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[xammy]

Madeira, Portugal. My first christmas somewhere else than home, felt so weird to be in the sun when I'm used to the snow, cold and darkness at this time of the year. Amazing vacation, I really needed it.

 

[Xorkoth]

Cool man, my girl and I were just talking about how Portugal would be cool to go visit. If only it wasn't so expensive to fly from the US to Europe...

 

[Just A Guy]

Hi folks. Bringing in the end of 2016... what a year it's been. It's been a lucky year for me, considering how it started -- with me picking up a stim habit again, using 4-FA intravenously for a few months and going through a hefty supply of psychs in only a couple of months. But with a new job, and spending quality time with my family, I was able to knock that shit out and really coasted through the rest of the year staying healthy, paying off bills, and somehow coming through for anyone who needed my help. I'm looking at 2017 with bright eyes and knowing what I want, and how to get it. I'm proud of my daughter and girlfriend, and feel good just doing what I love to do: being a good dad and loving partner. I'm not happy with my job, as it's a night shift, and has totally made getting good sleep impossible, but I plan on quitting my job in March and possibly working in an IT/programming capacity for a new point of sale solution project with some brilliant friends of mine.

My girlfriend and I were going to celebrate the new year together with a MDMA/MDA experience, but that kinda fell though, and it's probably for the best. Instead of doping up, I'm gonna hit the gym and make some of my famous Italian wedding soup. I was gifted a new cowbell and a beautiful Dixon artisan snare, and that's got me excited to get on the throne again and pound some heads. Other than all that, I plan on wrapping up a ton of unfinished projects, like my book and fixing up my truck. Always a ton to do! Here's to focus and discipline in 2017!

Peace out, y'all.

 

[vortech]

People who made it through this year in good spirits, its only gonna get better. Hold that light till the very end!

 

[MocCozmiK]

Well this is the first New Year's Eve I will be spending alone (if you don't include my cats) >^..^<

The entire fam went skiing in Colorado. I chose not to go. For a few reasons. I HATE cold weather. It makes my entire body shut down, metaphorically speaking. I do not mind being alone at home.
Even tho the day they left, when it became night I got scared as fuck for some reason. Not sure why. lol. Oh and I was completely sober but had to take Xanax bar and 2mg C-lam to pass out. Thats the only night that happened. I been fine every night since.

But my anxiety has been the highest it has ever been my entire life for the past few months. So Thursday, I had to take a larger than my usual dose of phenibut. Damn.. I am thankful for phenibut. It makes me feel social, happy and productive. And as we know there is nothing in this world that is given to you free. So yeah paid for yesterday. But just took some more (guys this is so NOT LIKE ME - never take the stuff 2 days in row) but hell, I needed to take all the damn xmas decor down around my house. I would like my family to come back from skiing and think I did something other than be lazy as fuck.. haha

Anyways So... my parents invited me over to spend with them, but due to my recent legal issues in Texas (and Im not talking about a ticket, its fucking serious shit - I had to hire an attorney who is fucking like the Johnnny Cochran of cali but in Texas. Fuck, he wasn't cheap. Literally had to pay him $12,500 up front. And that doesn't include my bail, which was outrageous. But never spent a minute in jail. Thanks to my husband being there to make sure I didn't go to jail
I have been wanting to share this with you guys about what happened but I have felt very ashamed and stupid, and scared. As of now I am being charged with 3 felonies! When they send what I had on me to the lab- then 2 of those felonies will be dismissed. Like I said I want to share this with y'all. But I have felt so much shame and embarrassment over it. I have no prior criminal record. (Which the cops were shocked about this) they were like country sheriffs, until the state trooper came on the scene. I don't think they had a clue about anything - do they not make these fuckers do a yearly class to update them on shit. I did NOT HAVE WHAT THEY ACCUSE ME OF. Far from it! Lab test will prove tho.
My attorney is amazing. He actually got a guys cased dismissed when cops found kilos of cocaine in his trunk. Because the cops stopped him for no reason. And because of how they proceeded to go thru his car without his consent to search. Case was dismissed by the DA. Because of how cops handled it. DA never even heard about the kilos found.
My attorney says that they stopped me unlawfully. The video proves that.


