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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: aLL aBoArD tHe MoThErShiP 👽🛸

My girlfriend was looking at this painting of a japanese maple while she was tripping and was transported to Japan in her mind. Travelled through an ancient village, as the beatles played and me and her became one being.

Ive never had a partner i went on my disso journeys like this before, its incredible we have this unbreakable bond and she grounds me. We just cuddle through the whole trip and its so much better than being alone. She is my soul lovah ❤️

 
Xorkoth said:
Oh man, the 2C-B + nitrous combo is incredible. I recently got set for life on 2C-B, too. :)

DMT is something I have plenty of, from the last kilo of MHRB I processed. But it intimidates me. The last deep experience I had with it, some wild things happened that seem like they shouldn't be possible. Also since then, I occasionally get this weird existential panic attack feeling, usually the afternoon after the night of the trip. And generally it seems to also involve having stayed up all night partying. It's happened like 7 or 8 times I think, since that trip
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Can you describe the impossible things? Please. PM if you don't feel comfortable sharing publicly? 💙
 
pharmakos said:
Can you describe the impossible things? Please. PM if you don't feel comfortable sharing publicly? 💙
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The guy whose DMT I hit had been tripping with us that night, I had just met him and we had been getting into some very deep and confronting conversations (he was in a wheelchair due to shrapnel damage, with a large amount of self-hate, and a real problem with getting handsy with women that made us all really uncomfortable). We were getting very deep, and added 25mg of MXPr, which seemed to not do a lot, also we had taken LSD about 6 hours previously. Anyway, he gave me his DMT vape pen to hit and I took 2 big hits, and I went more into hyperspace than I ever have, I think it might have been the only time I really broke through. I could see this net that was like a graph of spacetime that was wrapped around everything and all of everything's movements were controlled by the net's movement. I was calling out what was about to happen, and whenever I turned my head, peoples' conversations were changing into different conversations... I could turn my head back and forth and go between possible conversations I was hearing. Through it all (and this was the clincher), he was right there with me, despite not hitting it. He was asking me how this was possible, and he was describing the stuff that I was experiencing. I'd have thought it was just me connecting too many dots, but after I came down we talked about it and he was like blown away and said that nothing that ever happened to him before. It was like direct perceptual connection, he was on my trip. I've experienced (and given, especially) plenty of contact highs before but this was more profound by far.

The next night, I had a random panic attack, a feeling of existential dread. It wasn't because of me, I was having a great time and fooling around with my girlfriend when it hit. It lasted about 45 minutes and was really disturbing for me. Then the next morning I found out that guy had overdosed and died on fentanyl at the same time of the night.

It was very heavy and both amazing, and overwhelming, especially in its implications.
 
Xorkoth said:
Nice. :) I'm on a low dose of THC-O, orally, because I've been having a sciatica flare up. Got me feeling a little high. I'm about to go on a hike with my girl and her friend, and was thinking about adding a light dose of a tryptamine, maybe, but I'm not sure
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Still planning on listening to that long jam you posted, just waiting til the right moment to devote attention to it for an hour and 20 minutes :p
 
Been doing little bumps of FXE

Flying with my roommates, only small doses at a time like maybe 20-30mgs each bump. Pretty fun doing it in this lighter range and riding the wave. Such a beautiful drug, has that nice stimmy push, its gravy.

Very empathogenic, we have been having some really deep conversations. The last couple days how i introduced people to it was perfect.

All it was is L❤️ve
 
Hey, it took me over 50 years but I finally boofed something! :butt2:

I was too queasy from anxiety to keep anything down, and I know that you waste a lot by insufflating it. Doing it sublingually made me want to gag as well. So... I shoved a 2mg Klonopin far up my bunghole and now I'm sitting very carefully so that it doesn't pop back out!

I am now an official member of the butt-drug club!
 
