Went to a pretty big event and took 200 mcg of LSD together with friends 1 hour before the headliner was supposed to play. Technically it was the first time I dropped LSD at an outdoor rave, I've only used MDMA and 2C-B for that before. I wanted to do it earlier to have more time to settle into the trip but followed the collective decision. How much harder can it be, I thought. I've heard enough psychedelic trance, I know the artist (hint: German). What can go wrong if I peak during the most intense performance of the night on the strongest fuckin' acid I've ever tried?
Well, I've got to say, getting desintigrated down to the level of one-dimensional branes really puts your life in a perspective, especially since there's no "time" to speak of at this level and "your" is just a practically infinite amount of quantum strings vibrating. I guess you could call that "ego-death" of sorts? Happened a couple times too, I must have looked like a complete loonie lol, either flailing around to the beat or just walking off and laying down in random places. No bad vibes though! Got tired of this extreme state eventually and went elsewhere to chill down a bit. Had a lot more fun once the stimulation became manageable and I could put it to good use.
I'd say that kind of trip intensity makes consciousness and mind more flexible. You can reshape them a bit, give yourself some goals to work towards, get rid of negativity, etc... I think I made some important decisions the morning after. Isn't it just great? You're coming down from an acid trip and there's just this blissful, sensitive state when you just get to sit down on a river bank and look at the mist rising up from the water as the sun rises and colors it.
