I know a number of people for whom the PCP analogues do not mix, while others do. It seems like the arylcyclohexylamines have been problematic for you in the past, but I don't see anything wrong with you and your girl wanting to do a little nitrous together. I'd watch your ass with MXE and the like though, seems like a slippery slope, and I'd hate for you to end up fucking your life up again.
Understand where you are coming from completely and the K/MXE and family isn't something I would be seeking out anytime soon. But I'm sure you remember when a few years ago I was able to have 100mgs MXiPr/MXPr and play nice for a day or so and be fine afterward. I'd not wanna have more than that when I did the DCK and O-PCE and only had a taste I was fine as well.
I just can't have bunches around or I will binge it. But when I take those drugs that you can actually hole on I just stay in bed and listen to music and have epic trips. 3-MeO-PCP I somehow didn't black out on but did a gram in about a month using it everyday all day long, but towards the end of the month my ex-fiance was pretty mad cuz I was sorta burnt out and acting odd most the time I would take big combo of 2C-B, ALD-52, 4-HO-MET, DOC, 4-AcO-DMT, 2C-C, 2C-D I believe we're the drugs I did combos with obviously not all at the sametime. But it mixed with psychs so well and I had some mind-blowing trips.
When I got the 3-HO-PCE I tried to do it daily yet again I had 1.5 grams buts after only a few days daily use I binged hard one day and did over 100mgs and ended up going catatonic and when my girl came home she didn't know what was wrong with me and called the damn ambulance. They brought me to hospital but I came down after a few hours and they also made me flush all that 3-HO-PCE, 5 grams of 4-AcO-DMT and 7 grams of Mushrooms, when I had to lose the psychs I was devastated but they said I could either flush them or the would give them to the cops, choice was obvious.
When I had the gram of 3-MeO-PCE last times I binged it daily and went off my rocker, kept taking my clothes off and trashing my apartment. I'd come to and everything would be a mess and I'd have to clean it up. One day after taking two 30mg doses spread out I walked into Walmart and screamed the lyrics to Kiss song "I wanna rock and Roll, all night and party everyday" the whole place went quiet and everyone was looking at me in disbelief. You could have heard a pin drop. I went walking around the store telling everyone I was a Wizard and then I walked up to a man in an Army uniform and I hugged him, he proceeded to punch me in the throat hard as fuck and I was knocked to the floor gasping for breath, it was terrible and then the brought me to the Psych ward cuz they obviously thought I was crazy.
After that I had the trip where I thought I was in the Garden of Eden and I was walking in a field surrounded by trees across from my apartment and obviously people called the cops cuz there was a big naked man outside. I know this sounds like Dissos are obviously trouble but I swear it is the PCP analogs that fuck me up. When I was doing the DMXE it was going wonderfully I was having great trips and all was well until I started mixing it with the 3-MeO-PCE. That drug is just way to unpredictable in my case to use safely cuz like I said I don't hole no matter the dose and I'm mobile and in Wizard Mode.
Like you see in my story I did Ketamine and MXE like drugs fine when I was given limited dosages by friends. In the past I was able to use my Methoxetamine successful also and had plenty of grand adventures. But yes i am a Dissociative Addict and they are my favorite drugs in the world, when I think about never doing them again I get bummed out. I've just had so many monumental experiences and believe I have more to learn from the headspace only this family of drugs can provide. When I use them I feel like I'm unlocking the secrets of life and the universe, I know that sounds kinda wild but it's true nonetheless.
I'm hoping that my n2O adventures in the future will scratch the itch for me. I had so much fun with it at Shakedown Street this passed weekend. If I could go on a little binge with it on Saturdays I'm sure it will satisfy me for now. But I will never stop dreaming about Dissos, it's the only drugs that lures me in like this psychologicaly and cause me to have fantasy's. Some of the best moments of my life were on that class of drugs.
~Cosmic Charlie
