I would like to try the nbomes, not sure I ever will. But I love reading about them and we do not have too many people that can type trip reports.
If you're curious about either 25C-NBOMe, 25I-NBOMe, or 25B-NBOH, I can detail any (or all) of them for you, as far as total experiences I'm maybe 25-50 total with 25C, 10-20 with 25I, and maybe 5-10 with 25B so far.
I admire your Spirit Esper. I honestly think you will be fine, as sometimes I worry some people will end up in the shrine and they do. But you have some very large tolerance that will keep you healthy. But I do feel the need to say careful man, we need you on this Earth to keep the balance. Proceed wisely as you have been.
I appreciate the kind words and the reminder, to stay safe, I've got far too much to live for to risk it over stupid shit. When working with compounds that have narrow therapeutic indices, I tend to compound it (as in turn the crystal into an RoA, not compound as in mix with something else, sorry for the confusion I'm stoned as a rock off HHC right now) ASAP so that it's in a safe form. For example, I have two sheets of MDMB-4en-PINACA at 200ug per tab, and 18 sheets at 150ug per tab. I never take more than one tab every 6 hours, and frankly, I don't feel much of a draw towards MDMB-4en-PINACA like I do towards HHC and THC-O. THC-O I consume as an olive oil tincture, and it can last easily over a day. It's super pleasant except for taking too much and being too stoned to drive the next day, that's the only downside. HHC for me feels like a more psychedelic, headspace enhancing, less cloudy variant on D9 THC, so I prefer it heavily. the HHC is in a box mod setup right now.
I have been slacking on writing up more trip reports for you (I know we talked about it months ago), life has still been incredibly chaotic and stressful but I am hopefully going to be meaningfully employed again soon, and will have time to get those written up. My fiance and I are producing a podcast right now, and I'm also coding on two separate projects (kind of three if you count the small amount of involvement I've had so far with BL, no code written yet but I'm keeping my eye on the Slack for the opportunity to contribute), and I have an EP that may actually just become a beat tape that I'm trying to finish by Halloween. Keeping busy keeps my mind running well, but writing the trip reports just kept slipping off my radar. Weird question, but if I were to lpresent the list of a handful of experiences I've considered writing about on here, which would interest you the most to hear about? I'll just list the substances, doses, and a brief sentence describing the set and setting.
- Drinking a vial of LSD that is estimated to be ~500x the potency of an average tab off the street, but it might've just been ~300x. Regardless, it involved a four hour blackout and roughly four days of an LSD experience because I kept railing huge dabs.
- 2.2mg of 25C-NBOMe, 13 weak tabs of acid (unknown dose, but maybe a total of 300-500ug), an unknown but large about of 2-FXE, and it was the hottest day of the year so I was stressfully packing all my drugs into large airtight mason jars to keep them safe from the humidity.
- A 1.5-2mg dose of LSD alongside ~600mg of ketamine throughout a night, where I delusionally believed that the queen of England had a "killswitch" installed in her skull that I needed to inform the IRA about so they could flick a ball bearing at her just right to trigger it.
- The night I drank ~160mg of N,N-DiPT, 45mg of 2C-B, 75ug of LSD, and 25mg of 5-MeO-DiPT in a wacked out potion I named "Refraction".
- The most peculiar entity contact I've ever experienced, an LSD + Harmaline sort of succubus creature.
- When I was cultivating mushrooms I'd literally fill my pockets with them and just walk around the city eating them like candy, and the day after a surgery that left stitches on my genitals I had to walk something like 2-3 miles to get my car back from the hospital, that was a long walk.
- My few encounters with mescaline/peyote were pretty fascinating imo.
- I think I've already written about the pharmahuasca binge, but the ayahuasca with blue lotus hasn't received a proper writeup yet iirc.
- The first time I dropped a tenstrip was nutty, my reflection in the mirror walked away, I saw a bird that was actually a flying book, that was actually a biblical angel. Saw some deity between my pupil and iris, and they wanted me to help them get out, but I was like "I'm just some dude, you're a DEITY, this is YOUR job to figure out".
