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Awesome man, if theres any tracks to hear I'd love to hear em via PM. ALD-52 and 3-meo-pcp sounds like gravy, I think i'll try this combo soon enough :D
 
Yeah I'll let you know when something is up. The G man has to do some mixing and such first, the raw tracks are pretty great but he's gotta clean it up since it was recorded live in one room.
 
Yeah he did an absolutely stellar job on the last mix I heard - I could hardly believe my ears. Can't wait for another fine production from G-Labs!
 
For some reason I've been in a peak period of irritability lately. People talking at the movies an hour ago had me livid and about to curse them out... but in my defense, talking at the movies is a cardinal sin to me :p
 
Shit, I just had the weirdest night of sleep... went to bed early, and woke up about a hundred times, or half woke up. Throughout the entire night I was having a dream that me and my brother were trying to do poppy tea, and we were at my mom's house, trying to make it and consume it without her noticing. The dream was SO vivid... in it, I was constantly trying to convince myself to do it and to not do it at the same time... I was thinking stuff like, hey, it's Christmas, I'll just do it this once. Then I'd wake up more fully and realize I was in my bed, but I'd still feel like I was going to do it. It was really weird. I have often had opiate dreams, but generally in those dreams I have actually done it and then I feel really guilty and I wake up with a sense of relief that it wasn't real. This time was a little different. I just feel strange, I felt more conscious during this one and my rationalizations were kind of disturbing and really familiar. Like even when I was half awake I was doing it. Now that I'm all the way awake I don't still want to do opiates, but it was just unnerving. I wonder if I'll ever stop having occasional opiate dreams?
 
We all have our demons, they come out to haunt us when the light goes out.


I've also been having weird dreams lately, periods of my life and "stages of my consciousness" blending together in a confusing mess.
 
I have as well actually. This morning I awoke from one centering around me having to attend some sort of court date, but being intercepted by seeing my high school crush and thus being re-smitten and not going to the court but instead essentially pacing in circles convincing myself to go talk to her. I think I did end up talking to her only for her and all her friends around her to chastise me and tell me to move on. I haven't seen this girl in almost two years, dreams of her used to coincide with my running into her... hopefully this one won't have that 'magic'. Her folks live a block from here, I very well could end up seeing her if I'm so very unlucky...
 
Yeah I just remembered I also had a dream about my ex, of us getting back together and me being really sad and beating myself up over it because I was like, but what about my girlfriend? What the fuck did I just do??

I have that dream periodically too.
 
I also had really weird dreams last night. One in which I was physically crying/sobbing in real life. I would half wake up from gasping for breath while sobbing. The dream was about me and my dad being in a fight, I don't remember too many of the specific details, but I guess it could be interpreted as something that haunts my subconscious because me and my dad don't have a good relationship in real life and often fight and don't speak to each other for long periods of time.
Yesterday was my first day off 3meo after binging with pretty high doses for 3 or 4 days. I think that plus taking phenibut (which was quite lovely) is what caused the strong dreams.
 
Hmmm, tis strange that so many of us were facing these demons in our subconsciousness last night. Mine left me feeling rather melancholic this afternoon, but the girlfriend is coming over later and I'm sure she'll cheer me up :)
 
Yeah my first day not doing a bunch of drugs (combos of 3-MeO-PCP, ALD-52 and 4-EMC) for a little while too. I feel so weird today, it feels like my head is stuffed with cotton. I wish my girlfriend was here a lot... but just found out she's going to be an extra 2 weeks, so won't see her for 3 weeks. It doesn't help that I also had dreams about her not coming back... in one she died, in another she said she was going to stay, and in another she said she was going to stay because she wanted to get back together with her ex (which is where she is, she's trimming buds at his house in California). I don't actually worry about that, I wish I hadn't dreamed about it though.

I guess I can expect to feel pretty weird after doing so many drugs. Man I kinda lost sight of that for a bit, I'm gonna slow my roll, I didn't mean to let that happen.
 
I had an immensely restless night, filled with dreams but I don't recall them especially well.

I woke at about 5.30am (it 7.30am now) and couldn't get back to sleep and just started feeling increasingly nauseated until I got up and vomited massively at about 6.30. I don't know why, but it was so intense. It went for several minutes, heaving over and over, I think my stomach is completely empty now.
 
Yea I haven't been feeling too good lately. There's a lot of chaotic energy about.

On another note, I decided to say fuck it and bought Battlefield 1 for my PC last night. I'd been playing it off and on at my best friend's place this weekend and really loving it. Now that I have it I can already tell it's going to be a struggle not to waste all my time on it...
 
swilow said:
I had an immensely restless night, filled with dreams but I don't recall them especially well.

I woke at about 5.30am (it 7.30am now) and couldn't get back to sleep and just started feeling increasingly nauseated until I got up and vomited massively at about 6.30. I don't know why, but it was so intense. It went for several minutes, heaving over and over, I think my stomach is completely empty now.
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Weird...

Yeah I don't remember all my dreams either, I was half awake for a lot of the night, it seemed to stretch on for so long. I had so many that only the more recent ones really stuck.
 
I decided to order some phenibut. Is it a useful replacement/alternative to GHB in anyoones experience? I used G about 2-3 times a week but am considering stopping. Its started to feel a bit more physically dirty. I've never actually tried phenibut- I don't know why, it sounds perfect- so thought it might be of use. I ordered some l-theanine too.

edit: am gonna read your comprehenisve summary Xorkoth.
 
I haven't tried GHB, but in short, I think they might satisfy a similar thing, but phenibut is more of a day enhancer, lasts the whole day, takes a long time to come on, it's more in the background. That said, I love the stuff, one of my favorites. Makes for some great days.
 
swilow said:
I decided to order some phenibut. Is it a useful replacement/alternative to GHB in anyoones experience? I used G about 2-3 times a week but am considering stopping. Its started to feel a bit more physically dirty.
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I've recently started dabbling in phenibut, and once I get more familiar with the effects I'll try to make a comparison. As a GHB lover, I too am hoping that there will be some crossover.

I can't imagine anyone describing GHB as physically dirty. GHB makes me feel so cleansed and rejuvenated in the following days that I'm tempted to believe that it's not only safe, but healthy. But I only used it once per week, at most. Maybe you got a bad batch, adulterated with some GBL?
 
GHB is great; one of the things I really miss having ready access to.

A short piece in very rough draft form that is going to serve as a part of the larger cycle/novel that I am writing, but it (mostly) stands on it's own, as a non-narrative essay (short if a little esoteric at times) called Ghosts on Drugs. It's very PD-related, I think, more than a lot of what I write (although psychedelics are influential and present throughout the larger work at least in the background.) If anyone wants to take the time, let me know what you think ;) It's also a very rough draft so is bound to have some issues. Also kind-of illustrated which was fun, the clip-art "illustrations" more taking up space for when it'll be done more artistically.
 
I love that you use quotes in different languages. It speaks to me on a personal level. In your book there is a Russian quote, and I am fluent in reading, writing and speaking in Russian. And in this new piece you use Hebrew, which I was forced to learn for my bar mitzvah. I still remember the sounds that the letters and vowels make but don't don't understand the words Im reading. Being multilingual can get confusing on dissociatives. :/
I really appreciate your writing, your stories and your style. Keep it comin' SKL.
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