Cream Gravy?
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^^Really pumping the creative juices of late huh SKL? Good stuff
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Xorkoth
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Well there's nothing like a good poker game with friends to cheer a soul up. Even if I lost. On the upside, I belly laughed so hard my throat now hurts.
Delsyd
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Phil and Janes apartment outside of Paterson... Heroin, LSD, 200mg of K in the glute.
All so familiar...
Your writing reminds me a lot of beatnik style writing and specifically William Buroughs Naked Lunch. Its real poetic, stream of consciousness, I'm following the story and then all of a sudden I'm not sure what you're talking about but it's still remains interesting.
I dig it.
All so familiar...
Your writing reminds me a lot of beatnik style writing and specifically William Buroughs Naked Lunch. Its real poetic, stream of consciousness, I'm following the story and then all of a sudden I'm not sure what you're talking about but it's still remains interesting.
I dig it.
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Phenibut works pretty differently from GHB.. Anyway I have really enjoyed that 'day enhancer' quality of phenibut in the past, but GHB is really more in-your-face and druggy. It doesn't just enhance, it makes you go hypomanic or overboard and at higher doses it's of course a different story with the sedation.
Phenibut is probably better compared to gabapentin.
Yeah G does start to feel more dirty after chronic use. It's endogenous and safe when used really sparingly, but the doses you take are quite a bit higher than your body is used to and at some point you will have made physiological changes. IDK what, maybe GABA receptor decoupling, who even knows about the GHB receptor..
I promised myself a small bottle of GHB when I succeed in giving up alcohol for a little while, didn't drink the previous few days but that's as far as I made it. I have to pay back a lot of taxes so have to live sober for a while which also means being more sober ;p So not even too sure about any plans for making exceptions for either GHB or nitrous or something special for nye.
Really sweet that you're writing a lot skl! Inspiration and creativity ftw!
My coworker went to Spain to play poker with friends and just got back.. He is an artist and has played card games in unusual locations as a performance which seems like a pretty sweet deal to me.
Phenibut is probably better compared to gabapentin.
Yeah G does start to feel more dirty after chronic use. It's endogenous and safe when used really sparingly, but the doses you take are quite a bit higher than your body is used to and at some point you will have made physiological changes. IDK what, maybe GABA receptor decoupling, who even knows about the GHB receptor..
I promised myself a small bottle of GHB when I succeed in giving up alcohol for a little while, didn't drink the previous few days but that's as far as I made it. I have to pay back a lot of taxes so have to live sober for a while which also means being more sober ;p So not even too sure about any plans for making exceptions for either GHB or nitrous or something special for nye.
Really sweet that you're writing a lot skl! Inspiration and creativity ftw!
My coworker went to Spain to play poker with friends and just got back.. He is an artist and has played card games in unusual locations as a performance which seems like a pretty sweet deal to me.
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studying analytical chemistry is getting a bit old. I hope I pass tomorrow's exam so I don't have to deal with that again for a couple of months 
Xorkoth
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Oh absolutely, for sure. The only gabapentinoid I like better than phenibut is pregabalin.
Well today I feel a lot better already. I was experiencing the effects of serotonin depletion yesterday and Sunday, not fun at all, I was right on the edge of brain zaps. Had a fun night, no drugs, then took 2mg of etizolam to help me have a deep and uninterrupted sleep. Had a few vague but nice dreams and awoke feeling 500% better.
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I'm going slightly insane, my girl's been gone for 5 weeks and there are 3 more to go. The first month was no big deal but I'm really starting to miss her. I need some snuggles god dammit! ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I've been snuggleless for three months now, I feel your pain! Fortunately I've passed a threshold and mostly forgotten the feeling though. Wahoo for no snuggles and no troubles!
Anyone ever get in those moods where you need to eat but all that sounds good is mainlining vegetables?
Anyone ever get in those moods where you need to eat but all that sounds good is mainlining vegetables?
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Delsyd
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Snuggles are quite nice. I tend to spend the first 30 minutes after I wake up spooning and molesting my wife while she sleeps. It's especially nice now that it's getting cold out.
What do you guys think of 1 4 butanediol? I never realized how readily available that stuff is.
What do you guys think of 1 4 butanediol? I never realized how readily available that stuff is.
