I'm glad you found your way here. There are a lot of very intelligent and caring people here....many who learned the HARD way.
Also check out the Shrine here, dedicated to members of BL who have passed away.
Edit: the Shrine:
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/89-Bluelight-Shrine
You're so young, and there's still time to find healthier methods of coping with life that will spare your mind and body the sheer hell of destruction from drugs. And no, I'm not some puritanical prude. But there's a fine line between fun and irreversible damage sometimes.
What are some reasons you use? Are you trying to cope with troubling feelings, boredom, restlessness, etc? It's good to be self-aware, in any life situation, really.
Wishing you the best.
If you have any questions or need to talk, PM me.
Take good care of yourself.
Peace.