Still scared as fuck tho. Really scared that since happened in tx my family may find out. That would devastate them. I don't even want to think about it right now because it brings me to tears. My amazing relationship with my dad be over I think. We have never been close. But since moving a state away from here, and becoming financially independent - and not the fuckup I was when I was 12 and all the way to 18 or 19. Our relationship has become beautiful in the past 3 years. I text msg him thru out the day. Send pics of what my ski looks like here in my state, he send me links to the most recent astronomy findings. So anyways No fucking way am I driving thru that state on New Year's Eve. Even tho I LOVE my folks.
Like I said dad is cool as shit. - obvious a trait I got from him... jk
But the man is just like me (well not just like me - y'all know what I mean) Not religious. Loves astronomy, loves nature, wants to persevere it. I think he MAY KNOW everything (something I thought I only knew... lol) He is so smart too. He loves anything weird. Any he is the only one in my family that believes in aliens, besides me. My mom and sister say he is crazy and losing his mind. He is not tho. He IS THE SHARPEST TOOL IN THE SHED! His beliefs just differ from theirs. And he is atheist. And that's when they started to believe he was losing his mind. Lol He has been running his own business (it is a greenhouse) my great grandad started it - by selling his little tomato plants once a week to the the people on the train that passed thru and stop in a town 3 miles up the road. That didn't bring in a whole lotta money. Since he had a lot of land. He had some cows and bailed hay or something. My grandad took over after greatgrandad died (i never got to meet him) My grandad married his high school teacher. He was 18 and she was like 21 or something. He was a senior, about to graduate. you would get prison time for that now. But in the 1940's it was fine. No one gave a shit (maybe other classmates -
Cuz they prob felt he wasn't earning good grades the fair way! LOL! They were probably in modern day terms "haters" - lol sorry guys I couldn't resist ^^^^
Anyways my dad graduated from Texas A&M in 3 years because he wanted to come home and work. My grandmother made him go to school. Because she valued education. And plus at that time a war was going on. and she didn't want him to get drafted. Ok again sorry for rambling. Woke up early and haven't taken ADD med (shit don't work anyways)

OK, back to my dad.. he came home and ran my grandads business. My grandad was ready to get out anyways. All he wanted to do is get on his tractor and "bail hay" haha. I think he just enjoyed riding the damn thing, so bailing hay was a Perfect excuse for him to do it.
My dad took a very small business and expanded it like nothing I have ever seen. I was young at the time, and selfish so I didn't notice or care. But now I see what he has done with it and I am amazed. He is a plant grower. He is actually an expert at it. He is a simple man. And doesn't like to brag. so I will be proud to brag for him. Many worldwide plant grower/enthusiast magazines have contacted him. He said no to all them because he said it may curse his current crop. Like give him bad luck or something, and he always had a seasonal crop growing(the man was superstitious - which is awesome!)
And godforbid if something happened to that crop. It would be a huge loss financially. And he has now 50+ employees. And at least 7 truck drivers. Because he now ships plants all over the state of Texas. And also Louisiana, Arkansas and Oklahoma.
Anyways love my dad would love nothing more than to see him and my mom. Because we would spend the entire night up on a high building like his warehouse thing. With our celestial binoculars, technology and his recent drone purchase (don't know if it flys at night) it's a phantom 4 pro and it is BADASS!!!

Since I did just glorify my old man.
I gotta give props to my mom. Love her more than the moon and stars. She loves me. I believe she made a lot of mistakes raising us. But I also know her intention were gold. Anything she did she was only doing her best to help me, in particular. I was quiet the fucked up kid to have. My 2 sisters were perfect. Never any trouble. Pretty sure my older one holds resentment for me. Because while she was doing so great in school. My mom didn't notice - because she was so focused on me and my fucking stupid ass. I straightened up at about 19. And everything was better. But my sis never forgave me. Until recently like literally recently (3 months ago)

Ok sorry for the rambling bout family. If you didn't read it all - I understand. This post was more for me to just get some shit out. Kinda

Anyways back to fucking New Year's Eve. Oh fuck... it's today... lol I woke up this morning at about 230am. Couldn't go back to sleep. So yeah. Hopefully I will not fall asleep before 10 tonight. Ha!