Xorkoth
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Feels dirty to me, I got some once, excited to try what was basically supposed to be GHB, but I didn't really like the feeling, I didn't get euphoric at all, I did get extremely intoxicated and stumbled around though.
I'm habituated to snuggles and I have a date where I know they will return, so I can't cross that point of not caring. It would be different if I didn't have a girlfriend who is returning eventually. I went for 2 years without any physical intimacy of any kind at the end of my last relationship, I remember it sucked bad for a few months, then I stopped caring, and then about a year and a half in it started making me feel insane.
She's the best snuggler though, we fit together like legos, it's always been that way, this sort of wordless understanding of each other physically from the very first date, like we already knew exactly how to be with each other instinctively. I miss it a lot.
I'm habituated to snuggles and I have a date where I know they will return, so I can't cross that point of not caring. It would be different if I didn't have a girlfriend who is returning eventually. I went for 2 years without any physical intimacy of any kind at the end of my last relationship, I remember it sucked bad for a few months, then I stopped caring, and then about a year and a half in it started making me feel insane.
She's the best snuggler though, we fit together like legos, it's always been that way, this sort of wordless understanding of each other physically from the very first date, like we already knew exactly how to be with each other instinctively. I miss it a lot.
I can really understand that, Xorkoth. That's how my previous girlfriend and I were, a perfect fit. Reading your post I can go back to that time and feel it now.
Now to discern whether I need snuggles in my life or if I truly need to be alone in growth right now...
Now to discern whether I need snuggles in my life or if I truly need to be alone in growth right now...
Cream Gravy?
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Drive an hour and party all night, or buzz alone and play Star Trek Online for hours n' hours.... the choices man.
I'm feeling social, guess I best go down n' have some fun
I'm feeling social, guess I best go down n' have some fun
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Just thought I'd say, I have a few spare snuggles if anyone is keen. I'll try to encode them into the next high tide. You will need your snuggle-decoder-gun though.
You know that feeling when reality just stops making sense, but you are not on drugs? I had it today when driving to work, realising I had a punctured tyre, going to change it before recalling that my spare is also flat. My brain just went blank and sort of said "Um what do I...?". Okay, I'll drive down and pump up the flat tyre- but I have a flat tyre- okay, I'll put on the spare and then drive down and pump up the FUCK THIS YOUR TYRES ARE FLAT YOU CANNOT LOOK FOR A SOLUTION THAT INVOLVES DRIVING. There really is no solution that doesn't not hinge upon my ability to go somewhere AND come back.
As much as I hate doing this, I called roadside assistance and they are going to come and repair one tyre, enough for me to drive down and buy some new ones.
Another skill to learn, basic puncture repair.
You know that feeling when reality just stops making sense, but you are not on drugs? I had it today when driving to work, realising I had a punctured tyre, going to change it before recalling that my spare is also flat. My brain just went blank and sort of said "Um what do I...?". Okay, I'll drive down and pump up the flat tyre- but I have a flat tyre- okay, I'll put on the spare and then drive down and pump up the FUCK THIS YOUR TYRES ARE FLAT YOU CANNOT LOOK FOR A SOLUTION THAT INVOLVES DRIVING. There really is no solution that doesn't not hinge upon my ability to go somewhere AND come back.
As much as I hate doing this, I called roadside assistance and they are going to come and repair one tyre, enough for me to drive down and buy some new ones.
Another skill to learn, basic puncture repair.
Delsyd
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I'll take a Swillow snuggle. But who will be the big spoon?
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In Overwatch I saw a guy whose handle was "Snuggletron". It made me giggle.
That's what happens to me when my internet ceases to work. "Error 404? How do I fix it? Let me Goog--oh, fuck."
Xorkoth
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Good times, good times... got a little wonky tonight from that 3-MeO, played music, figured out some cool new progressions/feels. Tomorrow is looking like my bass player friend and his band's drummer are coming over to jam. That'll be fun. I bet I'll feel in tip-top shape tomorrow too, I feel 500% better than yesterday already. Good thing brains are resilient, eh? EH??
I bet I'll feel in tip-top shape tomorrow too, I feel 500% better than yesterday already. Good thing brains are resilient, eh? EH??
