Wot...? Roger I didn't know you were ever in the field, it seems like you never or hardly ever apply chemistry here in discussions on BL. Am I unobservant and inconsiderate or are you not interested in geeking along?
Yeah you could call it that at reasonable doses, but perving out like what can happen with heavy (even if short / episodic) use of a variety of stims and empathogen stims, that always baffles me. It makes me feel a mix of amazement, fascination, and weirded out shock and worry about the compulsive quality of it. At the same time it seems to strip someone of his humanity, turning into a sex or lust robot / machine, but it is also ultimately a part of being human, even if it is turned rampant and grotesque. It sounds better if you pretend it is like tantra, but it would have to be a depraved corrupted would-be tantra.
It's both funny and fucked up that the most extreme stuff like MDPV can make people sexually assault a cactus in the middle of a public area, so to speak.
IMO very confusing to recall having put myself in a situation where something so ecstatically pleasant is exploited out of control for so long.
Let's just all hope that everyone in such a situation has the right companion with them in a matching state, so that no harm may come to cacti everywhere.
nkb said:Been there done that, haha, happened during a pseudo-blackout thing (day 3 awake). Methamp stopped exerting a pro-libidinous effect at some point, but whatever, it wasn't as enjoyable as my hypomanic hypersexuality anyway
Yeah you could call it that at reasonable doses, but perving out like what can happen with heavy (even if short / episodic) use of a variety of stims and empathogen stims, that always baffles me. It makes me feel a mix of amazement, fascination, and weirded out shock and worry about the compulsive quality of it. At the same time it seems to strip someone of his humanity, turning into a sex or lust robot / machine, but it is also ultimately a part of being human, even if it is turned rampant and grotesque. It sounds better if you pretend it is like tantra, but it would have to be a depraved corrupted would-be tantra.
It's both funny and fucked up that the most extreme stuff like MDPV can make people sexually assault a cactus in the middle of a public area, so to speak.
IMO very confusing to recall having put myself in a situation where something so ecstatically pleasant is exploited out of control for so long.
Let's just all hope that everyone in such a situation has the right companion with them in a matching state, so that no harm may come to cacti everywhere.
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