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If your doing daily low dosing i dont think you would run into issues for a longtime honestly, i didnt and i was doing it that way for a few months. Recreationally id say a dose every 2-3 weeks could be okay for awhile, but spending over a week in the 100mg+ range will deff fuck it up, and you always will dissociated for awhile after you stop dosing because of so much building up in your system because of the long halflife.

Im not gonna take any for a long time and then eventually dose a 100mgs and see what happens. Mean im pretty satisfied with the FXE cuz its just a much deeper drug and can take you furthur out there than Memantine can for me, is highly visual. But i mean thats apples and oranges. Id say that Memantine could be a better antidepressant cuz of the long action its gonna keep that benefit going for a longtime.

It puts me in this zen state for a couple days where i feel like nothing could get me down. It also doesnt effect motor skills so its much easier to navigate the world and appear unaltered to people. But as tolerance goes i bet you could take lets say 20mgs for a longtime and not run into issues. After doing that for awhile tho when i go back id probably just do it in one off large doses spread out substantially.

Might start dropping the Memantine literally directly before i fall asleep at night so i will wake up under the effects and maybe that will help me to fall asleep easier the following night...it just might work.
 
Ha! I had a milder version of that night dosing idea in mind: setting an alarm to wake up three hours early, dose memantine, and a quick pot hit back to sleep.

I'm curious about the recreational side, but it's also so whoppingly useful at the low range that I kinda don't want to risk spoiling it. I'm gonna keep it as an alcohol replacement for now, for the days I need a perspective shift. I like the thought that even if that goes out of hand and becomes a daily thing, I'm still just taking what the elderly are taking, heh. I'm so sick of all the risks of the ACHs that even something as close to MXE as FXE would bring. I'm happy just letting things escalate towards arguably optimal use for once, heh.
 
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Wanna buy this blanket for when im using Dissociatives. How cool will it be to fall back into the hole, literally 😛
 
I had the craziest non-drug induced CEVs the other night when I went to bed. I think it's because I was a little delirious from benzo withdrawal-induced sleep deprivation.

I could see a stack of boxes in front of me that were covered in tags and stickers, each with a random word or number on them. I was grabbing them to read and could actually feel them in my hands. I remember that one said "Alaska" but forgot the others.

I was wide awake and could make them go away by opening my eyes, but they came back every time that I closed them.

Strange stuff!
 


2. Alaska

The road is dry... I'm fucking delirious right now...
Life goes on... glorious evening of nodding and jump starts...
I need to make a personal dance party.
The brain works very weird at this hour...
Not the best time for lyrics I suppose...

Keep writing... keep dreaming...
Keep writing... keep dreaming...
Keep writing... keep dreaming.

Nope, can't be awake and dream, drift in and out, in and out...
Nope, can't be awake and dream, drift in and out

Eye motions... in out... heat lightning,
Scares us both... the only two people awake at this fucking hour...
I won't remember this in the morning...
At least I wrote this all down... please pick the right song...
The one that keeps the eyes wide...
Creepy... creepy... creepy...
Yes, creepy...
The idea of control...
Controlling death with alertness...
When is the fucking sun coming up.
The idea of control...
Yes, creepy...
Controlling death with alertness...
Controlling death with alertness.

Then it all changes, same scenery but sun involved...
Shouldn't be much different...
Alaska, Alaska.
Then it all changes, same scenery but sun involved...
Shouldn't be much different...
Alaska, Alaska...
the brain works very weird at this hour...
The brain works very weird at this hour...
The brain works very weird at this hour.

Tick tock tick tock... the rain is pouring now...
Wide-awake... at least for now... nature can be the death of me...
A thing we'll never overcome... in out in out.

Nature can be the death of me...
A thing we’ll never overcome...
Nature can be the death of me...
A thing we’ll never overcome...
Nature can be the death of me...
A thing we’ll never overcome...
 
That song might be a little heavy for some of y'all. Lots of screaming. This song is far superior, with much more actual singing. Fun and catchy off time riffs.



4. Selkies: the Endless Obsession

(Slip into something more comfortable... proceed into space)

Innocent individuals... concerned about nothing but happiness...
Progress becomes easy due to this social situation.
Unfortunate turn of events... collapse this idea of the childish thought.

No judgment [4x]
No judgement towards one another...
No judgment towards one another,
No social status to compare...
All as one...
Market this change...
Exploit the idea of this innocence...
Exploit the idea of this innocent...

Goddamn television god... corrupt me...
Goddamn television god... corrupt me...
Separate us... separate us... separate us... separate us...
Groups of difference seem to comfort what we once didn't think of...
This show was in their head for years...
Enjoy this life of wonder and imagination...
For it will be torn down.

You will be torn down...
Time to hate, kill, fight, conquer...
Time to hate, kill, fight, conquer...

This is human life at its best...
We'll televise this event...
You can learn how to live, breathe...
then finally die.

The sweet relief is a must [4x]
(We can speak obsession... we can love the endless.)
 