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My tyre situation is yet to really conclude. I decided to get the tyres repaired and so took them off and was able to get a neighbour to drive me into town to do so. I've come home and for some reason I can't seem to get my jack high enough to allow me the space to fit the back tyre again. Its really puzzling, it wasn't easy to remove but is impossible to replace. I'm going to need to put something on the jack to boost it, I'm actually thinking a few books or some shit. Why do smple things need to get so fucking complicated??
One of the tyres looks pretty fucked. I have no real clue what I am seeing but it looks pretty cracked. The tread is still prominent though. No idea about this shit, no real interest either.
I think its pretty vile and I am very partial to GHB. 1,4b was described well by Xorkoth. I have found it intensely nauseating, and so did Miss Swilow. I spent a fair while euphorically vomiting my guts out. I didn't mind the mental effects, was uplfited and relaxed, but physically it was pretty awful. This was in early drug days when I was less aware of the differences in drugs and took it knowingly but under the idea that it was the 'same' as GHB. Which its not. Its worth a try and I'd keep the dose low- I don't know what I took, 2-3 mls not that it helps which it can't- but be prepared for a dirty feeling.
Which is something that GHB does for me to some extent now. It never used to, it was one of the most transparent drugs physically, I would simply feel 'correct', but now there is some nagging nausea and a bit of mental frustration. I think I've overused it, its been several times a week (and usually more than one dose in a session) for a good number of years, 4 or 5 Id say. Its not ever a drug I take as a focal point, it tends to sit in thebackground and chill me out while doing normal stuff. I tend to think of it as a supplement and if I control the dose, its a great drug for pretty much anything. Titrating the dosage and you can get relaxation, mild stimulation and focus, sexual energy, focus or dopey sloppy semi-black out. I used to enjoy the knockout dose but never do that anymore, I do think its dangerous. I'm going to have more of a break from it though I'd love to not do that.
One of the tyres looks pretty fucked. I have no real clue what I am seeing but it looks pretty cracked. The tread is still prominent though. No idea about this shit, no real interest either.
I think its pretty vile and I am very partial to GHB. 1,4b was described well by Xorkoth. I have found it intensely nauseating, and so did Miss Swilow. I spent a fair while euphorically vomiting my guts out. I didn't mind the mental effects, was uplfited and relaxed, but physically it was pretty awful. This was in early drug days when I was less aware of the differences in drugs and took it knowingly but under the idea that it was the 'same' as GHB. Which its not. Its worth a try and I'd keep the dose low- I don't know what I took, 2-3 mls not that it helps which it can't- but be prepared for a dirty feeling.
Which is something that GHB does for me to some extent now. It never used to, it was one of the most transparent drugs physically, I would simply feel 'correct', but now there is some nagging nausea and a bit of mental frustration. I think I've overused it, its been several times a week (and usually more than one dose in a session) for a good number of years, 4 or 5 Id say. Its not ever a drug I take as a focal point, it tends to sit in thebackground and chill me out while doing normal stuff. I tend to think of it as a supplement and if I control the dose, its a great drug for pretty much anything. Titrating the dosage and you can get relaxation, mild stimulation and focus, sexual energy, focus or dopey sloppy semi-black out. I used to enjoy the knockout dose but never do that anymore, I do think its dangerous. I'm going to have more of a break from it though I'd love to not do that.
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I don't experience nausea but on occasion when I drink in ultra-extreme quantity, so perhaps I could make use of this 1 4 butanediol. It'd be nice if it was a cheap alternative to GHB. You tried cannabis to curb the nausea at all?
1,4-BDO gets rapidly metabolized to GBL... but there is a difference in kinetics with GHB still, which may account for the difference in time to induce sleep and the sleep time you get from it.
What makes it feel dirty is harder to say. What makes it apparently not euphoric for xorkoth (how many times tried though?) possibly a fluke or difference in kinetics on the ghb receptor - but still the metabolite GBL which subsequently just turns into GHB should nonetheless provide all of that.
Sekio apparently has used 1,4 quite a bit and was or is a fan if I'm not mistaken.
What makes it feel dirty is harder to say. What makes it apparently not euphoric for xorkoth (how many times tried though?) possibly a fluke or difference in kinetics on the ghb receptor - but still the metabolite GBL which subsequently just turns into GHB should nonetheless provide all of that.
Sekio apparently has used 1,4 quite a bit and was or is a fan if I'm not mistaken.
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