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Holy fucking shit, 12 pints of whiskey a day?? That's horrible. Her liver is gonna go out.

Do you drink 24/7? if not, you probably don't have withdrawals from it. Unless you previously have been dependent on alcohol.
 
Xorkoth said:
Holy fucking shit, 12 pints of whiskey a day?? That's horrible. Her liver is gonna go out.

Do you drink 24/7? if not, you probably don't have withdrawals from it. Unless you previously have been dependent on alcohol.
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Yeah I've been worried about her a bit. She doesn't eat but has gained a lot of seemingly water weight lately. Her veins don't look healthy at all in her legs either. This is just since I've known her. So, a little over a year.

I've been having some alcohol almost 24/7 (while awake) since I quit rolling and/or tripping all day everyday a short while ago. When I was rolling everyday not drinking was no problem, lol. I don't drink when I roll because I tend to blackout.

I'm tempted to go to detox just because I know they'll give me lots of ativan. The last time I went to detox they gave me so much ativan that I kept waking up in the hospital not knowing where I was and peeking out the door and going "oh yeah I'm in the hospital".

At this point I'm pretty sure when I quit it'll just take a day or two to return to feeling normal again. Still I wish I had some benzos so I could sleep through it.
 
Yeah a benzo is super helpful with alcohol. If you could just take benzos for a couple of days you'd be totally fine for sure.

Do you know if you have withdrawals if you don't have alcohol?
 
Kellsee said:
It's just not like how it use to be. Times have changed. You just can't go around giving random motorboats anymore. It's dangerous....harm reduction guys
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It's guys giving motorboats right? Not girls giving motorboats? Or just "they are motorboating".
I'm guessing the first one and I have the right image in mind but I'd like to have the terminology down
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah a benzo is super helpful with alcohol. If you could just take benzos for a couple of days you'd be totally fine for sure.

Do you know if you have withdrawals if you don't have alcohol?
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I think I'm likely to have a hangover for a couple days. I dunno if it's really "withdrawal" but I know that it goes away if I start drinking again which is why I keep drinking everyday.

Also, it's impossible to sleep without alcohol or benzos in me. That's going to be the biggest challenge of doing this at home with no benzos for sure.

I was so much better off when I was prescribed diazepam. I was prescribed 2x 10mg per day and always took both at bedtime with 40mg mirtazipine.

I only drank two 24oz beers, once a month or so, the entire time I was on diazepam (maybe six years?)
 
Good luck @simstim you know what to do :)

I inadvisably tried to test the methylphenidate recreational potential today, snorted my way through 80mg. Absolutely miserable, there's nothing there and the comedown is brutal. My inner stim fiend is still there somewhere, at least I know now
 
phenethylo J said:
Things seem to be in order for now thinking of maybe plugging up some 2c-t-4 this weekend. Just enjoying some coffee and distillate dabs right now.

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How is 2-ct-4? Is it available again or you just have a stash?

My first psychedelic phenethylamine was 2-ct-2. I remember snorting it with my buddy in college and his roommate kept playing kmfdm and metallica and other shit that was hard. I was laying on the floor in their dorm room and my buddy was laying on his bed and we were begging his roommate to play some pink floyd or something instead, lol. He just kept laughing at us and kept torturing us. We were tripping too hard to do anything about it. Lol.
 
Just a bit of an old stash haven't ordered anything in ages at least I still have a small bit of some 2c-xs, expired al-lad+lsd, and tma-6.
Find 2c-t4 is more on the empathogenic side rather than being an even mix of psychedelic/empathogen like 2c-t2 is.
t4 sort of has a dissociative quality to it.


Have a nice 2c-t2 trip with another bler and a couple of his friends. There were other sober roomates and friends hanging around but I didn't mind; find 2c-t2 to be pretty social.We both happened to have enough for each of us to dose 20mgs which we took in shot glasses of water. Had ended a week long mxe binge a few days before taking the t2, also in the middle of the binge ended up snorting 50mgs of 2c-e in eyeballed bumps over the coarse of 2 days. It was out of a bag that I knew only had 50mgs but still was pretty stupid. It was also my first time taking a psychedelic in at least a few years or so not counting k and mxe which I had recently started using after being completely done with all non prescribed drugs besides weed for years.
This was back when mxe was still new can't believe how easily available that stuff was.
 
Everybody misses MXE. I think we can all agree on that.

I've never been able to keep a proper stash of psychedelics due to ordering low quantities so that I can test new releases a few times and move on. This has meant trying lots of rc's only a few times. Sometimes only once or twice due to sharing.

I do have a stash now though and haven't been tripping because I've had so much going on lately.

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I have been tripping a lot recently. Like, daily for awhile. Taking a break.
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
Good luck @simstim you know what to do :)

I inadvisably tried to test the methylphenidate recreational potential today, snorted my way through 80mg. Absolutely miserable, there's nothing there and the comedown is brutal. My inner stim fiend is still there somewhere, at least I know now
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More recreational plugged, pretty good rush. Hard to snort a decent dose with all the binders. Still not that great though. I'm long done with stimulants, just piss me off at all the time im wasting.

Saying that i'd have a hard time saying no to some pure 4-mmc. What a time back in the golden mephedrone days.
 
simstim said:
Everybody misses MXE. I think we can all agree on that.

I've never been able to keep a proper stash of psychedelics due to ordering low quantities so that I can test new releases a few times and move on. This has meant trying lots of rc's only a few times. Sometimes only once or twice due to sharing.

I do have a stash now though and haven't been tripping because I've had so much going on lately.