So if you don't know about the New Year's Eve comet. Here is a link to it

http://earthsky.org/space/comet-45phonda-mrkos-pajdusakova-new-years-eve

Pretty sure after I read about the New Year's Eve Comet I am going to be spending my time with my favorite nerd friends ❤
At the astronomy observatory. If weather cooperates. Which it never fucking does when I need it too..
For the semi-small city I live in, the observatory we have has absolutely some of the best star finding equipment I have ever seen. The dome contains a 16 inch Newtonian reflector!!! built by the members of the Society. The flat-top building contains a 6 inch refractor

Sorry guys for you not interested in astronomy. - like I said just venting. But mostly positive vents. So that's a plus


Anyways... Happy New Year's Eve guys!

 

[MocCozmiK]

Thanks Soli, yeah, it's just crazy because he's basically 95% percent a human vegetable. Trapped in his body that has no voluntary muscle movement. Only things unaffected are his eyes, and internal organs. But breathing is strongly affected which is what kills people with ALS unless they get on artificial respiration, but my dad specifically does not wish to do that. You can be kept alive for years that way but my dad feels like that would be living hell so he doesn't want it.

I've thought about suggesting psychedelics, thing is, due to my opiate and other drug past, my dad is extremely wary of drugs especially coming from me. I do feel it COULD be something really positive and beautiful for him but not sure how to broach the subject, the last thing he told me is how proud of he is of me for making good decisions, I think he just thinks I smoke once in a while and drink. I am worried I would just make him feel anxious about me again and I want him to just be able to go in peace that his kids are gonna be alright. I dunno, tough call. It's too bad about the stigma, am sure he never tried psychedelics and he probably has a pretty intense view of them.

I meant to post earlier Xor. I read your first post. And it broke my heart for you. It is painful to watch, your post really showed how much this is hurting you and how hard it is.

I'm so glad that you have your girlfriend. She seems AMAZING! So supportive. I know she is helping you to get thru this painful situation.
You are lucky to have found her and I think she is pretty darn lucky to have found you

 

[Cream Gravy?]

Back from "vacation". Been sick with the flu for the past two effing weeks. Feelin' miserable, but glad to be home, in good company, and to have my bed again.

Oh yeah, my girlfriend got my snake Sunflower to eat while I was gone, wooooooo!!!!! No more vet bills (for now)! :D

 

[coelophysis]

Happy new year to my PD brethren and sistas, I love you all.. Tonight is gonna be a great night and 2017 is gonna be an even greater year.. This site means so much to me, I dont want you guys to ever forget that, those who know me best around here know why.. I'd be nothing without BL.. Lets go 2017!
Yeehaw! be safe-ish and have fun everyone!

 

[Solipsis]

Happy new year
you're all beautiful much luv

edit: old pic for the mood [says animal friendly music >> party invite]

i want cats again

edit: glad your snake is doing better, cream gravy!

@xammy below: not a fan of the vocals (but i often am not), though Synkro is a cool outfit, also Synkro x Bop - Telescope iirc.. pleasant bass

 

[xammy]

Happy New Year guys last year has been an amazing ride

 

[swilow]

I'm glad Sunflower is eating

Fuxk I need sleep.

 

[coelophysis]

Fuxk I need sleep.

I got a guy, he sells it pretty cheap, just make sure you mention my name for the family rates, k?



Popped the question to the other half at the stroke of midnight in our timezone last night. What better way to ring in the new year other than with an actual ring?

 

[Cream Gravy?]

I'm glad Sunflower is eating

Fuxk I need sleep.