- The best roll of my life, 125mg of MDA, unmeasured but large amounts of 3-MeO-PCP, and ~25-30mg of 2C-B.
- Eating ~150mg of 2C-B, which resembled insufflating ~70-100mg of 2C-B, both were DMT breakthrough-like experiences.
- A month or two after one of the most severe concussions of my life, 25mg of DOM, 25mg of 2C-B, and 40mg of 4-HO-MiPT were whipped up into one fat line of "party powder" and insufflated by yours truly. Later when I couldn't sleep, I decided to chainsmoke 3-MeO-PCP dippers that my fiance calls "Grimace dippers" (after the McDonald's character) due to their color. It was the first time I ever broke through on PCP, fundamentally altered my life.
- Taking something like 100-125mg of allylescaline followed up by an 80mg redose 8 hours later, another one of those fundamentally life altering trips. I actually heard a song I listened to while on this trip earlier and broke out sobbing at the sheer beauty of life, it was quite unexpected.
- MDMA, Soma, and 7-OH to celebrate my engagement was also worth writing about almost entirely due to the set and setting.
If any of those stand out as ones you want writeups of sooner rather than later, let me know. I always have to preface my writeups with something alone the lines of "I am extremely hardheaded with hallucinogens, experienced with them, and am surrounded by supportive people who are also highly experienced with them. Do NOT try to dosematch me, I'm simply exploring the boundaries of what my cognition may possibly contain."
As Sasha Shulgin said about peyote, "No dark corners", that's how I try to keep my mind. Fully explored, mapped out, and under optimal conditions and control.
Yeah @Esperighanto , please be careful with the NBOx! I have a feeling that things can go south very fast with them. It should be a bit of a warning sign that NBOx are self-administered in animal studies. They have a certain pull to them. Don't get carried away in a frenzy. We need you here. As much as your reports convince me of your invincibility, I'm afraid there are limits here too.
There are certainly limits, I do my best not to push them. The NBXX dose would've been equivalent to 1.75-2.25 tabs of standard NBOMe blotter from the old Silk Road days, but the agar tabs I have are incredibly weak, so 9 of them was necessary to add up from 200ug to get to 1.8mg, which was the aim. I can get the compulsion towards NBXXs, especially 25C, there was a month 2 years or so ago where I ate a quarter of a sheet of 25C within a month, then decided to permanently pace myself with it because that was absolutely not good for me. I appreciate the kind words here. I'll continue to exhibit harm reduction, I've faced death enough growing up with illness that alternated between chronic and terminal.
I think both the nbomes and synth noids are full on agonists for where they work. Taking Salvia to ground is pretty cool. I usually feel centered a few days after Salvia. But full on agonists pounding the brain, does not get any more serious than that. I loved JWH-018, would love to come across it again. I know we have people here where a gram lasted them a week. A gram lasted me a year and a half. lol I made a little parsley batch with 50 mgs to a gram. One hit was like 3 hits of weed. (1 mg a hit)
This one gram of MDMB-4en-PINACA I acquired will almost certainly outlive me, 2,100 tabs and I'm not drawn to even use 1 a day, I have a strong feeling they'll sit in the bottom of my safe for a large number of years tbh. As interesting as the compound is, PCP derivatives, THC-H, THC-B, 2F-DCK, and 2-FXE are significantly more interesting to me personally. I put 35mg of MDMB-4en-PINACA on 50g of sinicuichi and it was WAY too strong, a single fat hit would have colorful gems swirling around me and weird goatheaded people doing what I can only describe as Lovecraftian breakdancing routines in the field outside of my house. I infused the next batch as 25mg of MDMB-4en-PINACA on about 200g of damiana, then homogenized the absolute shit out of them, repowderized the whole deal, homogenized it again, and now it's at a good balance where smoking a full bowl's worth of aggressive both rips can get me to trip off of it, but otherwise it's just like clearheaded, short acting cannabis. Still lacks the charm of THC-H, THC-B, THC-V, the HHC family, THC-O, and THC-P though in my personal opinion.