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I have been tripping a lot recently. Like, daily for awhile. Taking a break.
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I used to be that way too, but once I quit taking a fortune of opioids every day, and got a number of raises, I finally had disposable income, and I spent much of 2018-2020 accumulating an epic stash a gram at a time. Now I find myself with 75 (last I counted) different psychedelics/dissociatives, most at a gram or more. It's actually pretty ridiculous. :ROFLMAO:

"once you get into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can" - Raoul Duke a.k.a. Xorkoth
 
Xorkoth said:
I used to be that way too, but once I quit taking a fortune of opioids every day, and got a number of raises, I finally had disposable income, and I spent much of 2018-2020 accumulating an epic stash a gram at a time. Now I find myself with 75 (last I counted) different psychedelics/dissociatives, most at a gram or more. It's actually pretty ridiculous. :ROFLMAO:

"once you get into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can" - Raoul Duke a.k.a. Xorkoth
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The best stashes I ever had were back in 2010. I had $14k in the bank and spent the majority of it on rc's. Mostly psychedelics and cathinones.
 
I'm feeling somewhat better this morning and wanted to post about it.

If you've been reading my posts then you know I've been going through some shit lately. My friend just died, my daughter just moved back out of state, I've been bingeing grams and grams of MDMA, my apartment is full of insects, I've been drinking everyday, my spice dealer got shot, etc.

Well tonight something good happened. I talked to a chick I like a whole lot for the first time in a couple of months. We met through Facebook dating and talked everyday a whole lot for quite awhile.

She posted on Facebook yesterday about her dad's cancer so I texted her for the first time in a couple of months to ask if she was ok. We had a really good text conversation tonight.

We've only had one date, but that went really well. We spent like 4 hours drinking coffee and talking. She kept touching my hand throughout, which is always a good sign. We even made out a little when we were saying goodbye.

We stopped talking before because I was on a multiple day MDMA binge and didn't text her for a few days. That's the only reason as far as I know. I just stopped texting her.

We have a lot in common and I find her physically attractive. She's a bit older than me but I tend to prefer that. (My ex wife is older than her).

I dunno, just feeling more hopeful after talking to her tonight. Things might be looking up!

I honestly didn't think I would meet anyone again after my wife, but am seriously thinking differently now. It's really hard to date this chick, though, because she works all the time and on the weekend goes out of town to see her dad who has cancer.

Perhaps there is some hope. After the long conversation we had tonight I think there could be....
 
simstim said:
I'm feeling somewhat better this morning and wanted to post about it.

If you've been reading my posts then you know I've been going through some shit lately. My friend just died, my daughter just moved back out of state, I've been bingeing grams and grams of MDMA, my apartment is full of insects, I've been drinking everyday, my spice dealer got shot, etc.

Well tonight something good happened. I talked to a chick I like a whole lot for the first time in a couple of months. We met through Facebook dating and talked everyday a whole lot for quite awhile.

She posted on Facebook yesterday about her dad's cancer so I texted her for the first time in a couple of months to ask if she was ok. We had a really good text conversation tonight.

We've only had one date, but that went really well. We spent like 4 hours drinking coffee and talking. She kept touching my hand throughout, which is always a good sign. We even made out a little when we were saying goodbye.

We stopped talking before because I was on a multiple day MDMA binge and didn't text her for a few days. That's the only reason as far as I know. I just stopped texting her.

We have a lot in common and I find her physically attractive. She's a bit older than me but I tend to prefer that. (My ex wife is older than her).

I dunno, just feeling more hopeful after talking to her tonight. Things might be looking up!

I honestly didn't think I would meet anyone again after my wife, but am seriously thinking differently now. It's really hard to date this chick, though, because she works all the time and on the weekend goes out of town to see her dad who has cancer.

Perhaps there is some hope. After the long conversation we had tonight I think there could be....
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Hey man. Are you doing ok? I was feeling a bit worried for you the last couple of days. Your were sounding down from finally spinning down.

Sounds a positive thing you have this chick to talk to. I’ve been talking to my dog mostly the last few days. I tried to tell her to put the drugs in the trash when I passed out but when I came to she still hadn’t cleaned up a thing.

it’s like I’m speaking Swedish or something when I’m high. She just doesn’t get it.
 
simstim said:
We stopped talking before because I was on a multiple day MDMA binge and didn't text her for a few days. That's the only reason as far as I know. I just stopped texting her.
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The amount of good things I've missed out on because sometimes I can't reply to texts and emails. Don't know why. Just can't.

I'll sit there thinking about it for hours, sometimes days, typing draft after deleted draft.. it's really strange.
 
Perforated said:
Hey man. Are you doing ok? I was feeling a bit worried for you the last couple of days. Your were sounding down from finally spinning down.

Sounds a positive thing you have this chick to talk to. I’ve been talking to my dog mostly the last few days. I tried to tell her to put the drugs in the trash when I passed out but when I came to she still hadn’t cleaned up a thing.

it’s like I’m speaking Swedish or something when I’m high. She just doesn’t get it.
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I'm doing ok. I'm sick of drinking alcohol and smoking tobacco. Mostly I'm sick of the alcohol. I'm sick of having beer shits and puking/dry heaving throughout the day everyday.

I'm giving up this daily drinking. I would say I would give it up tomorrow, but it's 6:44am and I've been drinking steadily (not heavily though) all night.

Dogs are awesome. I love dogs.

I've got a couple cats myself. One of the cats that has been hanging out here lately belongs to a neighbor though. The one I tripped mushrooms with a few weeks ago (her first trip). They must not feed it because it keeps coming over here and crying outside the door, and then it eats and eats. It's a really affectionate cat too.

Thanks for checking on me!
 
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