Yes, me too!
To both those really 8)

Took a combo of O-DSMT and U-47700 last night since I was finally home but feeling like ass. Opioids do wonders for the relief of flu symptoms.

I went over to my girlfriend's place, her younger brother was back for a break from his Marine core dutys and wanted me and his siblings to hang out for new years. I sat there blissfully opiated for a while, but eventually my girl and her two siblings ended up hammered; her brother insisted that I go have a 'man talk' with him, in which he essentially threatened me over and over again, telling me if I hurt his sister he'd send his batshit crazy marine buddies to kill and or maim me. Kept telling me he had three guns in his closet. Then he kept telling me that he trusts me and that I'm the best guy she could have and that we need to hang out more again. Well which is it bub, gonna kill me or be my friend?

It was more annoying than frightening, he's four years younger than me, kept essentially calling me a pussy but then would imply guns would be his method of threatening me; that's what pussies do you dang marine. I don't wana hang out with him either, he's a very alt right type now, hangs out with sketchy fuckers who've barely seen my gal yet tell him they'd have at her if they could. I told her to cold shoulder anyone he brings around, I don't want those marine douches even looking at her.

Then it was real awkward, when the brother finally passed out, I took my girl up to her room and shagged/talked to her for almost two hours; then when leaving, her sister woke up from her stupor to point accusingly at me and, speaking half gibberish, tell me that I was trying to sneak out after fucking her sister. Which I was. Very awkward. Yeesh.

So, a weird New Year's eve for me 8(

Popped the question to the other half at the stroke of midnight in our timezone last night. What better way to ring in the new year other than with an actual ring?

Congrats Laika! I've got a ring for my gal but didn't wana associate it with a holiday. Trying to find the perfect day to take her on the perfect date, and propose to her at this little spot by a lake we used to frequent when we first started dating 7 years ago. I know she'll say yes, but something inside me is still insecure and thinks she'll get scared of the commitment

 

[Xorkoth]

I think that quite possibly the best feeling in the world is when you have fucking awesome sex with your girl for an hour or so to the point that she can't keep going, but you haven't been able to get off yet, but then she tells you that while you make dinner she's going to stay upstairs in bed naked and read, and that you can continue after dinner when she's recovered.

Doesn't generally happen for me, but I guess phenibut and the residual effects of last night's stimulants have made it possible.

Popped the question to the other half at the stroke of midnight in our timezone last night. What better way to ring in the new year other than with an actual ring?

Congrats dude!

I went over to my girlfriend's place, her younger brother was back for a break from his Marine core dutys and wanted me and his siblings to hang out for new years. I sat there blissfully opiated for a while, but eventually my girl and her two siblings ended up hammered; her brother insisted that I go have a 'man talk' with him, in which he essentially threatened me over and over again, telling me if I hurt his sister he'd send his batshit crazy marine buddies to kill and or maim me. Kept telling me he had three guns in his closet. Then he kept telling me that he trusts me and that I'm the best guy she could have and that we need to hang out more again. Well which is it bub, gonna kill me or be my friend?

It was more annoying than frightening, he's four years younger than me, kept essentially calling me a pussy but then would imply guns would be his method of threatening me; that's what pussies do you dang marine. I don't wana hang out with him either, he's a very alt right type now, hangs out with sketchy fuckers who've barely seen my gal yet tell him they'd have at her if they could. I told her to cold shoulder anyone he brings around, I don't want those marine douches even looking at her.

Then it was real awkward, when the brother finally passed out, I took my girl up to her room and shagged/talked to her for almost two hours; then when leaving, her sister woke up from her stupor to point accusingly at me and, speaking half gibberish, tell me that I was trying to sneak out after fucking her sister. Which I was. Very awkward. Yeesh.

So, a weird New Year's eve for me 8(

Damn man that sounds super weird. I hate it when dudes act like that. My mom went out with an abuser for a while in college, she introduced him to her dad and brothers and they could tell and they told him point blank they would literally murder him if he ever touched her. And he didn't. But in that case it was called for. In your case, sounds like some stupid macho dude drunken bullshit.

