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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: Tripping Past 2020

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electronDegenerate said:
Ugh.
This happened to me a few years ago, except for me I was gone working, and right when I got back in to town I got food poisoning, and then I went home (I had a cat/house sitter who was family) my cat died. Had a lung infection that took him out and my family member didn’t realize it was happening. Still a little fucked up about the experience even though it was a couple years ago now... So that hits me right in the feels
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For me, it was extra fucked up because my girlfriend was watching my cats (we live together). My girl cat who died could be quite annoying and insistent and my girlfriend was extra depressed at that time and she noticed that my cat wasn't coming around much like usual, and just ignored her because it was nice for her to not have to deal with her. She told me that she had thrown up and seemed like she was walking funny, and I was going to come home a few days early from my detox retreat, but she convinced me it was probably nothing. Then I got home and saw my cat and I was like what the fuck, she isn't good at all! She clearly was deathly ill. She purred a lot when I found her, but wouldn't even open her eyes. I took her to the vet hours later, and the vet saw her and was like oh man, yeah there's probably nothing we can do. I had them draw blood in case there was something, and I went to run an errand, and when I got back, she had passed. My girlfriend was horribly guilty and traumatized by it, and I was a weird combination of angry at her, and compassionate towards her, because obviously she didn't mean for that to happen. She was 16 years old, but she had been healthy, I had gotten her surgery to remove cancer a year before, we think that one time that she got out she ate a poisonous plant, she had a weird thing where she ate every plant she saw, like entirely consumed, she'd eat flowers in a single bite and take every flower off a plant and then start eating the leaves and stems down to the ground, it was super weird.

We both struggled with guilt after that. I relapsed and never told her because she felt horrible enough already. My girlfriend cried for hours every single day for like 3 months. She told me she had never hated herself more. I eventually was able to tell her I forgave her, but I don't think she accepted that, until one day I had eaten some MXiPr, and she broke down once again, and I got enveloped by a magic similar to MXE's magic, and we had the most amazing conversation, where we both felt that I was inside her head. We talked through a ton of stuff, not only about my cat but also about her own trauma from her dad and stuff like that. Ever since then she has been happier and more at ease.

Sorry about your kitty too ♥️
 
electronDegenerate said:
I once caught someone at a different festival giving out 35mg doses of 2C-P to people who really had no idea what it was and just wanted some acid or mushrooms. That was the first time I ever put my foot down in the name of harm reduction. Sadly wasn't my last time either
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Holy fuck that's a horribly high dose, what the fuck? That's overdose territory.

2C-P is quite hypnotic, I like it though I haven't taken a full dose. DOPr, its amphetamine counterpart, is one of the best trips I've ever had, it's incredible, but the duration is absurdly long (40 hours)
 
I felt similarly complicated emotions concerning my family member.
At first I wanted to beat the shit out of him. All I could think was that it could not have happened if he just paid the fuck attention.
But he had heavy stuff going on and at the time was just awful with responsibility. I just couldn't maintain that level of rage towards someone through the sadness.

Eh, I could go on and on about that, but i'll not.
Just weird how similar that experience sounds to mine.
 
2C-P is that psychedelic that was in the media after that one girl overdosed on it after snorting a line (<----) of it, pretty insane, but other drugs were in play as well. 35mg is literally insane I think, if we think of it as roughly twice as potent as 2C-E with an ever steeper dose-response curve, I can't even imagine.

I'm also not one to really trip at festivals, and clubs certainly not, it's too hard for me, it overcomplicates the day/night massively, and in the end I'd probably prefer tripping over sober because why not but I'd enjoy it a millions times more at home. If anything, it kinda prevents me from being lost in the moment.

I thought 2C-P was really good myself, very unique and comfortable but as with DOPr there was nagging emptiness to it for me, something that 2C-E never is, but when it comes to pure coolness of psychedelic effects and the flowing places you can reach, I think it can rival 2C-E, well for me then.
 
Jesus I am frying hard, crazy to think people can do 3 times as much memantine as this, maybe I need to be one of those people eventually, eventually I am a composite of everyone I have met in one way or another
 
also 2c-p at 35 mg would be nuts, I think I was fine with 10 or less, from my memory 7 mg was enough, stuff lasts a while too, damn I bet I could make a hell demon of a hybrid compound between bromo-dragonfly and 2c-p, talk about micrograms
 
DOPr-Dragonfly?

I wasn't around at the dragonfly times, I guess it wasn't very good either way? I don't mind long psychedelic experiences at all, but there needs to be a point to the duration, or you need to find a point to the duration.. I wonder what the drug feels like, I guess it feels more like a 2C-x than DOx?
 
I was able to get some a little 'late to the party' and knew kinda what it would entail, was OK but I think I enjoyed it more since I added 6-APB to it (been some time now, pretty sure that was the combo).
 
I've never actually come across bromo-dragonfly. It might have been great for all I know.
But it was extremely potent and got a bad rap when it went around mislabeled as 2c-b or something. Taking that large a dose of bromo-dragonfly proved disastrous for a lot of poor people. Now I have to go through the whole safety checklist as far as sub-dose titration goes every time I get a new batch of anything, even if I am very familiar with that substance....
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
DOPr-Dragonfly?

I wasn't around at the dragonfly times, I guess it wasn't very good either way? I don't mind long psychedelic experiences at all, but there needs to be a point to the duration, or you need to find a point to the duration.. I wonder what the drug feels like, I guess it feels more like a 2C-x than DOx?
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I got to try it twice. I thought it was not very good, there was notable vasoconstriction and body discomfort, and nothing special about it; It lasted like 24 hours and like super generic, it got boring real quick and I wished it would end.

2C-B-fly is worlds better.
 
I only know one person who ever tried bromo-dragon fly years ago he told me it was a straight living hell for 18 hours he thought he was going to die lying on his floor trapped in a eternal hell and the body load vasoconstriction.
 
I noted the vasoconstriction and it did have a little bit of visuals but OK is all I will give it, probably the only person who will ever exist to have tried 6-APB and Bromo-dragonfly at the same time though.

Right now I am reading about Salvidor Dali and looking up mathematical terminology such as cusp.

Whats anyone else up to?
 
Binging How to with John Wilson, just finished episode 4, best one yet. I'm fucking brewing with energy today, no way I can sleep, but I'm gonna try after one this one..........
 
Just got over a cynical wave after having a surprise conversation about politics and media censorship.
Had to pace around my house fantasizing I was Thanos with the Infinity Gauntlet just snapping my fingers for a while.
 
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