I took 300 mcg 1cp-al-lad 20 minutes ago and am already feeling something. This is a zero-tolerance run, hopefully I get some proper psychedelia this time compared to my previous trials.
Update at 1-30h: what a strange floaty state I'm in. Feels almost sober at times but I definitely can't do anything demanding attention at the moment. This isn't "acid", that's for sure.
 
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Just got to the hotel with my girlfriend, gonna be doing some FXE in a little while after we are done fooling around. Thankfully all the rocks in the one vial are loose so i will be able to take them out and fold them up in a dollar bill and crush them up. Guess i bought the Isopropyl Alcohol for no reason, oh well. And i got this giant pyrex pan but we will use it for cooking. Have like 120 carts of n2O, this is gonna be a fun time, dont have to be back till 11am tomorrow. Been looking forward to this for weeks.
 
Yehaw some people going on journeys today. I am due.

Took a very small smoked DMT dose last night. About 12mgs. (all I had left). Very mild trip for 5 minutes like 2 grams of mushrooms. I went into the trip looking for help with the way I was feeling. I know a lot of us use psychedelics to get out of funks. I mean you all have houses, spouses and jobs so you know how it gets. But upon coming out of it I had a period of about 20 seconds where I could not for the life of me remember what was bothering me and had no feelings on it. I was just being and I took note as it felt great. Over the course of the next few minutes though all those feelings washed over me again and I was able to even itemize what was getting me down. lol That was a priceless 20 seconds.

I think even smaller doses of DMT have something to say if you listen deep down.

I too have 50 N2O carts waiting for my next 2C-B trip. (damn last of that too) Wanted to do that last time but the 2C-B was great on it's own that day. Once the N20 comes out on a trip th e rest of the trip without it gets a little stale. That is why I do it after the peak. But N2O is not for all trips, only a few occassions.
 
Oh man, the 2C-B + nitrous combo is incredible. I recently got set for life on 2C-B, too. :)

DMT is something I have plenty of, from the last kilo of MHRB I processed. But it intimidates me. The last deep experience I had with it, some wild things happened that seem like they shouldn't be possible. Also since then, I occasionally get this weird existential panic attack feeling, usually the afternoon after the night of the trip. And generally it seems to also involve having stayed up all night partying. It's happened like 7 or 8 times I think, since that trip
 
It's not a physical panic attack, it's like this sudden feeling of... like some kind of motion has completely and utterly stopped, and it feels enormous and like I could scatter in all directions at the speed of light. It's very strange.
 
Yeah I have had plenty of DMT the last 15 years. Last of it does not mean much. ;) I will post my next journey. I can say bark lasts years too. 15 year old bark still yields about 1%.

I have for sure gotten intimidated with smoked DMT. And I do remember coming out of one trip thinking that is impossible1 lol

I had a brief period where panic and anxiety took over every acid trip. It only lasted 6 months though. Felt like I would pass out at the peak. But has not happened in years.
 


Chilling with the lady tonight blowing lines of Flouroexetamine and breathing in that gas. Such a wild time dont even know how much we did honestly so far, this time we been doing smaller lines and letting it build up, do some moar n2O

Works better than doing it all at once. Bout to top it off again. Thankfully this stuff isnt uber potent and its easy to eyeball, take it easy and enjoy the show 😍
 
Wew, you guys sure love Nitrous, makes me wanna try it out sometime too! I actually got a balloon once at a DnB event and didn't really feel much from it, dunno.
As for al-lad, it was underwhelming in the end - minor visuals, music didn't get better, I just had this very intoxicated mdma-lite feeling that I already got on lower dosages all evening and a bunch of nasties as aftereffects. Have a nice Sunday, or as I call it, Chill-day, after all these drugs consumed.
 
@ItsAFunThing You need at least a couple of carts to really get into the N2O high. I prefer at least 20 in a row. Doing a balloon at a party is nice but doesn't give you a full picture. A chill home session alone or with a friend is better. You can really get into a "hole" and experience all sorts of metaphysical wonders. Personally i always combine with weed. Adding a psychedelic makes it even better. MDMA makes you a beast at chugging gas but has no synergy imo.

@cosmic charlie I hope you're aware of the neurotoxic synergy between ket and N2O likely generalizeable to other ACH dissos. GABA agonists apparently help prevent it, so adding a benzo is advisable unless you've got problems with that. Personally i've opted for beer although i don't know if it works as well. Maybe adding Amanita could be an idea too. Disso powder and N2O is a truly awesome combo but not to be toyed with. Take care.

Btw that seems like an awesome soundtrack for it.
 
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Last night was a blast, and i was able to put the rocks inside a bill and crush them. I have so much of this stuff its wild, have a feeling the vendor sent me extra cuz i mean i have barely even made a dent in the stash. And im gonna order another 25g's in a couple weeks. This stuff if fire.

have a little baggie in my wallet with maybe 300mgs, been doing key bumps to stay floaty. One last time now and then i have to get ready to cook at work. The key bump method is good cuz it limits what i can do at once, i always make the lines so big...

 
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