Happy new year to my PD brethren and sistas, I love you all.. Tonight is gonna be a great night and 2017 is gonna be an even greater year.. This site means so much to me, I dont want you guys to ever forget that, those who know me best around here know why.. I'd be nothing without BL.. Lets go 2017!
Yeehaw! be safe-ish and have fun everyone!

Yeah 2017! I feel the same way, you guys are my brethren, my bros and sisses. 2017 gon' be a great year! My NYE was really fun, hung out with Delsyd and friends and my girl for part of it and chilled, did some ethyl-hexedrone, and drank beers, then went to a show, my girl went to hang out with some friends of hers that happened to be in town for that part.

Oh yeah, my girlfriend got my snake Sunflower to eat while I was gone, wooooooo!!!!! No more vet bills (for now)! :D

Hooray! Awesome dude.

 

[Cream Gravy?]

^How do you feel about 'hexen' Xork? I've been hearing good things, it's beginning to peak my interest. My collection has a distinct lack of stims, and a good snootable coke-like stim sounds right up my alley. I like coke but it's notoriously impure, and to be quite frank I never want to purchase any myself.

 

[coelophysis]

I'm not much of a traditionalist.. Don't really care for the holidays and dont understand proposing on them really, but I'm a hypocrite ultimately and the one holiday that is MY holiday is New Years. I've just always loved that shit, so many good memories from past ones and so many good memories to be made out of the future ones.. I looked it up, doesnt seem too too many people pop the question then.. I was going for the surprise factor, the other half did not see it coming at all! Still swirling in the lurves.

 

[Xorkoth]

God DAMN, dinner I'm making is gonna be good! My mom gave me some cool cooking oils for Christmas and she gave me a pomegranate one... I was doing a lemon/balsamic vinegar with shallot, garlic and shiitake mushrooms sauce, and I added a tiny bit of pomegranate oil, and holy fuck, it tastes amazing, like nothing I've ever tasted before.

^How do you feel about 'hexen' Xork? I've been hearing good things, it's beginning to peak my interest. My collection has a distinct lack of stims, and a good snootable coke-like stim sounds right up my alley. I like coke but it's notoriously impure, and to be quite frank I never want to purchase any myself.

It feels a lot like (good) coke, but less intense and longer lasting. Quite good honestly. But it lingers a lot longer.

 

[Img_9999]

Had a great NYE partying all night on the streets of a beautiful city along with hundreds of people. Live music, fire works, people dancing, drinking, doing various drugs and having a blast. It's summertime here
Took some 5-MAPB along with some Metacetin and 2-FA. It was a magical night, I had to take a bus back to my city around 10 am, and I was already pretty tired anyway, but at 8 am the sun was already up in the sky and the party was still going, it was pretty crazy. Today I slept almost the whole day, he. Now it's night again and I need to force myself to sleep some more or I'll fuck my sleep schedule too much.

I never have much fun on new year's eve, but I wanted to end a pretty difficult year on a good note, and I think this was my favorite NYE so far


I wish everyone an awesome 2017 !! Rock on, PD !

 

[Vediog]

Man last night was so awesome. I had so many choices for things to do but I had a gut instinct telling me to stay away from cities on NYE so I kept it local and went out to see my buddies band play at a little bar that would struggle to hold 50 people standing. It was mostly the bands playing for each other and their wives/girlfriends and a few miscellaneous friends like myself. The music was all some really heavy metal and hard rock, all the dudes are big solid guys and I for once didn't have the most impressive beard in the room. Everyone was just there to have a good time and it was amazing show, every band killed it. Such a great showing of rustbelt solidarity. Much love in the room, this being a bar, everything but the booze was shared freely. Everyone helped each other packing up and I did not catch any tension or bad vibes from anyone.

Went back to my friend's place for the afterparty and had a fantastic time, stayed up till dawn partying. So much love, light, and laughter was had; my soul could hardly feel more full right now. Happy new year everyone! Love you all.

 

[Just A Guy]

Congrats, Laika! That's really good news.