Dreamflyer said:
Hey, it took me over 50 years but I finally boofed something! :butt2:

I was too queasy from anxiety to keep anything down, and I know that you waste a lot by insufflating it. Doing it sublingually made me want to gag as well. So... I shoved a 2mg Klonopin far up my bunghole and now I'm sitting very carefully so that it doesn't pop back out!

I am now an official member of the butt-drug club!
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Of all things you could boof you picked a benzo, cmon man! That's supposed to be a butt rocket, not a butt lazy river!
 
Makes me wonder if DF is getting asked to pay back anxiety for all the past anxiety relief. Being too queasy FROM anxiety to actually ingest a benzo. Concerning.

Yet DF seems like a pro with klonopin so he's got this. ;) Hopefully life smoothed out a bit and no car accidents or stuff DF and you are feeling better. You are yet annother example of a human being to good for this Earth. LIke most of the other members!!

Been talking about benzos lately since 1) etizolam can't be had as easy 2) at a total stressful part of life right now. So naturally I am interested in the knowledge. I am surprised at how many psychonaughts in the PD section are actually addicted to them. What I am trying to do is navigate through these stressful times and keep it to a minimum like I have. A few miligrams a month. I can pinpoint the things stressing me. Wife, parents, and 15 year old Cocker need my attention. All of them could have something might mortal happen. Dog is healthy and happy still. My healper. But for these things I really want to work with some of the suggestions of CBT and exercise and just some routine to where I don't need the benzo at all, not even on an ocassion besides comedowns from trips. I never want to even get close to dependence. So I have been reading what people did once they beat benzos and never looked back.

Those are the slippery slopes of life and since I do not want to enter into the benzo world more than I have I think that takes some extra attention at those stressful times that come crashing around No stress or minimul stress I have no desire to take this class of drugs. And I want to keep it like that.
 
Etizolam makes a lot more sense for "as needed" relief, since it has a relatively short halflife compared to a lot of the RC benzos out there. It's you guys fucking with the long half life ones that concern me.
 
Mjäll said:
Etizolam has reverse tolerance for anxiolysis according to Drumroll wikipedia
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That's interesting. Reverse tolerance is an understudied phenomena in general that I feel can apply to a lot of drugs. I had a period of my life where I challenged myself to "get high" on progressively smaller doses of cannabis, and I was able to basically Pavlov myself into treating the slightest whiff of a cannabinoid sending me into a deep high haha. I should probably start exploring things like that more often.

Microdosing psychedelics can probably do a similar thing if approached with the right intention
 
Tl;Dr -- drugs can be a Pavlovian trigger much like Pavlov's dog and bell experiment. Often it's not the chemical itself performing the action, but rather the chemical pushes a button in us that opens up a cascade of biochemical responses.

Such experimentation is easier to affect with substances with short half lives however.
 
pharmakos said:
@Mjäll what was your old avatar? I seem to recall your avatar having an idyllic landscape rather than that portrait.
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It's a great folk rock album. This new one is from an ambient album by norwegian dude Biosphere. Interesting similarity. I love album covers. And parks are really bittersweet. Forests are more pure love i think.
 
pharmakos said:
Etizolam makes a lot more sense for "as needed" relief, since it has a relatively short halflife compared to a lot of the RC benzos out there. It's you guys fucking with the long half life ones that concern me.
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Yeah it's an absolute travesty that they made etizolam schedule 1, especially if they still have ant RC benzos not scheduled, because etizolam is safer than all of them. It has tons of human research because it's a prescription med in some areas, and it produces tiolerance and dependence less easily than pretty much any other benzo. Of course you can get addicted to it, I have seen it. But it's probably the best benzo I can think of for occasional anxiety relief/insomnia, where you can take a bit, and do so regularly, as long as you don't do it daily, and you're likely to escape dependence. The long half life benzos are so insidious, in terms of producing dependence.
 
pharmakos said:
They're very similar but you had that old avatar for so long that I knew something was up haha 💙
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Figures :D

Now since we're talking i'd like to mention that was a nice melody (the phrygian dominant lydian thing) and the distorted chimey sound was good.
 
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